@clueless101:

Yeah you're right. Ive been trying to, its hardcause i wanna be stronger for everyone else, but i know that i have to let others be stronger for me right now.

@kandafan:

I'm sure that your going to be fine. When the tears come let them coming. It's better to let it out then hold it in.

@clueless101:

thanks, i'm gonna try. she ended up passing away about half an hour after i posted this...i'm definitely going to miss her a lot,and i have a feeling there will be a lot of tears soon, but i'm trying to go about my day normally until i leave for PA. it just feels so unreal...i've been spending the last couple hours thinking about the time we spent together the past couple months, i don't know how things are gonna be when i get back home, cause i'm away from my family visiting my aunt right now. i guess i'll know when i get home.

I understand how you feel. My grandmother passed away in March this year the day that my older sister and I got back to college from spring break. It is hard to cop with a death in the family, but what I always remember is that she will always be with me in my memories. Sometimes it helps being able to go back to the memories that you had with your nana and remember the good times with her.