This page is a Title Nazi.
Anyway, it's about 12 hours since my last post and I'm less drunk but still angry. I am an angry girl. Sometimes I wonder if that is the major facet to my personality.
I got hella drunk last night, and I'm not exactly sure why. But in my drunken state I went from joking with Jordan to unleashing a birage of pent up rage at him, some of which was actually at him and some of which was entirely misdirected. But once I started, I couldn't stop. and then I went and locked myself in the guestroom, and slept alone.
He's going to be gone all weekend, and I'm kind of glad. It's part of what I'm angry about, and that horrible person who hides inside me wants me to tell him to fucking stay in Norman. The thing is, this is realy the only way I can communicate with him. If I do it in a calm, rational, adult manner he sits there and "listens" give me no feedback and doesn't participate and he looks at me like a teenager getting a lecture from their parent for something.
Thing is I'm not sorry I yelled at him and I kind of woul dlike to continue to yell at him. I'm going out tonight, so who knows if I'll even see him before he goes.
So I was just looking over this page and it says that "Note that all posts must be PG-13 rated or below." Anyone who knows me knows that probably won't happen.... I'm not trying to ignore the rules, I'm just not a PG-13 person...
So, there is a girl at my work, and she loves me... She thinks I'm the cat's pajamas and she's really sweet. She's freaking me out... When I take a day off, she sends me text messages that she misses me and that I can't take days off anymore. I know that sentence makes it sound more extreme than it is. But the moral of the story is she's starting to go from sweet to annoying... We get along really well, but she's very verbally affectionate. She actually tells me that she enjoys me company, and she likes me around. While at first rather uplifting, too much!!!!!
