[h a n a w a]
is almost a semi-mathematical formula
which comprises of details like
+ [Angsty]
/ [Notty]
x [Anime-freak]
- [Wannabe aka WTF?!]
= [All of the above].

Recently (self-) crowned as the most complicated formula of the century.

Ish Tagged! X3

Heya peeps! I'm now back for more riot! XD LOL. Okay straight to the point
>>> I am tagged by MariaCarlotta, and here goes nothing...

1. Are you ready... for the most epic tag ever?
Whatever. Bring it on! XP

2. Let’s get started then!! Paper or plastic?!
Paper, at least I can eat em (yeah I consume paper!).

3. Now for everybody's favorite question! What's your favorite color?
Black, black, black... Blood red and dark blue

4. Isn't HE just the greatest?!
Who, God? HE's indeed the greatest~!

5. Do you believe in true love?
I'm feeling soppy now, so it's YEAH.

6. Are you good in bed?
.... Next!

7. Do you like chocolate?
Used to. Now I'm sick and tired of it.

8. Who was the last person you kissed on theO?
I've kissed no one here. But I've hugged quite a lot of peeps.

9: Who was the last person you texted?
My bff, Nordy.

10. When was the last time you were in 'love'?
I'm always in love... with Zack Fair!

11. Do you want any children? If so, who with?
Never thought about that but if it's with Zack, why not? XP

12. Have you ever been nude in front of someone of the opposite gender?
In front of my dad and brothers... when I was little! XP

13. What plans do you have for this weekend?
I'm going back to my previous residence in Melaka to visit relatives and nekos~

14. Can you name ALL the pokemon?
Ahhh... *thinks hard* Pikachu? DX

15. Do you sing in the shower?
I'm an artist there! XP

16. Do you dance in the shower?
You bet! It's sooo much fun~!

17. Are you gonna have a "party" tonight?

18. Wanna dance with no pants on?!
Huh?? In your dream.

19. What are your 5 favorite countries?
1. Japan 2. England 3. France 4. Australia 5. New Zealand <<< All are subjected to change though!

20. Would you ever meet up with someone you randomly met on the internet?
Big FAT no. That's too dangerous and risky.

21. Can you count to 10?
XD LOL yuppies, in Malay, English, Chinese, Japanese, and Arabic!

22. What does the word BISHIE mean to you?
Super duper pwetty hawt boys who are uberly to-drool-for!

23. Who was the last person of opposite gender did you say “I Love You” to?
My dad of course! XD

24. Who was the last person to Glomp you?
The sweet girl who tagged me for this!

25. Edward or Jacob?
... Neither 'cause I'm not into Twilight! DX Bring Zero Kiryuu please!

26. Iceberg straight ahead!!!
XD LOL who are you trying to kid?

27. If you could do anything you wanted for one day, what would it be?
Anything? *smirks* You DON'T wanna know! XP

Who? Me? I AM one, got a problem with that? XD

29. Are you feeling alive?!
As long as I have animes, games and Internet connection with me, yesh, I AM alive.

30. Ever drawn Hentai?
Never. The farthest is ecchi, but I don't intend to draw anything beyond that.

31. What would you do if someone stole your boyfriend/girlfriend?
>=( the nerve of her! I may be nice, but you DON'T wanna make a foe out of me! And I can tolerate anyone/thing but betrayers.

32. Have you ever stabbed someone? O_o
Virtually, yesh, in a chatbox! XD LOL.

33. Do you like waffles?
Make it plain with butter and loads of honey please! X3

34. Did you look at the number of this question and think it was 43? or at least hope it was?
Naaaah I didn't bother. Next!

35. What is your favorite day of the week?
Every Saturday is a holiday~!

36. Favorite holiday?
None. I love any day as long as it's holiday.

37. Do you think HE is hot?
Sephiroth? You bet he IS!

38. All I want for Christmas is-
Naaaaah, I don't celebrate Xmas.

39. What would you do if you and the person you like were trapped under the mistletoe?
Smooch him? Naaah, I'm not THAT daring.

