I was sitting on the couch with my legs and arms crossed. I watched all the gijinkas one-by-one got up and spoke about their past. I paid attention to every single one of them and jotted their story down in my memory. But here's the irony: I have a great memory on things but I can't remember anything of my past. Oh, how I wished to share the things about me in my past... To be honest... I've always wanted a group of friends to love me instead of being afraid of me...
Estelle looked back at me and frowned at my face expression. "Lupe...", she worried. I snapped out of my stage of depression and looked upon her.
"May I help you?"
"You sure can by sharing", She responded, handing me the microphone. I hesitated trying to grasp the microphone and gave her a worried look.
"It's ok, Lupe. Just tell them what you remember", she told me as if she was reading my mind. I nodded, stood up and took the microphone from her. I took a sigh out of frustration before I began to speak.
"Check... Mic check... 1,2,1.... *clears throat* Hey guys. As you all know, my name's Lupe. I am a Lopunny gijinka and I'm proud of it, I guess. 16. *clears throat again* Like many of you, this story don't start off very well. Umm... I don't remember... anything of my past..." My ears went off to the side on my head ( A sign that she is very sad ) and I bit my lip to hold back any tears that were coming. I hid my eyes with my bang by lowering my head so no one can see how sensitive I really am. I continued to speak.
"Not my birthday... Not my parents, if I had any. Not anything. All I remember is waking up to hear an annoying girl saying 'hey, are you alright?'. After that day, me and El became the best of friends. Sisters actually... She was sort of like a mother but I wouldn't call her that. A lil while later we meet Faye and she became family as well. " I began to smile.
"Every now and then I would have... 'Visions' or 'dreams' or something of the sort. I don't know if they are from the past or not.... but... in the meantime, I'm not worried bout any of that. I have Estelle and Faye and all of you guys..." My face turned a slight red. I didn't know what was more embarrassing. Me saying that or the look that the other gijinkas were giving me as if they were saying 'Did she really just say that??'. I continued on with my speech.
"I would... love to get to know everyone a little more... and become a big family of our own..." I just suddenly stopped speaking. I knew said too much. I handed the mic back to Estelle and sat on the couch behind her.
"Sharing was a bad idea", I whispered to myself but loud enough so that Estelle can hear my complaint.
~Lupe
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Lupe hates for people to see her sensitive side. :3 she is REAAAAALLY sensitive and is embarrassed very easily but she tries to hide it in that 'shawtay-tough' attitude of hers.
Lupe: -////- you know to much, Nellie.
Me: I am your creator after all. ;D
Lupe: *groans*
