my life

my life is so stupid i lost someone dearly to me and now madi and i are over

birth day

its my birthday today

Poems

I Love You, Miss You, Need You
I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we make.

I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.

I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you for to me, you mean so much.

I want you to caress my lips the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you
And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

a Knight In Shining Armor
In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain.
To comfort me when Im sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad.

In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight.
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears.

A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there's nothing more I need to hide.
A person who will still be standing strong,
Eventhough everything has gone wrong.

I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

My Mask
She is happy, I'm sad
She has friends, I don't
People understand her,
No one understands me
She feels happiness and love,
I feel pain and sadness,
She doesn't cry,
I cry all the time
She will have someone to love,
I never will
She is pretty in pink,
I'm dark and black
She is warm inside
I'm always cold
She doesn't bleed tears,
I do everyday
Her heart is red,
Mine is black
she doesn't have emotions,
I have emotion
Her emotions don't run her life
Mine does

Cuts For A Life
From start to finish I wonder why
The cuts look good in this messed up lie
The blood that trickles down my arm
People all stare at the girl who self-harms:-

"The emo" they call me
I turn to my name
They act out slicing their wrists
I hang my head in shame
I can't help my feelings
Of being alone
I hide myself for the day
Just longing to go home
I sprawl on my bed
With my razor in hand
And take myself away
To a much better land
I stare in the mirror
And let myself cry
Looking forward to the day
That I finally die

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that I hurt you bad
I'm sorry that I made you sad
I'm sorry that I made you cry
I watched those tears
Fall from your eyes
I'm sorry so I'll take the blame
Cause what I did was really lame
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm reall sorry
Now take a knife and cut me up
If you hate me you won't stop
Make me feel the pain within
As your slitting through my skin
Makes me weaker as I bleed
For your mercy make me plead
Hear me screaming in the dark
As you leave your painful mark
Trying to cut through every vein
On your shirt your leaving stains
I wish you knew I didn't care
If you cut me everywhere
You can slit my skin apart
But you can't cut
Through my broken heart!

End