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Change of Fate.

A short narrative....COMING SOON!

Spirit at War.

Another night has passed away.
Living each day as if I'm to stay.

I try so hard to think of you,
A portrait of such beauty...
Laughing back at me.

Memories of us when we were young,
Fooled by smiles the day has sung.

Remember me as I will meet
the horizon and face my defeat.

FACE THIS ALL ALONE.
FACE THIS ALL ALONE.

We had it all,
or so we thought.
Dreams of forever...
we have always sought.

COURAGE TO SURVIVE ALONE.
COURAGE TO SURVIVE ALONE.

I'll never give up
on chasing those shadows.
These dreams of us
Shine on or so it goes.

Empty Space

Where have you gone? What have I brought upon myself? What kind of curse is this?

How the times have gone by and never have I thought I would miss someone as much as I miss you. I wonder if your alright. Know that I will still always be there to protect you. I fell in love with the purest heart. I am so sorry.

I always said your love will be the death of me. Please, save me.
YOU ARE NOT GONE. SOMETHING STILL REMAINS. Join me in death. Tonight, we'll dance for the departed bonded souls before us. The price was great.

And thus, the young man walked through gates of piercing lights that tore him apart. He would become the promise of a lifetime. And an immortal being through words alone and his trust.

Etched words upon the skies touched the souls of those with the deepest sympathy for the little things in life and granted them peace wherever they walked. Secrets of life shined through eyes of honesty. It was like some supreme being walking the grounds where mortals have resided for so long. All became clear for the young man. He was happy to drift away alone...and yet he wasn't alone.

He took the smiles he remembered in his life and cherished those moments.

And thus, the yound lady stared into puddles of blood which reflected the moonlight. She knew her faults all the same. A flawed life was what she asked for. Everything was in order. As she spreaded her wings and made flight with fate, memories of another time tormented her. She fought with herself for what seemed like years to make herself believe a new day would come. It would soon arrive as she had hoped for. She breathed in the darkness and out came light. Losing time, she soared away...alone....or so she thought.

Not knowing some truths bring about devestating lies. Hope will crumble as the child dies. Each soul cries. As the body...dies.

Birth of Hope.

I won't be walking these roads much longer.

I'm walking past trees that are losing thier last leaves.

I feel content that this is how it all comes crashing down on me. I've lived a great life. I've tossed aside memories that brought regret. Achieved immortality through peace of mind. And yet, something still isn't right.

I have walked alone for so many years and yet my heart has been claimed. I have one last wish. It will bring upon myself regret...and peace. I want her to live happy. But I want to die happy. These strange dreams that fortell of my end seem a little too farfetched now. Theres a massive black cloud of confusion just floating there above my head. Quite annoying really.

I feel content and I'm ready for death. My reasons are obvious. In all honesty, I'm tired of this world. I'm so ashamed to be part of the human race. I soar now into the void. Barriers hold me back..along with another hope. I'm so tired of this hope. I'm so tired of breaking these promises that I make to myself.

I wonder. What will it be like? I imagine theres trees that are fully in blossom, never losing its color. Will these memories remain? I don't know what to think anymore.

I see children running about and enjoying themselves. I think its fact that the world is indeed a cruel place. Everything ends right where it begins.
This age will determine the worlds fate. Where do I belong? What is going on? I'm being sucked into some kind of vortex. Falling into sleep and I'm falling. My body is weightless...moving at the speed of light... and then I crash. My eyes...open to witness the birth of a change.

The Passing

And all the children continued to laugh and play as children do. Sand castles washed away carelessly. What was happiness? When the passing of time slowly begins to beg for an answer and a conclusion. There was never any truth to life. Faced with infinite lies and twisted smiles, he would walk the shores alone as the nights passed on, while his answer was right in front of him. His conclusion. Was it just another lie? An excuse to carry on?

He remained calm as the laughter got louder and louder. The cries of joy and hope rushed ashore calling for him. He would pause his pace for a second to ponder about the moments he was surrounded by. In reality, this would eventually lead to his own defeat. He knew this though and cared not for the truth that had struck him. He would still wander on. How soon would tragedy break the night? He cared not. In his mind he would see faces in the sea crying for deliverance. He was very fortunate and he knew this. He would pull those who were lost from the sea and walk away before he could receive thanks. To become one of those faces in the sea one day seemed like a good conclusion. But the voice in his head which seemed more like ticks and tocks told him to go on. It wasn't his time yet. He'd rather not waste time though, for time has been precious to him before.

He stood still, facing the path of moonlight gleaming upon the sea. It was times like this when he wished he would hear an actual voice pleading. With so many thoughts poisoning his mind, how could he forgive himself? When reality doesn't accept you, can you even forgive yourself? He turned his back on the reality he was told of long ago, so how could he even be forgiven? He did not care. He knew that his reality was proper and evident. And thus, his own demise, bringing about harmony and peace to life once more.