Well, here I am. People who know me love me whether they like it or not. It's a burden since I dislike most people. You can find My actual Life HERE. I have many fandoms, and many likes but I have yet to find passion in a past time. You are welcome as long as you behave.
I figure as long as STAN can live here, I can too. Here's round two.
none of this shit would have ever gone down.
alright, enough song lyrics. I do love Regina Spektor though. If you don't, I'm not sure we can be friends.
I keep wanting to post, but I think I have nothing to post. That depresses me, therefore I shall post anyway! I might make up some shit, just 'cause.
It's been a longdamntime since I made a real post. something more than a paragraph and I had to go all the way back to December 18th. Shame on me. Maybe.
The Boys were here. Awesome and not awesome. For Christmas I made a 1 day trip to Conception, MO to the Monastery where my younger brother lives. He is a Benedictine Monk. He does not have a stupid hair cut. He does pray and study. I love going to the Monastery. I love my family, but it's big enough for some solitude. There's no TV, my phone barely gets signal... I love it.
New Year's Eve I went out to Dave's new bar and rang in the New Year with some of the greatest people I know. Poor Josh got too drunk and fell asleep at the table before midnight. Blair and her hubby are trying to have a baby, so she went off her BC pills and her hormones are making her CRAZY. I am afraid to be around her. I feel a little bad because she keeps wanting to hang out, but our schedules don't allow it, or I'm sick. Also, SHE'S CRAZY. I went out with her a week or two ago, and we didn't stay out long, but I was so annoyed by the time I went home, I felt guilty.
On the night I went out with Blair, my mother called me because her cell phone didn't work. Hi, work when you're not at work, Molly... I digress, she also called to let me know SHE GOT A JOB!!! She's been out of work for a long time and it has definitely taken it's toll on her. I was/am really excited for her, and I hope it works out. I have not had the chance to check with her how it's going yet.
I went to the minor league hockey game on Friday. There wasn't even any violence. I was disappoint. but I got to hang out with Liz, and she's awesome!
Work is BOO! but that's nothing new. I'm on write-up due to not being so nice to people and not meeting my stats. I blame the customers for sucking. Sadly, that's not a viable defense. :/
I walk down my street at night
The city lights are strange and violent
I am comforted by the approaching sounds of trucks and sirens
Even though the world's so bad
These men rush out to help the dying
And though I am no use to them
I do my part by simply smiling
The ghetto boys are catcalling me
As I pull my keys from my pocket
I wonder if this method of courtship
Has ever been effective
Has any girl in history said
Sure, you seem so nice, let's get it on
Still, I always shock them when I answer
Hi my name's Amanda
and I'm not gonna live my life on one side of an ampersand
and even if I went with you I'm not the girl you think I am
and I'm not gonna match you
cause I'll lose my voice completely yeah
I'm just gonna watch you
Cause I'm not the one that's crazy
Yeah …
I have wasted years of my life
Agonizing up at the fires
It started when I thought that to be strong you must be flame retardant
And now to dress the wounds cause into question
How authentic they are
There is always someone criticizing me
She just likes paying hospital
Lying in my bed
I remember what you said
There's no such thing as accidents
But you've got the headstone all ready
All craved up and pretty
Your sick satisfaction
Those his and hers matching
The daisies all push up'n
Pairs to the horizons
Your hands full of ketchup
It's nice that you're trying
The headstone's all ready
All carved up and pretty
Your sick satisfaction
Those his and hers matching
The daises all push up'n
Pairs to the horizons
Your eyes full of ketchup
It's nice that you're trying
and I'm not gonna live my life on one side of an ampersand
and even if I went with you I'm not the girl you think I am
and I'm not gonna match you
cause I'll lose my voice completely yeah
I'm just gonna watch you
Cause I'm not the one that's crazy
Yeah …
I'm not the one that's crazy
Yeah…
As I wake up to a cough
The blaze consumed the block
But poetically stopped at my apartment
And my housemates are all sleeping soundly
And nobody deserves to die
But you were awful adamant
That if I didn't love you
Then you have just one alternative
And I may be romantic
And I may risk my life for it
But I ain't gonna die for you
You know I ain't no Juliet
And I'm not gonna watch you wanna burn yourself out baby
No I'm not gonna stop you
Cause I'm not the one that's crazy, yeah
I'm not the one that's crazy, yeah
I'm not the one that's crazy…
By: regina Spektor
Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Watches him close
From that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar
I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand
Two birds on a wire
One says come on
And the other says
I'm tired
The sky is overcast
And I'm silent
One more or one less
Nobody's worried
I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand
Two birds of a feather
Say that they're always
Gonna stay together
But one's never goin' to
Let go of that wire
He says that he will
But he's just a liar
Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Watches him close
From that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar
Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Watches him close
From that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar
I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand
Two birds on a wire
One says come on
And the other says
I'm tired
The sky is overcast
And I'm silent
One more or one less
Nobody's worried
I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand
Two birds of a feather
Say that they're always
Gonna stay together
But one's never goin' to
Let go of that wire
He says that he will
But he's just a liar
Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Watches him close
From that wire
He says he wants to as well
But he is a liar
Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away
And the other
Adam joined the room.
Knowmad: hello adam
Adam: twirl with me molesworth
moletta Heya Bossman!
moletta twirls with Adam
Adam twirls with molesworth
Adam: :-D
Adam left the room. (Logged out)
moletta I feel so used...
