Sigh.

Seems that no matter how old I get... I never stop feeling like I'm the most forgettable, and replaceable, and most unimportant of my friends.

It doesn't matter that I know it's not true, it doesn't matter that I know they love me because they have proved it to me time and time again. It doesn't matter thay I know my stupid fucking head is lying to me.

Knowing doesn't make it hurt less.

~Orion.

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