My fience is a D.
omg He keeps annoying me and uuuugh!!!!
Just this morning I got up and I was like, I'll get up and not rest in bed. Then I can't remember then I wanted to cuddle and he kept on fucking flipping around and tossing and turning!!!! FINE I WON'T!!! GOD!!! So then he decides he want to get up. omg omg omg
and last night he went to bed, then I did, THEN he left. *sigh*... really?
I miss when I was at the towers his bed was his couch and he was always in bed.....
why is this so hard??? wtf happened??? I get annoyed and EVERYthing...
*sigh*
kinou
:( can't to japanese, tony's laptop on private
suiyoubi
oh I remember tueday as well lol very short day
woke up at 9:45, that's fine. woke up again at ya know.. lets just start at graduation
ok
nichiyoubi
went lol
idk
we played mario cart the 3 of us. Till Tony's ds died.
Then I sugjested mario party. I don't think it even made it to the 1st game. lol
g-mas
omg omg omg I just realized something. I also hate it when I'm CLEARLY not in a good mood and he is just like oh well I'll just be nice and she'll be nice back. HAVE A SAY!!! wow he annoys me soooo much.. I kinda wish he didn't come to k20s with me today so I could bitch to her about him.. -_-'''
How's Tony?
eeeeh... kind of annoying right now... :S
I think it's because he proposed too soon. I'm trying to get him ready for my husband and it just keeps falling to pieces.
ok, now what
g-mas
comencment
yay! she graduaded! XD
The dude said, somefin oh yea
don't rush your life. and I didn't pick up why he said that...
tony was talking... *sigh*
this isn't working omg omg omg
but I'm taking that advice and it is AAAAAWsooooome. ^_^
ugh.. I can't tell if I'm envious or jelus.
that one as well
pic something duh! That's what I did.
idk.. or just frustraited.. lots of mixed feelings I guess..
yea
probably j
BUT that shall be deleted THIS SUMMER!!! YAYAYAY!!! XD
oks... run.. chatted with dani
PRETTY DRESSY!!! and heels. ^_^
she won a fish. lol
not much..
but I guess I did learn something.
When you are with people just take it slow. Don't over worry about making them "like" you or wtv. Just chill.
Way back... LOL LOL LOL Tony slept on my shoulder.
omg I get it. I am rushing things and now anything "wrong" will set me off. OMG!!!! It's like, really? I have to deal with THIS for the rest of my life?
can we be bf and gf for like one month?
I need it. >.<
maybe there is no way to do this w/o hurting someone
you just typed "I NEED it.
need... nekonoashiato?
>.< fml
I'll try to move slower I guess. I just want is all.
butterfly thing and sand.
lol so I just did my tooni mono on here.
NEXT!
he woke up in a town when the road got bumpy.
and he was like... ... did I fall asleep?
home. Dropped him off.
Then I got Maggie.
cute cute cute
we played batmitton while maggie roamed around the damn net. LOL LOL
then I figured i was sleepy enough and tired and sun going down. We walked maggie back and we went to the gas station and omg he pissed me off there wouldn't ya know..
running around the store and I couldn't find him... -_-''''
got mocca and samiches and chips.
then time for bed.
omg I could not sleep... 0.0
also could hear doug talk talk talking.. *sigh*
eventually maybe at 2 fell asleep.
I figured the way to get to sleep is to be 100% comfortable.
I was 80 with G-MAS ROBE!!! XD XD XD
She said I could HAVE it, not just borrow. lol
omg lol lol and in my dreams.. lol
I was smoking sooooo much.
good thing I don't actually smoke or I would have had a problem. lol
lol I also drempt that I kept on accidentally dropping the cigs and the bed would randomly catch on fire. lol lol
woke up at 3:30... fine.. *takes pills*
wakes up at 5:12. good enought. *shuts off alarms.*
gave me PLUNTY of time to get ready and watch tv for 5 minutes. ^_^
realized how much my mornings were to me.
freaken.. "soul cleansing" :)
got tony and went on our way!
found the dorm
yay! lets go!
spoke japanese to them like twice.
lol I don't remember the 1st time.. oh ok yea
they were nice. ^_^
they gave me 20 dollars for gas! :)))))))))) so nice!
lol tony tookted a pic of us. :D
made them laugh a few times.
