I can't believe Bason left...Again! I wanted to call out to him asking him to come back. But my defensive side came up. I hated relying on people. Whenever I did, It always bit me in the butt...and hard. I relyed on my Dad and he abandoned me. I relyed on my mom and she relyed so much on my dad she died and left me and my sis LaLa alone. And my sis relyed on me and...
Nothing ever good happens when your rely on people. And I had a creeping feeling that I was starting to trust Bason. So all I did was wave.
I watched Aoi and Oz fight. Shadows healed Aoi. When were shadows able to heal!!! Apparently she controlled shadows.. I don't think shadows would be able to heal...after a while, the "shadows" stopped healing her. Her spirit must have been helping. I felt a pang of jealousy. Why didn't my spirit help me.
I felt awful. I didn't want to watch people fight! I wantd to fight! I turned around and ran after Bason.
