Soooooooo I have been offered a job. It's basically the same job I'm doing right now but for an outsource call center for AT&T Uverse. It's also a $5/hr pay cut. I would start Aug 22. I told them yes since I would actually have a month to make up my mind or find something else. I worry, it's a big pay cut and I'll probably be just as miserable. It's the same job, afterall, Customer Care and billing. But, on top of the pay cut, I'll have to start paying for a REAL cell phone plan and my insurance cost will probably increase. I'm really conflicted. I also have decided if I'm willing to say yes to that, I'm applying to places like PetSmart and the Humane Society and other fucking retail places. If I'm going to take a pay hit like that I might as well enjoy the job.

As to the insanity, my training for the new job is 6 AM to 2:30 PM starting Aug 22. That's the day after my 3:15 to midnight shift starts at the job I have now. My insane lunatic brain had the thought today, "If someone will go play with my dogs in the evening, I can work both jobs for a bit." If I were stupid enough to follow up on that I would be away from home from 5:30 AM to almost 1 AM. I suddenly realized that's 4 hours of sleep and vetoed that. I'm really conflicted.