welcome to melancholy paradise! This is my one world, and I cram if full of miscellaneous things: pictures, videos, rants, boring things about me, and occasional hauls. yup.

it's been 2 years I am crying

So today i logged into TheO for the first time in like 2 years and looking at this blog "world" i am dying it is so embarassing asdfsasdhgsd cannot believe I was like this only 2 years ago going into highschool and stuff omg. Anyways, I think I'm going to make a new world and get back into all this because it's summer and I have a lot of time to watch anime now and no one from my real life knows about this account so it's whatevs.

high school sucks and my life is controlled by school

omg. my life.
wake up early. go to school.
after school: cross country!! get home late. start hw. stay up til 11:30 doing hw. die of exhaustion. go to bed.
wake up and repeat.

my life is ruled by school and homework. no time for sleep, no time for anything remotely fun. and i'm not even like, smarticle. i have to try so hard and i'm still struggling. this SUCKS.

why why why do i have no time to relax? no time to watch anime anymore :( no time for ANYTHINING.

even on the weekends, i'm scrambling to finish hw :(

why can't i just have a quiet, simple life? waking up in the morning, eating a nice breakfast. and then taking a leisurly walk... I wish i was out of school. but school controls my life.

long time no post

sorry i've kinda been ignoring theO lately. I'm not sure why but i've just kinda lost my obsession for this place. I'm gonna hang around though, and by the time my account is "senior Otaku" or "Otaku Legend" I'll come back full throttle and it will be like "BAM!!! She's back, yo!" that'll be fun.

boring-ness. blah blah blah

I want a webpage again... but geocities closed so I have to find a new host. snap. I'm tired and overwhelmed by school and stuff. going to bells in an hour and a half... I feel like redoing my room and then shopping. Only three more weeks til winter break and then I can! yer yer yer!

I got a 97/100 on my constitution test~~ I was really worried about it, but I did pretty good. Even though I spent 30 minutes checking my answers I still made stupid mistakes...

So... Thanksgiving break just ended and now I can't wait for christmas break... I need to just sleep and get organized. and I want to take a bubble bath... *sigh*

oh yah...

(Rank: # 678 / 11183)

And once again my rank has dropped. what a shame.

<-- scan from Popteen magazine