Random world for my boring life that no one cares about. Also, I'll be posting artings here too.
- Created By XYukoucyanX
thats about it
tomorrow will conclude the first week of school
and i already feel dumb in my classes. jfc
oh god i hate school though-
i'm not good at anything and since it's a huge school i kinda will freak out if i- idk- trip into a tree (which happened four times btw, but it wasnt a tree)
hdglsdgh;
i gotta but i dont wanna-
and after this- after i finish highschool im going to have to do it all over again and then after that- well... i dont know. and that's scary.
3 years???? improvement?
I just noticed that it's been three years since I joined.
7/29/10 was the date I joined. ((aaa, technically it's 7/30 right now but-))
I should've done something cool... I'll get around to it, but I'll put it here later ^^;;
I've done some major art improving in the last three years I think!!
I hadn't prepared an improvement meme thing. I'll do that later as well. uvu;;
Enjoy the rest of your summers.
frick + chess story
ughg jfc im bleh righr now
i havent done contests lately.
in grade 3 i think, i did chess and i won my first game but it was because of stale mate i think
i remember feeling really proud about it and i even said, "this was the first game i ever won!" aaand my opponent looked at me like what a loser.
before then i was playing at lunch the days it took place and going to the after school club to practice. i never """"""really""""" won one. after that i just felt like a pile of crap.
i also remember going to chess one lunch and playing the clock against someone i didnt really get along with who happened to be really good... i was so nervous since i didnt want to look like a dork and my palms were sweaty and everyhting. it was also "touch move" so i just looked really shjdkh staring at the pieces. i could tell it that they were irritated to play with the spaz.
i kept making stupid moves so i wouldn't waste the time
it was silly that i was on the verge of a huge waterfall of tears.
when i got out of third grade, i didnt bother playing chess after that.
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about a month ago, before testing, me and three other friends did a tag-team match for fun in chess 2v2. it was an enjoyable experience. we lost.
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It's summer vacation, and I just think this is the end for me.
I'm going to expire due to the heat around here.
Urhm, I haven't been doing much lately. Also, no more pen pressure for me for a while. My computer's broken, so I have to use a mini laptop... which doesn't have it's own cd drive thing or whatever so yup!
I did fine on the final exams, but I didn't get into the class I was talking about earlier. I found out in last month I think, and at first I wasn't too pleased with that, but then again, I realized I probably didn't even need the class the way I thought I did. The only thing that makes me mad about it is the fact that some people like to put it in my face... But I can hold my own with that.
Next year is a new slate, and I will definitely work on doing perfectly. I meant it this time.
I have no idea what's going on with my passion anymore. I don't want to do it, but sometimes I do, and I guess I shouldn't worry about it right now, but I do anyway. It's me we're talking about here.
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ive been busy. like really.
i havent really had time to do stuff. exams are coming up soon and it's annoying and stressful
i just want to drop everything for a week and just breathe.
