yo

haven't posted in a while.. busy. lol yea. no actually kinda. Busy with cleaning and art and japanese and dancing. and G-MAS!!!! XD XD XD

I just thought I needed to post to clear my mind.

in Japanese

きのう

水曜日

ねむいでした。 きれいしぇいました。でも、ああと と日本をしていませんでした。

でもたあげっとをいきましたととーに

ねむい

すとおるをかいました。

いいだよ

ねむい

てれびをみえました。

すーぱーすまーしゅ ぶらだーすをあそびました。

だからおなかをききしていました。

べっど

ぺあせ

*sigh*

lol 2 sighs...

1st one..

I miss myotaku!!!! :(((

2nd one

k20 can't come last minute... :(((

grrrrrrr

kinou

went to hometown at noon. Took all the fucking laundry. lol and recycling wif me.

Went home and pa was like, it's going to take about a 1/2 a day to do all of it.. great..

so I left around 6!!!! lol wow

only got like the huge blue one done and freaken 1/2 of the green one.. -_-'''

also doesn't help that I took both mine and Tony's laundry.

1st stop was recycling
then dg for ally
then tony's for andy. I gave him a poster and he's confused. lol I also gave him the game.

so just waiting for my clothes to dry.... so I decided what the hell. lol so I started to paint. ^_^

I basicly have the girl done... still don't know what I'm going to do with her neclace... all I did with it was outline it with paint..

I might have the sandles in black instead... tan just doesn't fit with a fanticy gothic warrior.

started to outline the sword.
pa got a text talking about a sever storm warning.

so I just packed shit and clothes were close enough done and put everything in the car.

told dad he got a text and said I was leaving. Just as I was pulling out dad called and said he said storm warning, I know. that's why I'm going. lol

I checked the radar. It was just going to constantly hit hometown and constancty hit home.. -_-''''

so this is how the driving went..

I was sometimes speeding and lighting in the sky a lot with dark teal and gray clouds.. -_-''' then rain.. and this one fucker in a red van pursisted on going sooooo slow... >.< FUCK YOU!!!

by the time I got into a 1/2 way point town it was pooooooouring. >,< I said to myself if it gets too bad I'm turning around. lol

got on the highway. omg it was like rocks thrown at my windshield. so much rain it was loud. -_-'''

tried to pass this one small truck dude er thing wtv and my car kind of went side to side... fuck this. lol

the farther I went the better it got to where it wasn't even sprinkling. lol

have fun hometown with all the shit. lol

so when I got home one side was lighing randomly and the other was white. lol

oh yea.. way before that stuff e-mailed tony and we are good.

anyway yea

unloaded stuff and then tony came while unloading more stuff

then it was about 8 and I was just waaaaay too tired.. so yea

we played taboo. ^_^

hehehe then later at night we had some fun! :D

peace

*sigh*

My fience is a D.

omg He keeps annoying me and uuuugh!!!!

Just this morning I got up and I was like, I'll get up and not rest in bed. Then I can't remember then I wanted to cuddle and he kept on fucking flipping around and tossing and turning!!!! FINE I WON'T!!! GOD!!! So then he decides he want to get up. omg omg omg

and last night he went to bed, then I did, THEN he left. *sigh*... really?

I miss when I was at the towers his bed was his couch and he was always in bed.....

why is this so hard??? wtf happened??? I get annoyed and EVERYthing...

*sigh*

kinou

:( can't to japanese, tony's laptop on private

suiyoubi

oh I remember tueday as well lol very short day

woke up at 9:45, that's fine. woke up again at ya know.. lets just start at graduation

ok

nichiyoubi

went lol

idk

we played mario cart the 3 of us. Till Tony's ds died.

