Mixed feelings

Ok! Again, here's Rosie's post finally at the festival!! Yay! hahaha XDDDD hmmm...I don't know what else to say cause Im sleepy *yawns* see you people! Muah! lol *faints for lack of sleep*

Roselyn~

Included: Cain, Xio, Tanner, Raine
Time: night before of the festival and night of the festival?

Cain and I were about to go somewhere but then I saw him.

“Xio?” Yes, definitely it was him, but what was he doing there? Perhaps, he saw everything? If that was the case he would probably misunderstood….?

“Oh sorry did I interrupt something?” For the tone of voice he used it was foolish to think he haven’t seen it; however because of the embarrassment I was feeling, I tried to hide it.

“No not at all. I see you went shopping with Kiki I suppose right?”

“Yeah I did, but our date ended a bit early due to some unfortunate events that occurred. So who’s this?” He said at the same time Cain grabbed my waist and pushed me softly towards him.

This is Cain the Charizard he’s, well, a friend of mine.” It was a lame introduction but, the situation was awkward enough, besides something told me that, knowing Cain he would make things worse, that was being proved as soon as he began to talk.

“Oh come on Rosie, you know that’s not true, you’re my girlfriend after all.”

“Really? Aren’t you lucky! I mean Miss Roselyn is a great woman after all.”

“Yeah I know she is I will be accompanying her to the festival right my angel?”

“Yes right.” What was he saying? I was so embarrassed with myself and more knowing Xio was just playing along with what he was talking, deep inside, I knew things were not going to end well.

“Rosie? What is this?” Suddenly Cain began grabbing my neck, I thought I was able to hide it but now, what was I suppose to do? I found myself standing there wishing he would remain silent “Who gave this to you? It’s pretty fresh and ever better looking then the ones I gave you in the past?” My mouth kept closed “Who gave this to you Rosie?” My eyes turned to Xio but because of his expression he was not going to say anything.

“I burnt myself with my curling iron Cain. It’s not a hickey.” He wasn’t going to by it was he?

“Did you? I see, I’ll make it all better….” Again he suddenly began to move on his own this time making a hickey in front of Xio, How inappropriate!!

“Well if you excuse me, I best be going before he starts sucking on your breasts in front of me too.”

“XIO!” I yelled trying to put in words that I was sorry for the way Cain behaved, however he wasn’t helping that task as he continued to say unnecessary things.

“Hey sorry man, I forgot you were standing there.”

“No you didn’t, you were just doing that to make me jealous. Nice job because it worked. But if you excuse me I have better things to do then watch a make out session process in front of me.”

“Wait Xio!?! Is everything okay?” When I looked at his expression again there was something else beyond what was happening that had him in that state…besides, jealous? Wasn’t he just teasing me? I also thought he was dating Kiki-chan…….

“I’ve seen better days, Just not having a very good one. It was nice meeting you and have fun on your date.”

“Yo! You’re alright in my book Luxray!”

“Yeah I am glad since you did say you liked the hickey I gave her, later!”
Trying to ignore the last comment Xio made, I turned my face to Cain and managed to tell him to stay there while I went looking for Xio; he moved fast but definitely there was something wrong with him, if it were those marks again maybe, regardless of what just happened, I could be of help for him.

“Xio please wait for me! “Xio please...What’s wrong?” I said grabbing one of is arms when I was able to found him.

“It’s none of your concern, I’m fine.”

“Just stop, you aren’t okay, I can see it in your eyes. They are so sad and yet so irritable looking. PLUS you are smoking up a storm, I didn't even know you smoked...Please tell me what’s going on.”

“It’s none of your business woman! Just leave me alone!” I wasn’t going to give up until I made him understand I just wanted to help him.

“Xio?”

“ENOUGH! Are you stupid or something?” He pushed me towards a wall and his angry eyes began to be scary “What part of leave me alone don’t you understand? Do I have to spell it out for you or something?”

“I…I….”

“Just stop, I have not had a good day and that damn gecko boyfriend of yours just pissed me off more then I can chew. Okay? So beat it Miss Rosie…”

“I…I WON’T! You are hurting on the inside, and I just want to apologize for what Cain said. He isn’t my boyfriend, I just didn’t wish to go to the festival alone.” It took me some seconds to realize his next comment because I had said more than necessary.

“So do you French kiss all men like that?”

“No, I…I don’t know why I kissed him like that. It was a long time ago and it just brought back old feelings we once had for the other.” But that isn’t the real matter here “Just tell me what’s going on?”

“Do you really want to know Rosie? I will tell you, I do not approve of that giant gecko kissing you like that and making me look like a fool as I watch him caress your skin and basically make out with you in front of me. It makes you look cheap.”

“Ex…excuse me?”

“Oh did I offend you? I’m sorry Rosie, I didn’t want to ruin your time with that damn Charizard because obviously if you couldn’t tell I am jealous. But regardless, you made me look like an idiot as he did that to you and you did nothing but accept it. I see how you are. If that wasn’t enough, I had a horrid day with Kiki’s sister and basically was embarrassed in front of so many people. I wanted to kill her right there Rosie… And I could have but I was so nice and patient. Yet that woman kept nagging me and nagging me and then I see you making out with him! What do you expect me to feel ROSIE! HUH? Am I supposed to just ignore it? Am I?”

