Hey all.
How’s it been going with you guys? Me? I've been chilling as always. I posted a new picture of a new fan mew. Which has me thinking about my habits of drawing and how much it went to hell.
I've been looking through my gallery and see all the fan mews I made and how I use to make them all the time and wondered "what the hell"? Then I think "damn, what happened to my drawing in general?”. I use to draw every night no matter how tried or how little the picture was I still drew something. But ever since I been going to bed early for school I’ve been too lazy to draw.
I use I start drawing at 8:00PM and to go bed at 12:00AM so that’s plenty of time to draw whatever. Yet, I would be so tired when I get up for school and I’m talking about 5:00-5:30 AM and I hate waking up like that every time I have school (3 days a week). I didn’t want to pull back my bed time real early because I wouldn’t have a lot a time to draw, also that my body would rebel big time and I didn’t feel like having even more crappy sleep. Sooooooo I start going to bed at 11:00pm I still had time to draw everything was good in the land of OZ but still I was waking up tired! I’m stubborn so I went with it for a while but I need my sleep. I need my sleep so I won’t get hit by a car while lusting over my coffee in the morning when I can try to dodge the car, get hit and lust over my coffee spilling all over the ground :D.
So then I was fed up and decided to pull back my time to like 10:00PM which failed like the no child left behind act, so then I pulled it down to 9:00 finally. My body wasn’t trying to hear that at all! I knew I had to get use to this and suffer the “mind won’t shut up /body want to wake up at strange hours at night”, like 47:55 PK or even 3:00AM… 3:00AM PEOPLE!! What madness has befallen me DX??!!! Did the universe decide to play the butt hole card too?! So anyway when I finally was going to bed 9:00PM and was sleeping by 9:30PM instead of 1:30AM, and what would you know I would wake up not so dead!
And that’s a great thing no doubt, but then I get tried around 7:00/8:00pm and my laziness would take over. So I would tell myself “I would do it tomorrow”, yes the dreaded trap of procrastination! (Echo echo)…. I would do that over and over till I would draw rarely and that scares the pink crap out of me because I don’t want my skills to decay. So then everything else seems to cave in because of it (comics, projects, trades, etc) and I just got lazier with everything but school work.
Yeah, I back tracked all the way to the source. And because I’m such a good investigator I looked in my gallery to see when I start lacking and it was around January. So now my point of this fantastic fairy tale is that I want to draw more I want to get in the O more …again… sign guest books, comment on people’s pictures and the like. I’ve been going to sleep at 11:00PM more and not waking up like a zombie so that gives me more time to draw and to put my life back in place. I love to draw so much and to let myself get like this is unacceptable!
And drawing that fan mew REALLY showed me that and I couldn’t be happier! So now I can say I’m really back on track because I have nothing that’s hindering my drawings but me. (yay for resolutions :)
I would continue with what I want to start doing but this post is wayyyy tooo llloooonnggg and one resolution is enough.
Thanks for reading who ever read this long ass post, here’s a cookie. :3
So I will update again before this week is over to see how people like my ideas on what I want to do to jump start my no non-sense draw everyday life again!
Anybody what some hinties? X3
