Well...most events you don't really know why it is...it could be timing, it could be something else. But you shouldn't worry so much about it! Go get some Hyde or Gackt to make you feel better! XD
I know this better than anyone (well, maybe not, but I still look at things somewhat objectively) I just feel hard and move on. Since I don't it that often, it hits me that much harder. I kinda wish I would explore more, but I tend to find one person I really like and focus in until I feel the time is right. But my timing doesn't necessarily match up haha.
It's not like guys don't ask, sometimes, but at the time, I had strong feelings for this guy, and I hate doing things with other guys when I do, because I feel it's unfair to them. At the same time, I feel I was leading them on, which makes me feel like a terrible person. Then again, I couldn't hang out with them as much as I could with this guy since I was in school adn had classes with him, so I saw him 4 times a week. I guess when you get to spend more time with a person, you're more likely to be attracted to them. Still, I wonder why all of a sudden this other old friend of mine sudden;y had a thing for me? On some level, I feel it was convenience. *shrugs*
Yeah. I'd really like to just be a blob, but we also have Grandpa's funeral coming up, so I can't be left alone. Not to mention I do have to come out of my room at least once a day to take care of one of dad's meal shifts... And what really ticks me off is that he's always complaing about how he's hungry, yet doesn't always finsh his food... I hate wasteful people. And then he wants to act like a little baby about things... It's so annoying and I'm sick of putting up with it... *orz
Yeah, I guess... =^^;= On & off I feel like crap, but I'm draggin myself around less. And I started singing a little bit again. I didn't sing at all yesterday which is bizarre for me considering I sing every day no matter how I feel. At least 1 song a day. =/
No, I appreciate it. It lets me know that there are still people around that care. I'm just an awkward friend is all, I guess =/ (Oh look! I made an emote for the first time since 2 days ago! Even if it is a frowny face =^~^;=)
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
Lolz... XDD
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Ah, but he has the aged kind of look, still...O.o;
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
He found the fountain of youth XD It's kinda like Abbie X3;
Aberius: I'm not a child! DX<
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Yeah...why's Hyde soo old...yet he still looks like a little boy...XD
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
Lol, Gackt is closer to my age and he's funnier XD lolz Although if I could find Takeshi Hosomi, that'd be nice too~
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Well...most events you don't really know why it is...it could be timing, it could be something else. But you shouldn't worry so much about it! Go get some Hyde or Gackt to make you feel better! XD
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
I know this better than anyone (well, maybe not, but I still look at things somewhat objectively) I just feel hard and move on. Since I don't it that often, it hits me that much harder. I kinda wish I would explore more, but I tend to find one person I really like and focus in until I feel the time is right. But my timing doesn't necessarily match up haha.
It's not like guys don't ask, sometimes, but at the time, I had strong feelings for this guy, and I hate doing things with other guys when I do, because I feel it's unfair to them. At the same time, I feel I was leading them on, which makes me feel like a terrible person. Then again, I couldn't hang out with them as much as I could with this guy since I was in school adn had classes with him, so I saw him 4 times a week. I guess when you get to spend more time with a person, you're more likely to be attracted to them. Still, I wonder why all of a sudden this other old friend of mine sudden;y had a thing for me? On some level, I feel it was convenience. *shrugs*
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
All I can say is that all this pain and frustration will probably pass, you'll jut have to deal with it for the time being.
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
Yeah. I'd really like to just be a blob, but we also have Grandpa's funeral coming up, so I can't be left alone. Not to mention I do have to come out of my room at least once a day to take care of one of dad's meal shifts... And what really ticks me off is that he's always complaing about how he's hungry, yet doesn't always finsh his food... I hate wasteful people. And then he wants to act like a little baby about things... It's so annoying and I'm sick of putting up with it... *orz
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/14/11 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
Hrm...that's sad...
But that's also really interesting that you sing everyday! O.O
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/13/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
Yeah, I guess... =^^;= On & off I feel like crap, but I'm draggin myself around less. And I started singing a little bit again. I didn't sing at all yesterday which is bizarre for me considering I sing every day no matter how I feel. At least 1 song a day. =/
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/13/11 | Reply
@Kitty K.O.:
At least you're making emoticons! XD
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/13/11 | Reply
@Wakusei Aoshi:
No, I appreciate it. It lets me know that there are still people around that care. I'm just an awkward friend is all, I guess =/ (Oh look! I made an emote for the first time since 2 days ago! Even if it is a frowny face =^~^;=)
Wakusei Aoshi
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/13/11 | Reply
Aww...that a lot of heart pain ya got there...I don't have much advice...so why do I bother commenting?
Kitty K.O.
Digital Neko (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 05/13/11 | Reply
@SaiKat:
Nah, I was gonna become a zombie one way or another, since Summer's here.
SaiKat
Otaku Eternal | Posted 05/13/11 | Reply
Aww D:> *huggles*
Don't go zombie, Kitty-chan! ;3; We're here for you!