Yeah as the title suggests A LOT has happened since the last post about my life. I did a post about it all but its so me being half ass angry/depressed and I just didn't want to post that up there. I like to post the positive things that are happening in my life so I want to keep that trend going. :)
I will say that my dad and brother is no longer living with us because of the crazy line of events. It started when me and my sister confronted my dad because my dad was acting retarded for a good month and it effects the whole house. So we had a bad falling out that really upset me. Then a few days later my mom totally freaked out on my brother because he wouldn't' give her my dads number since he left since the falling out. Now my mom is totally broken while me and my sister are just "hanging in there".
Honestly despite everything that happened I'm pretty excited for my future yet again where before I was completely depressed and was stuck in a deep rut. But that is what happens when you live with toxic people, it effects you whether you know it or not. But since its only us three here I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. I can focus on the important things in my life and best of all WALK IN MY UNDERWEAR AROUND THE HOUSE.
So yeah things indeed have changed dramatically but I'm seeing the good in it all. I'm planning to get my drivers license and eventually make my way out of this damn house. I'm so sick of the drama and bull shit.
So yeah that's why I just disappeared, I just did my 25 hour stalking of people. Too depressed, lazy, stressed, and super lazy to do much more then hug and fav things. I even haven't touched my drawing table in about a month because I was just too stressed. Things are better now even though a lot of things are still uncertain :)
During all this I made some really cute wallpapers free for everyone on my Candy Sanctuary blog. I wasn't sure if I wanted to post them here since its not anime at all so I just stuck them on my blog. I also did a lot of raffles for my angel readings that went well. I also did a live stream of them on Saturday, that was tons of fun, when the video becomes available I'll show you guys! :D Oh and more great news, me another card reader are currently doing a raffle together that I'm really excited about.
I'm hoping my business picks up so I can MAKE THAT CASH, but I know that things are going to turn out fine. I just have to go with the flow. :) Oh I also made some adoptables too, its really fun so I want to experiment with it more. I'll post them for you guys soon! :D
I think that's it. A lot of things are negative so I can't really full the post up with 100% positive things but the event itself is a change that will positively effect my life! So it all works out! :)
Thanks for reading guys take care!
Okay before we even get to my post I would like to say sorry for being so inactive. I meant to update this world ages ago but I was completely focused on something else which I will get too!
Well, I'll just state the obvious now and say that TheO have been on life support for the longest. Its summer and its even deader then normal. Its like damn, where did all the people go? Granted I don't even go to the fan art section anymore that much sadly, I just look at what my friends art and etc. Simply because I don't want to be caught up on trying to get to the front page and its been helping me just focus on my art in a more wholesome way. Which is funny because I didn't draw a whole lot in the last month because once again, busy with other things and no particular reason to draw. But I did finished a recent picture that I need to scan.
Also a lot of my friends have been slowly disappearing/being inactive and its sad. Every time I look in the backroom I have only one or two updates (when there ARE updates). But I can't even moan that hard since I've been doing the same thing. Though I have no reason to switch over to DA (god no) or to just stop coming here at all. I love this place for all its worth even though it has changed a lot over the last year alone.
I want to start commenting again (for the nth time) because I just want to raise a person's spirits in their art. I simply just don't give a rats ass about critiquing someone else's art or even getting better at it like I would try so hard to do a few years back. It was like my number one reason to draw to try to get better but I have to face it that I will always get better in my art no matter how much better I get. The point of drawing should about telling a story, a philosophy, a personal truth, and above all else HAVING FUN. My god I ruined so many nights because I was so hung up on how it looked and making it "perfect" instead of letting it flow naturally. Ironically, the long periods of time that I don't draw I seem to get a boost in skill. Mostly due to my observation skills that I keep in mind and it pays off when I can transfer the 1% that I can remember.
But anyway, I need to push myself to comment more since I've clearly lost the drive to.
Besides that the thing I was working on was my angel readings and almost two weeks ago I started charging for them. Last night I gotten my first order and another one tonight! I'm so excited because I've been working on this since last year and now all the work is paying off.
If anyone is interested it them (not in buying one) I have a blog that you can go too. I can always send you the link. :)
Lets see, I haven't done much in the candy sanctuary department, but I'm scaling back my efforts with it. Its just too much trouble trying to make pieces for it, store it SOMEWHERE, trying to sell it, and then ship it. Its hotter then the dickens and its just too much work for right now. I don't even have the space to really work on many pieces since I only have one table in my room. So I'm just going to do things for myself and focus on the artistic end of it. :)
Okay, I don't want the post to get too long even though I have a lot to say. I promise to try to update normally again but its been super hot.
Thanks for reading guys I love you! :)
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