My name is Samantha and I usually go by Sami. I'm a total dork, crazy and random. Yeah, I'm pretty awesome ^_~
Some facts about me:
My birthday is December 21, 1991.
My parents are divorced, and I just refer to my dad as Donnie. And sometimes my mom as Sherry, depends on if we're fighting or not.
I have a younger sister and an older sister. My younger sister used to have an account on theO but she has abandoned us XD
I live in Ohio.
I'm a Christian.
I've had problems with depression so occasionally things can get a little dark here. But I'm doing much better now.
I go to an AMAZING church. I can't get there very often, but I go whenever I can.
I do not have a boyfriend as of yet. But I'm in the market ;p
I am very random. VERY. Crazy and I love it. So be prepared ^^
I like to write fanfics and random stories. I have a fanfic on my other world and it will be finished eventually, I swear!! Just... Don't hold your breath, ne?
I love music.
I've been home schooled since the tenth grade and recently graduated high school.
I have a kitty named Artemis. He's my baby and he's what helped me through my depression the most.
I babysit and I like to talk about the baby and post pictures because while I may not have the "math gene" I definitely got a double dose of the "mothering gene."
My email is [email protected] if you want to email me. Please do, because I never get email. BUT ABSOLUTELY NO CHAIN MAIL!!!

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I hate tuesdays. the mentor program at my church. i feel bad about it, i know it's a great thing for the kids, but it stresses me out. it shouldn't but it does. i'm kind of just looking forward to summer when i'll be working and have an excuse not to be there >_< i am such a terrible person.
i realized last night that i still haven't put up any of the pictures that i said i would. so i feel bad about that too. *bangs head on desk*
i hope my mom gets put on call for work tonight, if she does i get to go to my old school tomorow for lunch, and it's b-chan's birthday so i really want to! my mom was on call last night. so very slight chance she will be tonight.
i still can't type >_<
i got a message from my friend janet today, i was so happy ^^ we haven't talked in a while. i tihnk it's funny how well we get along, because she's 61 lol. she travels a lot, and the other day sent me a message that there was an anime convention at the same hotel she was at and "everyone was in costume and they weren't self-conscious at all!" and i was like "i know isn't it great!" lol. she's actually interested in anime, which surprised me.
me and b-chan were talking about random things last night, and it led to death note. it always does lol. rabid fangirls we be XD and i said that watari is the kind of guy who i'd be afraid to be on his bad side, because you know he used to be a spy or something XDD watari is awesome, i didn't want him to die. or L. or naomi. darn it raito stop killing my favorite characters!!
well, off to get started on school. joy.

Today's Random Thought: All my heroes are ninjas.

i hate thinking of titles.

Since i'm on break from my fanfic (that sounded kinda weird lol) i've been writing a couple little scenes between haruka and the other characters that either couldn't have happened because of the way the storyline goes or that i didn't know where to put in. so far i have three, and i'll try to post one today when i eat lunch. The first one i'll post is between L and Haruka, because Vampireknight15 kept telling me she wanted to hear more about them together ^_^ so you talked me into it ^^ it's just a short little scene of their first meeting, she's six which makes him... nine? yeah, nine. personally, i love it. but then again i wrote it lol.
i've been really happy lately. which is weird. cuz i'm almost never happy. and with the new meds i'm on, depression is one of the side effects. so i'm a little afraid that i'm okay for now but then i'm going to be really really depressed later. so you know that feeling you get when something bad is going to happen but you don't know when? that's the feeling i have right now.
gosh i cannot type today!!! for the past few days i've been messing up when i type XD and i'm sure it's annoying to read lol.
i'm seeing the death note movie on the 20!! so excited! i've got two people telling me it's really good and one person telling me it sucks. so i don't know what to think lol. my mom is trying to talk my friends into going to see it with me so she doesn't have to >_< i actually think she might like death note though. oh, speaking of death note, me and my mom were in the bookstore yesterday and i was talking to this lady that worked there. she said she didn't like death note. "I watched it until he killed the detective and then he went after his fiance and i thought 'mm-mm' DON'T TELL ME IF HE KILLED HER!" lol!! and i found a good present for b-chan, whose birthday is in 2 days. but i'm not telling what it is in case she comes on here and sees. which is unlikely. but still.
no random thought today, because that's all anybody ever comments on. Ha! However, here is a picture.

sleepy... so so sleepy

i have made a decision, and nobody is allowed to get mad at me for it because b-chan did >_< i am taking a break from my death note fanfic. not stopping, just taking a break from it. i'm having trouble thinking of what to write and i'm getting it put up way later than i mean to, so breaking from it for an undetermined amount of time.
did anyone watch supernatural last night? i just couldn't bring myself to feel bad for bella. i hate her so much. what kind of 14 year old makes a deal with demons to kill her parents?! especially a demon like lilith. and i am not looking forward to next weeks. i don't want dean to die. i'm hopoing he won't since he's a main character but still. me and b-chan were both very sad at the preview for next week.
here's a picture of dean for no reason other than that he's incredibly hot:

and that's really all i have to say today i think... oh, i will for sure try to put up one of my pictures today. i will. *trying to convince myself*

Today's Random Thought: Fruit Loops are like gay Cheerios.

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i've been on a drawing kick lately. and this time i'll actually try to put up my pictures >_< i drew haruka (a good picture this time, the last one sucked), team 7 from naruto, and dosu from naruto. i like the pic of dosu especially, because his head is tilted to the side and he looks psycho so at the bottom i wrote "I'm not crazy... the voices are just telling me to kill you." which, now that i think about it, is really really creepy. but still kinda funny i guess lol.
does anyone remember when i said amy from my church was pregnant? i tihnk it's been a while... well, she had a sonogram and they said she is for sure only having one baby, because they thought she was having twins cuz she was so big. but her uterus is higher she said, so she gets big really fast. which we all noticed with her first baby, in july when it was so freaking hot no less.
i went to the doctor yesterday, and she put me on some meds for my stomachaches. it's got osme funky side effects so i spologize in advance for anything weird i might say. well, weird-er i mean :P
i took the awesomest picture ever last night. it was raining hard and it was dark, so i took the digital camera, turned the flash on, and took a picture of the rain. and the flash reflected off the rain, making it look like my backyard was orbing like crazy! i put it on my laptop, but then the camera died (having it out in the rain probably didn't help >_< i'm not the smartest person in the world, now am i?) so i can't put it up here :(
yesterday at youth group, kyle scared the crap out of me cuz he was trying to be funny. loralei sings with our youth group band and she wasn't there last night. so as soon as i come in he goes "samantha, you're singing and filling in for loralei." i was like O.O cuz there's no way on earth anyone can get me to really even talk in front of a group, much less sing lol.
well, i tihnk this post is long enough lol. to the random thought!

Today's Random Thought: Sasuke sucks. He is not the main character. Thank you, Naruto. (found this on an icon. let it be known that i do in fact love sasuke. but not in a fangirl way. i'm a kakashi fangirl ^_^)

RIP Courtnei

I'd like to ask that everyone please pray (if you do pray) for the family and friends of Courtnei, who died on Saturday. She was a friend of my best friend, and OtakuAlchemist. I don't know the whole story, but apparently she had mono and it was so bad they were going to take out her spleen, but her heart stopped. And it was around this time last year that two girls were killed in a car accident from their school too.
I talked to my mom and she said that it had to have just been a freak thing. Because enlarged spleen isn't all that uncommon but it sometimes gets to the point where it could rupture and they have to take it out, which must have been what happened. My mom said maybe she already had problems with her heart or something because something like this doesn't usually happen at all.