I am Styer.
Thiz iz my world.
i live here alone.
people enter and leave different.
you been warned

I aint dead yet mothaf#uckaz!!!

itz tha return of tha most gangsterist (yeah thatz a word) otaku on this site... STYER!!!!!

wats good my otaku groupiez? i do have to apologies for me not being on but for those of you that didnt kno i moved to houston 2 monthz ago and im just REALLY& now gettin access to a computer ( cuz people are stoopid...>_>)

anywayz i shall be on again regularly and for those that still care, i have 5, (yes effin 5) nu chapters for Graffiti Shogunz!!! i just gotta find tha time to post them. my daily rantz will return as well, apparently it matterz not where you go in tha world, you still have supah stoopid people, BUT i have found that tha TYPE of stoopid varies by tha region so this shall be an interestin experiment... i will keep yall posted!!

*disappear into tha shadowz*
~Styer~

friday isnt coming fast enough!!!!!!!!

if i have to put up with my "mother" longer than i fucking have to im going to do something very bad. i been doing good as of late staying out of trouble with the law, but she has this really shitty misconception of me pretty much saying that i cant do shit on my own. she has no fucking faith in me, dispel everything i tell her, and shot down my dreams with shotguns. i dont want this to make it sound like all them annoying ass "i hate my family" or "i hate my life/mom" rants but this shit is really fucking irking the living hell out of me. i need some piece of mind and i think she can sense me leaving soon so she is turning on this extra bitch fit mode and i cant fucking take it. somebody please put my out of my misery (yes im that miserable), give me drugs (i dont even do drugs, but if it will help tune her out...) or alcohol poison (the best kind of poison)

advice shall be taken NAO!!

and so shall it be

sup my otaku groupiez.

these will be the longest couple of dayz in my life.
on the 21st of this month i will start on a brand new adventure that will take me to somewhere i have never been. i will FINALLY be moving to houston. if anyone is there or have ever been there, show me some luv, maybe we can hang out and kick it or sumthing

halloween is for suckerz

hey my otaku groupiez, i come to you today with another classic styer rant.

IF I HAD 1 WISH IT WOULD BE FOR INFINITE WISHES...WITH MY 2ND WISH I WOULD KILL MY MOTHER...

i know a few of you might think thats kinda harsh but this bitch is constantly causing my grief. and the suckiest part about it now ism that she is messin with me getting away!!! i had it all planned out. i was getting prepared to go 2 move to houston in 2 weeks and then...she finds out ease dropping on a fone conversation i was having. she went off tha meter. she ot to yelling at me about how i dont have a job and how imma be going down there 2 skool broke. apparently she dont know that a lot of college students are broke and dont have anything. she just want e around because without out me she dont have nuthin to bitch about. my 17 old brother (aka her favourite child) is such an ass kiss. he is tha 1 trying to stop the arguement and be the "reasonable one" between tha 2 of us and she listens 2 him, but wen i do tha same as tha oldest wen they are arguing, she tellz me 2 sit tha fuck down, and he is calling her all out her name.

its like im damned if i stay damned if i try 2 leave. i have no luggage, so i dunno how imma get sum. if, she comes in my face 1 more time tonite, im sure imma end up on tha news. i cant fucking take this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel the anger and violence welling inside of me, crashing against my insides like angery waves against a thin layer of concrete. rage and hatred is coarsing thru my veins screaming to be relase at some point. i need an out, i cant take this no more, i even comtemplated suicide, not because im just THAT sad now, but because i know that 1nce i start unleashing this inside me, there is no way to cut it off. I NEED FUCKING HELP!!!!!!!!!!

oh GOD save me...

yeah?! well america sucks ass!!!

its that time again my otaku groupies for one of styer'z famous rants about stuffz.

i was in class 2day and we watched the documentary called sicko by micheal moore and igot angry at how politics fuck up everything. i was even more hurt and on the verge of drop a tear with this one story.

this guy had bone cancer and his wife worked at the hospital where they did the approval for the medic care so he can get the money to have the surgery. they found a perfect match with his brother, but he was denied. when he went home, he was in the bathroom crying wen his wife found him. he told her he was goin to die. 3 weeks after he birthday that year, he died. he was a good man and he had a good family, but he died because some damn republicans wanted to be greedy and keep the money in their pockets (yes republicans because the whole HMO thing was started by richard nixon in 1971)

yet in canada, they have free medicare for everyone one, hell everywhere except america have that policy, so why do we suck so bad?? because the people running this country are soooo damn selfish that they are willing to put a price on so many of their people's lives, just to stay in the "higher class"

thats bullshit and i fucking hate this damn country. im a COMMUNIST and i say it proudly, they wouldnt allow shit like this to happen in china, so im siding with them. i watched all of the presidential debates and wen i see john mccain, i get sick to my stomach. so im asking you, if you can vote, vote for obama. not because he is black, but because he actually mean something...and he isnt a fucking republican

~end of rant~