hey my otaku groupiez, i come to you today with another classic styer rant.
IF I HAD 1 WISH IT WOULD BE FOR INFINITE WISHES...WITH MY 2ND WISH I WOULD KILL MY MOTHER...
i know a few of you might think thats kinda harsh but this bitch is constantly causing my grief. and the suckiest part about it now ism that she is messin with me getting away!!! i had it all planned out. i was getting prepared to go 2 move to houston in 2 weeks and then...she finds out ease dropping on a fone conversation i was having. she went off tha meter. she ot to yelling at me about how i dont have a job and how imma be going down there 2 skool broke. apparently she dont know that a lot of college students are broke and dont have anything. she just want e around because without out me she dont have nuthin to bitch about. my 17 old brother (aka her favourite child) is such an ass kiss. he is tha 1 trying to stop the arguement and be the "reasonable one" between tha 2 of us and she listens 2 him, but wen i do tha same as tha oldest wen they are arguing, she tellz me 2 sit tha fuck down, and he is calling her all out her name.
its like im damned if i stay damned if i try 2 leave. i have no luggage, so i dunno how imma get sum. if, she comes in my face 1 more time tonite, im sure imma end up on tha news. i cant fucking take this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel the anger and violence welling inside of me, crashing against my insides like angery waves against a thin layer of concrete. rage and hatred is coarsing thru my veins screaming to be relase at some point. i need an out, i cant take this no more, i even comtemplated suicide, not because im just THAT sad now, but because i know that 1nce i start unleashing this inside me, there is no way to cut it off. I NEED FUCKING HELP!!!!!!!!!!
oh GOD save me...