Then I sugjested mario party. I don't think it even made it to the 1st game. lol

g-mas

omg omg omg I just realized something. I also hate it when I'm CLEARLY not in a good mood and he is just like oh well I'll just be nice and she'll be nice back. HAVE A SAY!!! wow he annoys me soooo much.. I kinda wish he didn't come to k20s with me today so I could bitch to her about him.. -_-'''

How's Tony?

eeeeh... kind of annoying right now... :S

I think it's because he proposed too soon. I'm trying to get him ready for my husband and it just keeps falling to pieces.

ok, now what

g-mas

comencment

yay! she graduaded! XD

The dude said, somefin oh yea

don't rush your life. and I didn't pick up why he said that...
tony was talking... *sigh*

this isn't working omg omg omg

but I'm taking that advice and it is AAAAAWsooooome. ^_^

ugh.. I can't tell if I'm envious or jelus.

that one as well

pic something duh! That's what I did.

idk.. or just frustraited.. lots of mixed feelings I guess..

yea

probably j

BUT that shall be deleted THIS SUMMER!!! YAYAYAY!!! XD

oks... run.. chatted with dani

PRETTY DRESSY!!! and heels. ^_^

she won a fish. lol

not much..

but I guess I did learn something.

When you are with people just take it slow. Don't over worry about making them "like" you or wtv. Just chill.

Way back... LOL LOL LOL Tony slept on my shoulder.

omg I get it. I am rushing things and now anything "wrong" will set me off. OMG!!!! It's like, really? I have to deal with THIS for the rest of my life?

can we be bf and gf for like one month?

I need it. >.<

maybe there is no way to do this w/o hurting someone

you just typed "I NEED it.

need... nekonoashiato?

>.< fml

I'll try to move slower I guess. I just want is all.

butterfly thing and sand.

lol so I just did my tooni mono on here.

NEXT!

he woke up in a town when the road got bumpy.

and he was like... ... did I fall asleep?

home. Dropped him off.

Then I got Maggie.

cute cute cute

we played batmitton while maggie roamed around the damn net. LOL LOL

then I figured i was sleepy enough and tired and sun going down. We walked maggie back and we went to the gas station and omg he pissed me off there wouldn't ya know..

running around the store and I couldn't find him... -_-''''

got mocca and samiches and chips.

then time for bed.

omg I could not sleep... 0.0

also could hear doug talk talk talking.. *sigh*

eventually maybe at 2 fell asleep.

I figured the way to get to sleep is to be 100% comfortable.

I was 80 with G-MAS ROBE!!! XD XD XD

She said I could HAVE it, not just borrow. lol

omg lol lol and in my dreams.. lol

I was smoking sooooo much.

good thing I don't actually smoke or I would have had a problem. lol

lol I also drempt that I kept on accidentally dropping the cigs and the bed would randomly catch on fire. lol lol

woke up at 3:30... fine.. *takes pills*

wakes up at 5:12. good enought. *shuts off alarms.*

gave me PLUNTY of time to get ready and watch tv for 5 minutes. ^_^

realized how much my mornings were to me.

freaken.. "soul cleansing" :)

got tony and went on our way!

found the dorm

yay! lets go!

spoke japanese to them like twice.

lol I don't remember the 1st time.. oh ok yea

they were nice. ^_^

they gave me 20 dollars for gas! :)))))))))) so nice!

lol tony tookted a pic of us. :D

made them laugh a few times.

I decided to put on my perfume cd on. I can't tell if they liked it or were just tired. lol

need to do paragraphs.

found a gas station and unloaded and got gas. Talked to tony for a while about something.. I can't remember what it was. Something I was concerned about.. left.

omg it got way busy. >.< Oh yea! Also we missed like 2 turns going down there, but we still had LOADS of time. We got them there at like 8:45ish.

ok.. then it got ugly.

Driving on a street outside of a town we know and tony kept on.. going! I told him to stop and stop and stop. So many straws were pulled. And then he diecided to send me a video on my phone. That was it. I told him I would drop him off at his place. He was really quiet the ride down....

got there.. I relaxed on the baked porch with ally. Then I eventually coaxed him to my place.
He said he really needs his pills. ok. I'll come with.

ugh... eating that sandwich was a baaaad idea.. :S
Also some heat stroke... :S

so layed down in the back of his car

KITTIES!!!!! :3333333 it was sooooo cool at our place.. <33333 kitties were happy 2. ^_^ Abby had some water, but not a lot.

left

layed down

Then tony was saying that he did that because he had no medicein. and he said, I quote, I "am very very sorry." ( :).. appology exepted) "it's ok."

That's all I wanted.

BONFIRE!

