@Kimi Sihu:

That's cool! My dads pretty strict but I don't mind since there's not much I wanna do.

@Kimi Sihu:

Do yall have fun, cause rarely do I with my mom.

@Kimi Sihu:

Do you visit your dad often?

@Kimi Sihu:

That's messed up, a home needs at least a small bit of warmth.

@Kimi Sihu:

You hardly see any of that though noatyer where you go even your one family.

@Kimi Sihu:

That's true.

@Kimi Sihu:

Very true but I don't think were that innocent when were young either cause we lie without being taught and bully someone whos different.

@Kimi Sihu:

Yeah that's the thing. Since were human were the only creatures to experience sympathand empathy.

@Kimi Sihu:

It's really desturbing the thing people come up with.

@Kimi Sihu:

But I wonder how people come up with these crazy and stupid ideas.

@Kimi Sihu:

That's how the whole terrorist idea got started.

@Kimi Sihu:

Yeah but just like a good idea a bad idea can stay just as long.

@Kimi Sihu:

I know right!? Were 99.99% the same while the other % gives us our skin, eye and hair color.

@Kimi Sihu:

Same here although more racists than anything with their confederate flags and all.

@Kimi Sihu:

Hmmm I don't know how many we have here but I know that denton county is pretty big.

@Kimi Sihu:

You must live in a big city. Denton's small so were all gonna see each other next year in college.

@Kimi Sihu:

But don't worry high school will be over in no time at all that's how it was for me.

@Kimi Sihu:

Then you'll learn a lot fast, high school level is really quick.

@Kimi Sihu:

How long have you been playing.

@Kimi Sihu:

You should learn fiddiles on fire and fiddle and stomp theyre fun pieces.

@Kimi Sihu:

Got any favorite prices?

@Kimi Sihu:

I like the fast strong music. Gets me shaking at the end.

@Kimi Sihu:

It's okay there are very few musical people in the world.

@Kimi Sihu:

Although the violin is nice I think the cello males the most beautiful sound.

@Kimi Sihu:

You'll like it. The vibration from the violin while playing is so strong you'll start swaying to the music.

@Kimi Sihu:

Don't worry bout it I'm sure it'll come back to you even now I can still play decent on the violin.

@Kimi Sihu:

Yeah I bet, the lungs yall got always impresses me.

@Kimi Sihu:

Ah, you play the flute? That's cool, I love that clear high sound.

@Kimi Sihu:

One thing to learn is that the only thing directors care about is trying to look good so that the class doesn't hr cut or they don't get fired so just stick through your decision.

@Kimi Sihu:

Don't pay any mind to the guilt trip they always do.

@Kimi Sihu:

There's nothing to be ashamed about, there's no point in doing something if you don't enjoy it or truly want to continue.

@Kimi Sihu:

Then there's your answer you won't miss it if you quit I know I don't miss any of that stuff.

@Kimi Sihu:

No, if you enjoy it then don't I quit cause I didn't want to do all that stuff my mom made me. You can still do it just cut off some things in your other part of your life.

@Kimi Sihu:

Same thing happened to me I was in soccer, track, cross country, violin, and soft ball. After I quit everything my health got a lot better.

It's most likely anxiety, the best way to handle it is by doing less school and working out at a steady pace to create endorphines that make you happy and calm.