Okay, after I posted that last post, I got on my email, and I was Iming RyRy, and HE DIDNT IM BACK! And my best friend was on and she didn't either!
Now for the paranoid part:
WHAT IF THEY WERE IMING EACH OTHER?!?!?!
My Best Friend was on this morning too, and so was Ry<3!
And then I logged on- WITHIN TWO MINUTES BOTH WERE OFF!
I AM SOO PARANOID!!! BUT IT ALL ADDS TOGETHER!
(now this random thing)
Goods things about Ry:
NIce
Smart
Funny
I have never seen him seriously mad
Beautiful
Cute
Tall
Handsome
Soft Skin
Not Gorilla Hairy Legs
Not a player or Man-w-word
Quiet but he still opens up around K and Me
Fun to watch freak out
Voice isnt like whale low but it isnt like Mickey Mouse high
Asks about if I talk about him at sleepovers
Is on my Handsome list (He asked if I had one if he would be on it I said he would be my #1)
Lets me say Lov ya to him and call him Pookie and Pet his hair
Ways that I thought he liked me (and he still could like me IDK)
He would always ask if I talked about him at sleepovers
The Handsome list
He would always give me his Pink starburst at practice
He would always flirt in a way by knocking my drawings off the desk
He would usually stop and IM me even if he was playing his game
He opened up around me
He (when I asked him out) asked if K had made me do it so maybe he told K if he liked me and he thought K made me
When I said Ry was just my friend (about 6 posts ago) K said "Sorry Ry, your stuck in the friend zone." and then I said even if I did like him (which I did) he would say no and K said "Youre not sure of that."
Bad Things about Ry
He is kinda girly
He squeals when I blow air on him
He squeals when someone puts duct tape on his face (anyone would)
He is kinda nerdy and all my friends (not my best friends that support me but my kinda friends) Say "Eeew! He is such a nerd!"
Once my friend was making up what people should be in the future and mine was:
"Song, your gonna be a famous actress and artist that is married to Ry who is going to be a Nazi and your gonna have 11 kids."
She didnt (and still doesn't) know that I like him <3
Sigh. I think my friendship with Ry is over.
I told him that I was sorry I ruined our friendship, but not like we were even close before.
-Song
