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Favorite Things: Anime, Books, Manga, Food, Rock, J-Music, K-Pop,Drawing, Laughing, Music
Top 3 Favorite Anime: Tokyo Ghoul, Noragami, Darker than Black
Top 3 Favorite Manga: Noragami, Tokyo Ghoul, Akatsuki no Yona
Top 3 Favorite Songs: Bae Bae (BigBang), Bulls in the Bronx (Pierce the Veil), Gotta Talk to You (Seungri)
Life is: what you make it
4 inches of snow means no school where I live. So no school today.
Besides the fact that school is not my favorite place, this is actually really good because it gives me more time to procrastinate study for exams.
But, seriously, exams start in a week and I'm not the kind of person who wants till the last few days to start cramming. I'm going to actually work now.
Something about me, that I think is really strange considering my lack of self control, is that if I tell myself I'm not allowed to do something for a certain amount of time then I really won't do it. Like if I know I need to focus on work instead of watching anime or something, then I can think to myself, 'you're not allowed to watch anime for a day'. And I won't watch a single episode that day and I'll get my work done because I have nothing else to do. It's the only method that seems to end my procrastination so today I'll have to tell myself not to read this book I can't put down lately. (Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry, it's a really good book if you like romance and stories about real life)
A Little Randomness:
Yesterday a classmate of mine came to school wearing a Tokyo Ghoul mask(the one Kaneki wears). He and all his friends are excited for season 2. They don't even know I'm into anime and I would like nothing more than to be able to make a friend or talk to a person who shares the same interests as me, but I honestly don't know how to approach people irl. Like, do I just walk up to him and say 'hey, I like your mask. You watch Tokyo Ghoul too?'
Probably not gonna happen because the awkwardness would cause me to drop dead on the spot. Maybe that's the problem, maybe I'm over thinking this. Most people would not feel awkward at all, but I guess everyone has to have problems and my shyness is probably the only big problem in my life right now. Literally. I get good grades, I join clubs, I don't have any physical or emotional issues, and I'm actually very happy when I'm by myself, but I have no friends. Talking to anyone besides my family (& I mean mom, dad, siblings, not even relatives) makes me uncomfortable. It's way easier on the internet for some reason, but even then I don't say certain things I want to say. Didn't mean to turn this into a rant, but oh well.
Time To Study.
For some reason I just really feel like making a post tonight.
1. I heard (on the news) that this flu season is extra bad because the vaccines that were made were for the wrong strain of flu, so they're almost entirely ineffective. That explains why a lot of people at school are sick lately and why my family's also really sick lately. Even my parents, who are almost never sick, both got sick. It makes me feel kind of invincible because I haven't gotten sick.... yet. And I'd like to keep it that way.
2. My family and I went to see the movie Annie. I thought it was really nice. I already saw the old version a couple years ago and I like how modern this new version is. But on the way home I started to feel drowsy and I wasn't feeling so well. It's very rear for me to feel sleepy before 12am( at the earliest) when it's not a school night. I don't think I'm getting sick but I should probably go to bed soon.
3. It's winter vacation but I still have a lot of work to do( exams in 2 weeks, oh my goodness). So my plan was to just relax and not even look at my work until last Saturday. I guess I got a little carried away because I just started working today. There's a lot of other stuff I want to do too, like draw something or make a wallpaper, finish the many books I have pulled up, etc. But I have to start studying. Tomorrow I have to focus but I'll probably find a way to distract myself. Up until now I've mostly just been watching anime.
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