LOL melissa is insaine. Yes she loves me, and respects me... but she needs to figure out some life stuff 1st. LOL maimi said hi, and liked me dressy. ^_^ Met midori. So nice

ate pizza ranch... but I never paid... *sigh*

soooo good!!!

oh wait, before that, tony kept on petting me.. well.. if I said stop seriosly he would have. DUH!!!!!

... I should listen to sierosly.. BUT WHEN I'M WILD I JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN!!!! -_-''''

lol mini tables in the things. I haven't seen those things in ages!!!
lol oh god, the mountain dew got to me.

maimi saw my profile pic. ^_^ She liked it.

talking and stuff

bonfire!!!

got my recycling lol

took care of speech right away. lol Then Japanese. Then sexy teacher class. then randomly when it was darker just dumped some of the recycling in. lol Also was tearing a cosmo mag and putting it in there. lol the perfume poppy cherry burned and everybody smelled it. lol soooo good!!! I want. :D

lol hugged melissa and wild.

jillian played japanese music and midori and maimi liked it and I got waaaay jelus. lol

then stuff

then just talking

Then we all left. Took Tony home and then I went home.
sleeeeeeeeeepy

ok, now tuesday

kayoubi

woke up at 9:45, ok, woke up again at 1:45. lol

Got my stuff together with a headake. -_-''''
omg!! mom was being nice to me! :O

So before I left I texted her leaving.

oh yea, on the night before taking peeps to airport I figured out aaaall the art I need to do in the time I have. ^_^ omg also the night of the bonfire I got WAY depressed and was thinking about suiside... him.. 3rd time in my life..

,... fuckiing PERIOD!!!!

anyway left

got home at 5:30 ish.. did wtv

tony got home 2.

went to bed. lol idk

NOW kinou

suiyoubi

woke up kinda late.

muck.. didn't do hardly anything.. lol

went to dg to get ugh... oh yea k20 bag

lol lol person wasn't there "MIIIIS" LOL

oh well

no wait. the night before went to pita pit because I lost the bet. lol
then to the bookstore

found something I wanted. ^_^ these sparkcharts for JAPANESE!!! XD XD XD a lot of simple words and stuff. good stuff good stuff. I got k20 a game fill out thing of sign language, and this pink jounal thing with jesus bible stuff on the inside of every page. Also a cross on the front.

lol the lady checking me out seemed really happy. she probably thought I lobes jesus. yea right.

left

ok yea

now yesterday again bout that stuff

found directions to k20's place... that are no longer on this laptop... -_-''' toniiii...

did japanese lessons.

Going a little fast but ok. Taught him arimasu and imasu. also ni, wo, and de.

lol we had to leave fast because there were bugs everywhere.

Then lol lol Tony was curious about the Tila porn. So he watched. He got randy and we went in the shower. he got some skilled now! LOL took it to the bed. 69, then he wanted, then he made me cum. lol I CAN'T MAKE HIM CUM ANYMORE!!! :((( I SUCK! Unless I jump on him.. lol

then roffice then shows then bread

peace

omG!!!! -_-'''''

freaken.. I have to buy an new charger because the damn thing wires wtv is comming out of it.. god damn it..

kinou

水曜日

Left at 12:59 or 1 wtv

Decided to take a different rout. Meh. I think it's faster.

got some socks and played batmitton. ncs

we went back to my place and watched news and then pa went upstairs

den watched simpsons and tony got more relaxed at my place

den took him home for supper.

I went back and MUSIC!!!! XD XD XD

k20 qualed

we talked about stuff and I talked about stuff

lol we got the same grades this semester. lol

talked about parents and ring and stuff

she talked about seth and stuff

hung up cus ma home and hungry

ated

lol my posts are wierd

I WOULD put more time into them but this place sucks

den drumstick and watched american idol then left in middle of it

took us home

watched roffice

played portal 2 co op

then sleepy

peace

yo

月曜日

ruhh... oh! ok yea I remember

I did art then japaense then dansu. XD XD XD then bk

I told tony it was ok. he could get whatever he wanted.

ugh... I shouldn't have said that. lol

ated

went back home

took a nap

woke up and missed office. lol

saw the 2nd one

bed again

oh! my painting is going AAAAAAAAAAAwsome!!! XD XD XD

yea

peace