“Well no, but Xio I have feelings…” At least he was able to take all that out but the way he had said things was not the best, it was upsetting me, I wasn’t expecting what came next when he began to kick trashcans and yelled

“JUST SHUT UP! Shut your damn mouth because I don’t want to hear it anymore. I hope you have fun with him, really I do…ARGH! Damn it all, this is by far the worse fucking day of my life.”

“Xio please stop I can heal you…” The marks had appeared on his face again and so he was probably in pain; I began to use the same technique from before to see if I could help him but he only pushed me away; but again, he had me worried and I wasn’t going to give up like that, at the end I managed to embrace him from behind

“Please don’t touch me.”

“Let me help you…”

“I said….DON’T TOUCH ME! You are my possession. I will tolerate it for now but I refuse to be second best to him. You got that?” His words seemed far away because of the fact of him hitting me in the face….it was enough….my face simply raised to look at him as he noticed what he just did.

Tears began to fall down as he disappeared and I was left there; I was not only crying because I felt hurt but for the way he had treated me, recalling what he said of me being his possession….I won´t deny it, it was the first time someone called me like that but I wasn’t an object, for anybody! He couldn’t treat me as he wished less like an object, he had no right to do so, less knowing the only thing I wanted to do was help him………However he too looked so troubled…. I hoped he was fine regardless the anger and pain I felt.

After some minutes the tears stopped and I walked where Cain was; as soon as he saw me his calm went somewhere else.

“Who did this to you?!............Roselyn, answer me!! Was that guy from before?!! Was he the one who dared to hit you????!!!!!!!!!!!!!” He simply began yelling asking who was the responsible of that; I knew that hiding it was foolish since he wasn’t going to believe but talking about it was not going to get things better.

“I just tripped…you know that tends to happen to me a lot” that phrase along with a forced smile was the best I could do at the moment, the only things that comforted me was the fact he calmed down and didn’t say anything about the subject.

“¿Should I walk you home?”

“Actually….I’d prefer not to return at the moment…”

“Then, since we are going to the festival together, would you help me pick a proper outfit?” That time I truly smiled at him agreeing. We went shopping for the festival and at the end of the night Cain walked me home saying he was going to stay in a hotel for that night promising to pick me up for the festival the next day; I thanked him and the fact it was already late and that no one seemed to be around the mansion; as I walked towards the kitchen I suddenly tripped with what appeared to be….long hair? It made me curious so I followed it and ended up in front of a Tangrowth and Ralts gijinka.

“Are you okay?” Was the first thing he asked which made me realize my aspect.

“No, I’m alright. I’m truly sorry I tripped over your hair…”

“No, it’s fine. I have to keep an eye on my hair and it sitting outside the door, Do you want to help brush it? I can see it in your eyes,” Was I that obvious? Well, he seemed to be a nice guy and besides, that activity would help me to clear my thoughts

“I would like that, thank you. I’m Roselyn,” I said sitting next to him on the bed as he handed me a brush.

“I’m Tanner,”

“You keep your hair very well kept like this since it’s so long,” My mood was getting better as I got distracted, in fact too distracted to even noticed I hadn’t introduced myself to the other girl in the room

“Well, I try,” After that we kept in silence all deep in thoughts until we finished hours later; the three of us said goodnight and I headed walking behind the Ralts girl towards our rooms.

“Umm Excuse me?” I managed to say as she turned to me “Forgive the late introduction…like I said before, my name is Roselyn, nice to meet you ” I smiled at her and she did the same, a shy smile in fact.

“I’m Raine….nice to meet you too…..” She was already in front of a door that I assumed was the one of her room and since we both were tired we simply bowed and said we hoped we met later.

The next day passed pretty fast taking into account I was busy preparing for the festival and so I was surprised when Cain looking for me at the mansion; was it already that late? We both began to walk towards the place where the festival was being held and he grabbed my hand in the middle of the road.

“Cain…we look like lovers” I sighed

“So what? Is just for my personal joy” He chuckled then continued “…you know we are not dating so it’s fine right?” He wrapped his arm around my waist as we kept walking.

“Yes…indeed…Cain, Have I told you, you’ve matured a lot since we last met?” I chuckled and he smiled at me as we finally arrived to the festival, having him with me made me feel calmed most of the times.

Not so many time passed before Cain met with some of his friends, and at first everything went well but when they began to drink at the place we were the atmosphere got heavy for me taking into account I was the only female in the group; comments such as “Look how hot you are!!” with a drunken voice were beginning to bother me and also they were inappropriate at the moment. At some point I couldn’t resist more and had to go outside to breathe and rest from all the loud sounds; however as soon as I exited the place I saw him again; it was Xio…For a moment I thought about talking to him but I wasn’t sure if he would be angry and talking about the same subject, if he would hit me again…

End