So, I believe in a universe that doesn't care and people who do.
Heyo. It's Orion. This is mostly a journal/ramble world, nothing too exciting. Thanks for dropping by.
About me:
Age: Adult
Nationality: Mexican
Gender: ??? Figuring it out
Pronouns: Trying he/they
Occupation: Person who does numbers.
Other: Hobbies include gaming (badly), reading, playing ukulele (also badly) and attempting to do art.
Cheers!
I'm so mad.
I just talked to one of the docs at the office and it turns out the problem I've had to fall asleep could be covid related.
I just want to get my sleep back, dude. I was already a permanently exhausted person.
~Orion, who is very sleep deprived.
Think I'm going through a bout of depression atm. Hence my being very, very absent on here. (Not like I was doing much anyway, but still).
I just very barely sleep, and when I do, I don't feel well-rested. I genuinely don't feel like doing anything, or like talking to people and just. I kinda wanna lay down all day. It's like something switched off in my head.
Oh, also, I've gotten around to listening more of that band I was talking about a few weeks back, The World/Inferno Friendship Society. I should have suspected from the very beginning that I was going to fall in love with the band, but man. It's just so much lol. I'm too out of it to write a proper review of the album I'm currently obsessed with like I did for The True Story of the Bridgewater Astral League, but suffice it to say the sound is great. It's different from BWAL because of course it is, it was released much later, but it's still World/Inferno at its core.
Also, I love that it gets political. Everything in this world is political; it'd be silly to not expect a punk band to not be political.
~ Orion.
Seems that no matter how old I get... I never stop feeling like I'm the most forgettable, and replaceable, and most unimportant of my friends.
It doesn't matter that I know it's not true, it doesn't matter that I know they love me because they have proved it to me time and time again. It doesn't matter thay I know my stupid fucking head is lying to me.
Knowing doesn't make it hurt less.
~Orion.
I STARTED PLAYING EARTHBOUND ON MY NEW 3DS LIKE, DAYS AGO
AND NOW IT IS ON SWITCH
OH MY GOD?????????? I CAN PLAY ON MY SWITCH?????????????
I am crying, y'all.
~ Orion
So today was a holiday here, and I took the full day to literally just do nothing, and I am still tired. Eff this, dude. I don't wanna have to work tomorrow lmao. (Or, more to the point, I don't wanna have to keeo doing home office, because I feel like I don't get a lot done? It's more frustrating than doing work in the office, I guess).
Also idk what I did yesterday but my entire lower back hurts. Maybe I'm just getting old, geez.
Earthbound progress report: I haven't done much? I am just about to start the actual adventure in Onett, after finding the meteorite. I keep intending to play further, but after playing for like five minutes I kinda doze off.
Gaaaah. Let me back into my office already!