40. Are you getting tired of these questions?
Not at all just keep em coming!

41. Would you risk your life for someone else?
Definitely, if those people are my families and close ones.

42. Would you rip the wings off of a butterfly for a million dollars?
>=( Hell no! I'm against animal abuse!

43. Can you do the Carameldance?
Never tried that one but it does sounds fun~!

44. Can you do the Bacchikoi?
Owh yeah, BRING IT!! XD LOL

45. What do you think is romantic?
Love poems, breakfasts in bed, flower petals, low light, red... *blushes*

46. Anime cosplay or Furry cosplay?
Aa nee meh! No competition here.

47. Are you bored?
It took a while for yah to notice huh? XP

48. Would you rather eat needles than do this quiz?
Thankies for yah offer, but no thankies. I love my throat, so I'll do this quiz.

49. Are you irritated by anything right now?
My stomach. I'm hungry... DX

50. Animals or people?
Definitely animals. Peeps won't stand a chance!

51. What do you hear right now?
Shiroki Yuutsu by the GazettE

52. Hug a tree or hug me?
I don't go around hugging trees or peeps for no valid reason, so I'll hug my Bulbasaur plushie instead *noms it's head*

53. Do you recycle everyday?
DX I'm sorry to the world! I'm sorry to the universe! I'm sorry to the Mother Earth!

54. Skydiving or Deep Sea Diving?
Whoaa can I have both, pwetty please~? * eyes attack!*

55. Do you think kittens are cute?
You can say that again! They are the cutest beings ever!

56. If you saw a kitten all alone and lost on the side of the road, what would you do?
Adopt it of course! X3 And give it a cute name, like Akari or Aya XD

57. What is your favorite movie?
I don't have one, but I'll watch any movies as long as it's not a sob sob one.

58. Movie or Book?
I'm pretty bookish, so BOOKS! X3

59. If you have a host on here, who is your favorite?
I have none here.

60. Would you want to meet a host/fangirl on here in RL?
No thankies, I'm not interested.

61. Where would you go if you could go back in time?
When I receive pocket $$$$ from my parents! And I'll do that over and over again till I have enough $$$$ XP.

62. Fruits or Vegetables?
Fruits. Veges sux.

63. Would you ever dye your hair?
I like my hair originally ebony black. No colour is as smexy as BLACK!

64. What matters more to you? Beauty or Brains.
Brains, 'cause beauty will decay in time but wisdom develops over time.

65. Do you own a panda hat?
Nope. I wear hijab, so I don't need a hat.

66. Who are you in love with?
Zack Fair!

67. Do you think the person you're in love with loves you too?
Owh how I wish!

68. When was the last time you had a shower?
Just now, before going online here.

69. Are you in your pajamas?
Nope. I'm in an orange caftan dress, and it's so comfy! X3

70. Do you have a tan?
Tan is my natural skin colour.

71. Do you regret anything from your past?
Yeaps I do.

72. Do you collect anything?
Yeah. Keychains, anime DVDs, Gundams.

73. What do you see yourself doing in a year?
Working but not sure as what.

74. If you had 5 hours to live who/what would you do?
Those times will be dedicated to my most closest persons like family members, and friends.

75. You're halfway done! How do you feel?
Hip hip hurray!

76. Where is your best friend?
At her house. She's been absent from classes for a week due to chicken pox. DX

77. Do you wear glasses?
Naaaaah. My eyes are healthy.

78. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
It IS a secret so I'm not telling! XD

79. Did you think this question was question 97?
XD LOL I didn't noticed! XP

80. Dream Vacation?

81. Are you eating anything at the moment?
Dark choc oat crunch with organic hazelnuts~! X3

82. Who would you like to talk to right now?
My bff. I miss her so darn much.

83. What would you do for a Klondike bar?
Nothing. Not into chocolate much.

84. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yeah *points to question #82*

