Coming Undone 4

apparently my best friend has called me missing... i had enough time to hide into Zackary's bathroom so that i did not have to go home.. Zackary lied about where i was and they left.

sooner or later (after 11 times of Zack staring at me and me wanting him to kiss me) we kissed.. and i hate kissing, but i loved it.. it was strange..

we fell asleep on the couch but at 4 he got up and made it a bed for me and he went into his room to sleep...

he went to work and i stayed there in the morning and waited till he got back...

then Ariana (other best friend) found me and him

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Zackary a.k.a. My Mango:
he picked on me all the time when i went to his school.. and he had a girlfriend... but we did some flirting and i hliked him, but i knew nothing would come to it.

well since i changed schools and he lost the girl he had been very nice to me, and he was like "your seriously my best friend... no joke... and i don't care if i am not yours." i was like awwwwwwwwwwww <3 well i had no where to stay so he insisted i stayed with him. and he is indeed cool to chill with =) we watched old cartoons....

well everytime he would look at me and smile while we were on his couch i wanted to fly myself at him. ( i cant help it seriously i am like this ALL the time ) he did this about...... 12 times..... the 13th one i could not take it anymore... so i kissed him... i was about to back myself away realizing what i had done... and he grabbed me. turns out he felt the same way <3

at about 2a.m. it clicked in both of our heads what we did "I never saw that coming" "me either Zackary." "i always wanted to kiss you.. even when you went to my school, i don't know why, but i did." "you pulled a chair from under me.." "this will make you better." and he kisses me again.

the two who fought and teased... had become closer

then my best friend knocked on the door

Coming Undone 2

it was a new weekend and Ben always wanted me near him, and he was getting protective. he is my "twin" so i let him do this not realizing what happened.. we were together getting a sandwich at the pizza place called "Papas" and he tried to kiss me... thank THE GREAT LORD that Jason walked over

Jason: year younger than me and a grade younger, but he can pull of 21... it's crazy how old he looks @.@
and i stayed at his house a few weekends ago.. and yes i slept with him so sue me..
he is pretty "cute" i don't know he is Jason so it's hard for me to think like that *shutter* but he has no fat on him anywhere it is all muscle... believe me i have looked

well jason LOVES to give out sexual things about what we did... seriously 24/7 i would call it annnoying if i was not so used to it.. so Ben backed off... but he tried again and i kept turning him down because i know... any guy who "kisses me" ends up like getting attached really really fast... so i could not do that to him! even though i wont lie... i want to be with him like crazy, but we cant and he has to deal with that...

well i had to find a place to stay for that night since i could not stay at Bens... so i hung out with a boy named Zackary.....

Coming Undone

Holy, it has been awhile since i started typin gon this thing (sorry for the empty)

ok lets start with week one @.@

My best friend has now had he boyfriend for a good.. one week.... and she does not like him... his name is Ben and he is my "Twin" (we just have everything in common) she just got the news he was moving and broke up with him... and he has not been the same.. it was his first girlfriend and he was waiting for the right one so... he was wrong =( i feel bad for him since he is so cool =P but anywho he did'nt like her either.. see Ben only survived hanging out with her because of me.. because he and i would talk the whole time, but he would be holding her.. it was messed up i swear... he treated her like crap for a few weeks to come... and Ben told me he did not want to get close to any girl.. and i was there saying that was a good idea....... but it was a new weekend to come....

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