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I was kinda rushed into my first relationship. I was already depressed about the fact that yet another guy rejected my feelings, and my first boyfriend was hanging around (this was before I said yes to going out with him) And he asked me ( I was kinda shocked and I didn't answer him until the next day) We were together for almost 2 years, but I don't know if it was love... not for me, anyway. I'm just cursed when it comes to finding the right guy. =-_-"=

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The pencil thing is the oldest trick in the book. =^_^;= Unless I forget my entire bookbag, I'd never be without a pencil. I couldn't survive without any pencils... =o.O=

I'm probably just as bad as you if not worse. One time, a guy that had a crush on in high school, the foreign exchange student, was walking in the same direction as I was. It looked like he stopped and was looking right at me, waiting for me to come over and talk to him. I panicked and kept walking the direction I was going. I still kick myself for that today.

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That's the problem... I didn't "have a chat when I saw him. At first he was late, so I was a bit sad about that, then when he showed up, I couldn't bring myself to say hi or anything (plus class had already started). =TT_TT=