85. What are you gonna do tonight?
Facebooking all night!

86. Are you Hot?
Naaaaah I'm soooo not! *denying mode is ON* XD LOL

87. What is your favorite flavor lollipop?
Used to be chocolate, but not anymore. Now it's none.

88. What are you wearing right now?
Caftan dress. I've told yah before.

89. What time did you go to bed last night?
7.25 am. I'm nocturnal 'cause I'm a half-vampire. XD

90. What is a question you refuse to answer?
Question #6. Are you good in bed?

91. Do you have an attitude?
Yeah. Nothing is interesting if you are not interested.

92. What's the last thought in your head that involved someone you like?
"XXX, how I miss thee!"

93. Do you feel like you deserve something more in life?
I'm pretty much content with what I currently have. I couldn't ask for more, God's gifts are indispensable and irreplaceable!

94. What turns you on?
BISHIE! With positive attitude of course. I hate jerks, and plastics.

95. Do you write poetry?
Sometimes, but sux at it.

96. What is your Deepest, Darkest Secret?
Like I've said, it IS a secret so I'm gonna keep THAT to myself.

97. What would you do if someone found out your deepest, darkest secret?
I'll kill him/her. XD LOL. Just kidding.

98. How would you describe yourself so that someone could pick you out?
"One hell of an anime holic"

99. What is your favorite music genre?
J-rock! Rock on~! And keep that head banging!

100.If you could marry a cartoon character who would it be? Why?
I've toldcha before it's Zack Fair~!

101. Do you wish upon shooting stars?
I've never seen one...

102.What does love mean to you?
It's the greatest thing you'll ever learn.

103. Do you believe the fortunes in fortune cookies?
Big FAT no.

104. Who was the first person who broke your heart?
Mr. R. He asked me to let him go.

105. Do you like pool parties?
I hate parties. 'Cause it means crowds.

106. Are you tired of random questions?
I'm totally cool with em~!

107. Do you like singing nursery rhymes?
Naaaah, I like singing J-Rock!

108. Do you love being the center of attention?
Sometimes. But if it's too much I'll feel uncomfy and irritated. I value privacy and personal space very much.

109. What should you be doing other than this right now?
Facebooking. And taking care of my virtual zoo! XP

110. If the end of the world was coming and you could save one person who would it be?
This is real HARDNESS! DX *thinks hard* It would be ALL. It means what it means LOL.

111. Would you be happy if this was the end like the last epic tag?

112. What was the first thing that popped into your mind when you read this question?
"This person is running out of questions..."

113. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
You bet, I sleep with my Bulbasaur plushie~! X3

114. If you were stuck in a room with someone of the opposite gender, would you take advantage of them?
Naaaaah. Unless he is Zack Fair. XD LOL I'm such a perv.

115. What do you think the most romantic place is?
A quiet, serene and beautiful place where there's nobody but the two of us.

116. Why are there so many love questions?!?!
Beats me!

117. Do you wish the love questions were finished with?
Naaaah I'm cool with em.

118. What is the most over rated thing?
Twilight? No offense kay? *PEACE!*

119. When is your birthday?
December 17th 19XX

120. Would you use a Death Note?
Yeaps. 'Cause I'm evil *evil laughs*

121. What would you do if you found a friend of yours using a Death Note?
Cool! Can I write in it, too? XP

122. What appeals to you more? Love or Hate?
Love. And PEACE! (steals from Vash the Stampede)

123. Do you wish this quiz was never made?
Naaaaah. It's an OK one.

124. What body part do you wash first?
My hands.

125. You're almost to the end!

126. Name something you do when you're alone that you wouldn't do in front of others.
Adjust my... I'm NOT telling! XP

127. How many jelly beans do you think are in the jar?
Which jar are you talking about? O.o?

128. Do you want to bring sexy back?
O.o? Justin's song? @[email protected]

129. What would you do if you were working on this, got to this question, and your computer just shut down on you.
All swearing words in my inventory will come out with flying colours!