I decided to put on my perfume cd on. I can't tell if they liked it or were just tired. lol
need to do paragraphs.
found a gas station and unloaded and got gas. Talked to tony for a while about something.. I can't remember what it was. Something I was concerned about.. left.
omg it got way busy. >.< Oh yea! Also we missed like 2 turns going down there, but we still had LOADS of time. We got them there at like 8:45ish.
ok.. then it got ugly.
Driving on a street outside of a town we know and tony kept on.. going! I told him to stop and stop and stop. So many straws were pulled. And then he diecided to send me a video on my phone. That was it. I told him I would drop him off at his place. He was really quiet the ride down....
got there.. I relaxed on the baked porch with ally. Then I eventually coaxed him to my place.
He said he really needs his pills. ok. I'll come with.
ugh... eating that sandwich was a baaaad idea.. :S
Also some heat stroke... :S
so layed down in the back of his car
KITTIES!!!!! :3333333 it was sooooo cool at our place.. <33333 kitties were happy 2. ^_^ Abby had some water, but not a lot.
left
layed down
Then tony was saying that he did that because he had no medicein. and he said, I quote, I "am very very sorry." ( :).. appology exepted) "it's ok."
That's all I wanted.
BONFIRE!
LOL melissa is insaine. Yes she loves me, and respects me... but she needs to figure out some life stuff 1st. LOL maimi said hi, and liked me dressy. ^_^ Met midori. So nice
ate pizza ranch... but I never paid... *sigh*
soooo good!!!
oh wait, before that, tony kept on petting me.. well.. if I said stop seriosly he would have. DUH!!!!!
... I should listen to sierosly.. BUT WHEN I'M WILD I JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN!!!! -_-''''
lol mini tables in the things. I haven't seen those things in ages!!!
lol oh god, the mountain dew got to me.
maimi saw my profile pic. ^_^ She liked it.
talking and stuff
bonfire!!!
got my recycling lol
took care of speech right away. lol Then Japanese. Then sexy teacher class. then randomly when it was darker just dumped some of the recycling in. lol Also was tearing a cosmo mag and putting it in there. lol the perfume poppy cherry burned and everybody smelled it. lol soooo good!!! I want. :D
lol hugged melissa and wild.
jillian played japanese music and midori and maimi liked it and I got waaaay jelus. lol
then stuff
then just talking
Then we all left. Took Tony home and then I went home.
sleeeeeeeeeepy
ok, now tuesday
kayoubi
woke up at 9:45, ok, woke up again at 1:45. lol
Got my stuff together with a headake. -_-''''
omg!! mom was being nice to me! :O
So before I left I texted her leaving.
oh yea, on the night before taking peeps to airport I figured out aaaall the art I need to do in the time I have. ^_^ omg also the night of the bonfire I got WAY depressed and was thinking about suiside... him.. 3rd time in my life..
,... fuckiing PERIOD!!!!
anyway left
got home at 5:30 ish.. did wtv
tony got home 2.
went to bed. lol idk
NOW kinou
suiyoubi
woke up kinda late.
muck.. didn't do hardly anything.. lol
went to dg to get ugh... oh yea k20 bag
lol lol person wasn't there "MIIIIS" LOL
oh well
no wait. the night before went to pita pit because I lost the bet. lol
then to the bookstore
found something I wanted. ^_^ these sparkcharts for JAPANESE!!! XD XD XD a lot of simple words and stuff. good stuff good stuff. I got k20 a game fill out thing of sign language, and this pink jounal thing with jesus bible stuff on the inside of every page. Also a cross on the front.
lol the lady checking me out seemed really happy. she probably thought I lobes jesus. yea right.
left
ok yea
now yesterday again bout that stuff
found directions to k20's place... that are no longer on this laptop... -_-''' toniiii...
did japanese lessons.
Going a little fast but ok. Taught him arimasu and imasu. also ni, wo, and de.
lol we had to leave fast because there were bugs everywhere.
Then lol lol Tony was curious about the Tila porn. So he watched. He got randy and we went in the shower. he got some skilled now! LOL took it to the bed. 69, then he wanted, then he made me cum. lol I CAN'T MAKE HIM CUM ANYMORE!!! :((( I SUCK! Unless I jump on him.. lol
then roffice then shows then bread
peace
