Sick D:

Hey Guys! Today was the last day of school for me, BUT I AM SICK! I have/had a stomach virus from Sunday and then I almost passed out twice yesterday from not eating because I didn't want to throw up, and now I am not as weak but I still missed school! The only thing I eat is like Bomb pops and some toast, and I have like lost a total of seven pounds just from Sunday not eating and stuff. But the good news is that I love bomb pops!

What K said...

On friday My BFF and k and Ry are in the same science group, and my friend said that K held a glue gun to Ry's face and said that he better still talk to me.
Gawd I am such a loser! Why did I ever listen to K? Ry is never ever gonna talk to me again! Its all his fault! Sigh. I am just gonna steam out.
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Not any better.

IM Blues <l3

Okay, after I posted that last post, I got on my email, and I was Iming RyRy, and HE DIDNT IM BACK! And my best friend was on and she didn't either!
Now for the paranoid part:
WHAT IF THEY WERE IMING EACH OTHER?!?!?!
My Best Friend was on this morning too, and so was Ry<3!
And then I logged on- WITHIN TWO MINUTES BOTH WERE OFF!
I AM SOO PARANOID!!! BUT IT ALL ADDS TOGETHER!
(now this random thing)
Goods things about Ry:
NIce
Smart
Funny
I have never seen him seriously mad
Beautiful
Cute
Tall
Handsome
Soft Skin
Not Gorilla Hairy Legs
Not a player or Man-w-word
Quiet but he still opens up around K and Me
Fun to watch freak out
Voice isnt like whale low but it isnt like Mickey Mouse high
Asks about if I talk about him at sleepovers
Is on my Handsome list (He asked if I had one if he would be on it I said he would be my #1)
Lets me say Lov ya to him and call him Pookie and Pet his hair

Ways that I thought he liked me (and he still could like me IDK)
He would always ask if I talked about him at sleepovers
The Handsome list
He would always give me his Pink starburst at practice
He would always flirt in a way by knocking my drawings off the desk
He would usually stop and IM me even if he was playing his game
He opened up around me
He (when I asked him out) asked if K had made me do it so maybe he told K if he liked me and he thought K made me
When I said Ry was just my friend (about 6 posts ago) K said "Sorry Ry, your stuck in the friend zone." and then I said even if I did like him (which I did) he would say no and K said "Youre not sure of that."

Bad Things about Ry
He is kinda girly
He squeals when I blow air on him
He squeals when someone puts duct tape on his face (anyone would)
He is kinda nerdy and all my friends (not my best friends that support me but my kinda friends) Say "Eeew! He is such a nerd!"

Once my friend was making up what people should be in the future and mine was:
"Song, your gonna be a famous actress and artist that is married to Ry who is going to be a Nazi and your gonna have 11 kids."
She didnt (and still doesn't) know that I like him <3
Sigh. I think my friendship with Ry is over.
I told him that I was sorry I ruined our friendship, but not like we were even close before.
-Song

RyRy <3

This is all about RyRy (formerly R on a previous post)
So I like him now, and his friend aka no shower boy aka K
He said that he would make me ask Ry out eventually so I should just cave.
Well, I did.
Bad Idea. I told K he would say no.(he said I would never know unless I asked)This is what happened.
We were all looking at Parrot's Yearbook, and Ry was there, and then I yelled
"RY, WILL YOU GO OUT WITH ME?"
Well he was right there next to me but he didn't here me, so Parrot goes
"Dude, did you just here that?" Ry said
"What?" Then I said:
"Will you go out with me?"
Ry: "Are you beening serious or did K put you up to this?"
Me: "Well, K forced me to, but I do actually like you, and I kinda wanted to..."
Ry and K went away and then K came back
K: "He indeed did say No."
Me: "I told you! I never should have caved."
Then K and Ry went away and then K came back
K: "I am trying to get him to go out with you for five days"(<3)
Me: "Uggh! I don't want to go out with him if it's fixed!"
K: "Ry's never gone out with anyone, so he doesn't know what its like."(random)
Then we looked a Parrot's yearbook and the Parrot left so we were just sitting there, so I sat were he was sitting, which was by my best friend, and Ry (<3)
And then Ry left and tried to slam dunk (he missed Haha!) and then K came and asked me what was wrong (he really is stupid)
So I told him that now Ry didn't even talk to me, so then K left and talked to Ry (IDK what about) and then Ry came over and sat by me and talked to me (:D)
But then I ruined it by asking:
Me: "Did K tell you to do this?"
K: "I Did not!" (liar)
It turns out he actually did maybe. I havent gotten the whole truth yet.
Well then in homeroom
Me: "So are we still friends?"
Ry: "Yeah."
Sigh. I feel like an idiot. But it was pretty obvious that I like him because I would always call him Pookie, and then he found out that I liked someone I call Pookie (obvious) and i would always smile and sit by him (which he never disliked :D) and he knew that I would draw him all the time in a panda outfit, and I soooo obviously flirt with him. And, I told him
Me: "I love you Ry." (just randomly like you say to freak someone out)

Tell me what you guys think. I am going to go email Pookie (lol) I mean RyRy <3
And apologize for being a freak.

Manners?

Do people have manners anymore? I was Iming my friend Nikia and she asked what I was doing and I said she should check out my art portfolio so I gave her the IRL or whatever but she was like "Nah" COULDNT SHE SAY NO THANKS OR LIE AND SAY SHE WOULD? IT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!