130. Name three things that you don't like!
Betrayal, plastics (you know), Egocentrism

131. Would you ever do the pelvic thrust?
Naaaah. That's erotic! DX

132. Do you ever dream about dirty things?
Literally, yesh. I once dreamed of falling onto the garbage dump! DX Ewwww....

133. What website do visit the most?
Facebook of course.

134. Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?
My bff.

135. Would you ever throw a random party for someone?
Yeah why not? That would be lovely.

136. Have you ever been tied up?
Loads of times, with assignments and exams and quizzes of course.

137. Do you like school?
Never. I like university life much MUCH more.

138. A GIANT BANANA!! What was the first thing that came to your mind?
Is there a giant monkey too?? O.o?

139. Do you have annoying friends?
Loads of em, but I won't give names that will be unnecessary.

140. Do you give in easily?
I don't believe in giving in at all!

141. Do you like to set stuff on fire?
Yeaps. Fire is my element after all.

142. What was the last thing you dreamed about?
Too many to remember. I dream a lot.

143. Do you share your hopes and dreams with people?
Yeah, but only with the selected few peeps!

144. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
*curses and rants and grumbles*

145. Do you like amusement parks?
You bet! Roller coasters really REALLY kick my socks off!

146. What color are your bed sheets?
It's random 'cause my mom bought them all. Atm it's green.

147. What is your love life like?
Twas wonderful and heavenly. Until we went separate ways.

148. Have you ever been hit on by the same sex?
Accidentally, yeah. Twas embarrasssing though.

149. Are you gonna tag anyone?
Sure. I'm thinking of that right now!

150. LAST QUESTION!! Would you be my friend?
Submit a resume first and I'll see to it. XD LOL


I choose yah! *throws 5 Pokeballs* XD LOL

Oturan Ikamuzu

Others, you are free to steal this if you like!


I'm back!

Wow owh WOW my lappy really REALLY scared the mickey out of me for literally dropping dead! DX So yeah, I was absent for quite some time 'cause I'm waiting for him to heal and get well. Ahh before I forget, my lappy's name is Toki Mishiba aka Toshiba (you recognize the name, no? XP), and I'm proud to announce that Toki is now 100% fit to resume his usual tasks~

Anyway, haven't I mentioned before how I really REALLY love nekos aka cats? Gosh, they are the cutest beings ever! X3
2 days ago, on my way back to my hostel from class, I felt like someone, no, something was following me and when I turned to face my "stalker," goodness! Two pairs of super kawaii brown eyes were looking back at me
I made the 1st move by hastily assaulted them (aka to give a beary hug) but thank God they are not at all fierce. So yeah, I couldn't care less if they have a master or not, for all I care is I'm hijacking them for a while XP

Folks, meet my new companions (ehto... I haven't thought of suitable names for them though...)

Awww... aren't they cute? X3

Hanawa aka Hana

I Was Tagged! =D

MariaCarlotta tagged me!

Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Ebony black
Height: naaaaaah! You wouldn't want to know... XP
Favorite Color: Black, red, blue
Screen Name: Hanawa aka Hana
Favorite Show: CSI series
Your Car: a Kia (my parents' but will soon be mine XD LOL)
Your Hometown: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Your Present Town: Putrajaya, Malaysia
Your First Crush's Name: Cho Hakkai (bleh! He's an anime guy! XD)
Your Grade: Err... 4th year university student


Sat on your rooftop?
Yeah, I even ran on it multiple times 'cause I like chasing after my cat, Akari
Kissed someone in the rain? Yesh! (in my dreams though! Will that count? XD)
Danced in a public place? Yeah. I've entered a dancing competition before.
Smiled for no reason? A 1000 times or more, and people will think I'm up for something...
Laughed so hard you cried? Nope. My tears are dry XD
Peed your pants after age 8? Hell no. Ask my mum. LOL
Written a song? Once, but hate it.
Sang to someone for no reason? *nods* I always do things for no reason.
Performed on a stage? Many times.
Talked to someone you don't know? Yeah.
Gone out of your way to befriend someone? Naaaah. People always come to me instead 'cause I'm too shy for that XP
Made out in a theater? Hell never. That's against my religion.
Been in love? Right now!


