@SunfallE:

ur afraid of lightning? :o like im afraid of too but i find it so much fun to watch XD *shot*

but we do have all different fears and such xD. Thanks so much for taking the time to read it, i know it's massively long DX

Yes I read it all and Mew.... *hugs you* Sometimes we don't understand our fears. I'm terrified of lightening myself. o_O I learned to live with it, though it still gets me from time to time.

Just hang in there and do your best. At least you know there are things that can help. Sorry I'm not much help other than that.

@MewMew:

o___O lol >> <_____<

@Michiyo Shimizu:

nvm u dont need to anymoarz X3
*kitteh piles u*

@MewMew:

why DDDD8 lol

@Michiyo Shimizu:

GET ON CHAT NAO OMFG!!!

@MewMew:

*is free and prances around like that one onion prancing icon*

@Lizinator03:

they wont let me have the pasta because it's easy for me to eat, and it's not challenging so it wouldnt be helpful. it would just be giving into my problem. As much as i disagree with them not letting me have it... there's the understandable logic behind it. XD

but thank u.. ill pm u if i need anything, i really appreciate it : ) *glomp*

oh my D:
seems so rough for you! i'd give you a real hug if i knew you in rl, but for now i guess an internet hug would suffice *internet hug arrow*
you know, if you ever need someone to talk to, i'll answer p.m.'s.....you know if you ever feel like it. i hope life goes well for you soon.....and why can't you tell your parents that pasta is the thing that makes you want to eat things? maybe then they'll let you have pasta, then everyone is happy :) or soemthing. you know?

@Michiyo Shimizu:

*eats yer hw :3*
no moa

@MewMew:

me: *fading away as a dead ghost pounded down by primitive homework*

@TimeChaser:

oh please, ensures are disgusting... when i was outta school for a month, i went to this program for bulemic and anorexic people *obviously not for me* but every time u didnt finish a meal, which i usually didnt cuz of anxiety i had to drink that crap and it made me gain weight. I really dont want to add more stress on my weight issue as well by drinking that crap XD

I guess i had a nourishing dinner-ish. Egg salad on crackers, tomato soup and rice. She wanted me to have some yogurt but i've been eating one every day so i'm sorta sick of em.

but also the main thing is not avoiding the problem, it's to attack it and get rid of it. I do not have the motivation to do any of that as of now.. so i guess fer now i'll make do with whatever i can .. i duno heh.

@MewMew:

Sure. If you want to talk, I would be glad to. ^^

Hm, you should get more nourishment, even if it's drinking something like an Ensure or something for protein and vitamins and such, or maybe eating more yogurt. Things that can give you nutrition without you having to worry about choking.

@Michiyo Shimizu:

lol no u havent XD *pats* dun worry ;~;

@MewMew:

STILLLLL I'VE BEEN ABUSING OUR TWINSHIPNESSSSS *cries* *shot*

@TimeChaser:

yea it sucks... man..

i actually feel it affecting my health a bit. like really i tried getting up to walk i think i almost fell down... or maybe im' just exhausted either or. one day we'll converse on yahoo/skype w/e or msn since it's working now : )

@Michiyo Shimizu:

lol i understand ur busy with hw michles : 3

Mm, somtimes I get a bit freaked out if I think I might be choking. Usually I chug whatever drink is handy to make sure everything is clear.

As someone else with anxiety problems, I understand where you're coming from. They don't make sense, but you have them anyway and they make life a hell. >3< *hugs*

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! *cries* mah twin~! ;^;

P.S. OF COURSE I READ THE WHOLE THING *shakes you* I've been a heck-of busy and i've been stressed out lately so I haven't fully come on chat or anything since I hate being oppressed by mah stinkin' damn homework lol I'll probably be invisible to you and some others since I can't afford to be distracted too much lols even though I wish it was ALREADY SUMMER DARN IT *shakes spring*

@Selene Shri:

oh wow : o
thank you for actually taking the time to read it. I appreciate it Selene (glomp) yea it's been making me exhausted.. but hopefully we'll figure it out. thanks again : )

@MewMew:

(i'm sure u didnt read the whole thing lol, and it's alright if you didnt).

No, I read it. I just didn't know what to say. I have no idea how you fix a fear like that. ^^ But I really do hope things get better for you. It sounds like it stresses you out and makes you tired. *HUGS YOU*

~Sarah

@Selene Shri:

thank you, it's alright you're young. You dont need to hear the crazy lives of us older people (even tho i'm not THAT older than you but still xD) But i had to update it. (i'm sure u didnt read the whole thing lol, and it's alright if you didnt). But yea, thanks i hope i find an answer too
*glomp*

I never know what to say so... *HUGS YOU TIGHTLY* I hope you find an answer and feel better soon Mew. *HUGS YOU AGAIN*

~Sarah