reality is pretty if u keep dreaming..

my titles never makes sense.. =P anyway... before u scroll down many times coz it's another long post.. *yet again* here's a random pic....

it's so much better in real life... of course.. my poor phone is antique.. *needs new phone* XD

oh yeh.. theotaku shrinks pics.. oh well.. there are 3 shots.. 180 degree or so.. it's really pretty.. it's hard to sleep when u start staring coz it lasts til u fall asleep.. unfortunately, the stars are hard to see from the cam but there are a few stars especially that one super shiny star which i think is a planet coz i sometimes see a ring.. lol... *very good eye sight* =P

anyway... the rest of the post is kinda like a review of some of my class.. including current projects and plans.. it's a long post... it's a blog after all..

first week of class over.. stressful as expected.. waking up very early like 4am everyday is enough to fill in that stressful part.. XD but it's fun.. although i cant help but feel overwhelmed sometimes.. there's just 2 girls in our class.. the other girl knows more about games than i do.. of course.. i know little about games coz i never finish any game... though i played lots-- from online, ds, gameboy, ps, ps2, ps3, wii, even some old games on snes or whatever u call that video game player *grew up from that console btw* XD and i've played almost every genre -- rpg, mmorpg, shooting, linear adventure, versus, strategy, board, even educational games such as cooking and sports.. lol.. but the thing is, i dont see how those games end.. i like to make up my own ending coz i hate being disappointed.. u know the common reaction when u finished something u've been doing for a long time and then u'll do "that" reaction.. *whatever that is* i just dont like disappointments.. thats all.. most of my knowledge from these games probably came from watching my brothers play.. they're the addicts.. lol...... what's getting on me at school is all they talk about is halo stuff... i havent tried halo coz it's the same genre as cs, gunz, ut3, etc.. i played enough 1st person shooting games online.. guys.. tsk tsk.. XD well at least they talk about japanese stuff sometimes.. tohou, kh, ff.. not so much though.. i heard "halo" everyday.. like seriously..... it's just like how the radio kept playing beyonce's halo song.. XD

anyway...... on to the serious part.. we're already gonna work on a game..! the details are supposed to be confidential so yeh.. we'll just leave it as that.. im teamed up with some senpai.. lol...

the first task is level design... what's worse is we're designated to do backgrounds first before the characters, weapons, and such... i was like.. omg.. dont we have environment/bg artists..?! we dont have in our team so we're kinda sending in samples asap... gaaah... me, backgrounds...? uhhh...... >x<"

on a different class though, we have to create a pivotal character.. something like a main character.. it's for the story writing class... so im writing a new story.. i think i'll be able to send in some sample pics some time next week or so.. it's just a project but im kinda taking this seriously coz next year, we're gonna do our own game for our own team--just like what we're doing with the senpais.. and im hoping my story will be picked.. if not, at least my character/s.. =P

math/programming.. profs keep threatening us that we wont last long in that class.. like can we drop that class and still graduate..? no right.. lol... whatever.. i want to enjoy math especially programming so i wont have a hard time accepting the fact that this is not the subject i want to do most.. XD

audio.. omg... im so inspired to make my own composition.. our prof is david logan.. i didnt know him til he played some teaser of the OSTs he's working on even the rejects and other bgm that have been used in some games.. XD he has a website where u can listen to some of his titles... google david logan producer or david logan composer.. <3 he's such an interesting person.. his class is probably the class im excited to attend most... *^^*

concept art.. i dunno much about english crew but our prof, rhys yorke worked for marvel.. like omg.. these guys are actually planning to take some potential people for their company.. *will grab that opportunity* XD but for this class, i feel like we're gonna do what i did in my summer class.. v_v" i think we're just gonna do vehicle concept for this term.. gaah.. mechanic stuff.. havent tried but gotta try and i think worth trying.. XD character concept is still far away.. eeeehh.....

oh well............. as for living by myself, im pretty much getting used to it.. 2 more years or who knows.. i could be staying here since the jobs are here or somewhere else.. i know it's not in my previous city thats why i moved here.. XD

pursue the dream... =P

but first i gotta sleep so i can see my dream... lol.. *havent seen a dream in a looooooooong while* >x<"

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