Say HI to you? My little sister.
Tell you, I love you? Ahhh my boyfriend *blushes*
Kiss you? Cerberus, my cat XP
Hug you? My youngest brother
Tell you BYE? My sister's friends
Write you a note? Mom
Take your photo? One of my sister's friends
Buy you something? Mom --- toiletries XP
Write a poem about you? My bf. He's soooo good in poetry
Touch you? A stray cat at an open-air restaurant


Time you cried? Last month? Gah I rarely cry despite being a girl
Time you laughed? A few minutes ago
Song you've sang? Ai Nante by Tegoshi Yuuya
Time you've looked at the clock? Now! (now that you've mentioned it... XD)
Drink you've had? Iced tea
Book you've read? Memories of Midnight by Sidney Sheldon
Food you've eaten? Naan bread (Indian food)
Shoes you've worn? Black sandals
Store you've been in? Jusco
Thing you've said? Can it be in Malay? (my native tongue) --- "Apai, Babah dah belikan nasi goreng untuk kau" which means "Apai (my big brother's name), Dad bought you fried rice"


Write with both hands? Nope. I'm totally right-handed (how I wish I'm ambidextrous)
Whistle? Not at all *tries, epic fail...*
Roll your tongue in a circle? Like this? *another epic fail*
Cross your eyes? No! @[email protected];
Touch your tongue to your nose? Ahhh, that's impossible! DX
Dance? Yeah, pretty good too~
Stay up a whole night without sleep? I'm a half-vampire so being nocturnal is soooo normal to meh
Speak a different language? English, right now. Japanese, sure. Arabic, very basic ones.
Impersonate someone? Hehee my friends told me I'm pretty good at this.
Make a card pyramid? Naaaah, I have zero patience.
Cook anything? Does boiling water counts? XP


If I were a fish... I still want to befriend cats 'cause I love them soooo much!
I wish... that I have a PS3, Wii and XBox!
So many people don't know... that I hate vegetables, especially green ones! DX
I am ... a full-time student, and a part-time slacker XP
My heart is... beating with full speed ahead! XD

Do I have to tag anyone?? O.o?

Okay, guys, I choose YOU!

>> Ray24, Ecnelisterger, SassyRosie, o0Octoluka0o, Sasukes

:: Do Not Laugh! ::

I finally decided to post some photos of mine here 'cause there are certain people who requested to see how I look like. Well, I've warned them that I look like a just-got-out-of-bed monster but they didn't buy it. So note to myself: Stop exaggerating too much now will yah?! XD LOL

So onto the pictures. Behold! And do NOT laugh! DX

My mum said my face in photos is funny (Gah! I don't see why) so I asked her and she explained that actually, it's not really my face, but how CONSISTENT my facial expression is in each and every photo! So yeah, there's no variation at all --- I can be as natural as can be off camera but I immediately got camera fright (sorta) at the sight of a camera.

... I wonder how can I pull off a face like THAT, I mean, in the photo with my dad.

Hanawa aka Hana

:: Working On ::

Hurray! Right now I'm having a 2-weeks holiday and there are loads and LOADS of stuffs I really REALLY need to catch up, like breathing and sleeping. XD LOL. And most importantly, I'm in fact working on a few fanarts and boy owh boy, it feels sooo good to be able to draw again~

Btw here are the 4 fanarts that I'm currently working on:

At the moment each of them is very much of a doodle. They will soon become decent fanarts, so just you wait~! Owh I have to help my little sister with her homeworks so I gtg now~! Tata~!

Hanawa aka Hana