Perfection

Dear Diary,

Sigh...

Lupe called me "perfect" again. In some way, I'm not sure If I should be flattered or not. Of course being called perfect SHOULD be a compliment, however, I guess I'm just sick of hearing everyone calling me that.

I'm not at all perfect. Everybody has their flaws. Shouldn't I be included in "everybody"? Being called perfect just majesty me feel like I'm not apart of this imperfect world. Why should I be the alien? Maybe I'm just thinking too hard on the subject. But I just can't help it. I'm positive that the word Perfect would be insulted if it heard I am being described its name. I know I'm know where close to that..

I am not so outspoken. I can not swim. Sometimes, I could be clumsy and clueless. I'm afraid of thunderstorms, though my father is an electric type and I can perform electric type attacks. I'm afraid of dark places. I'm a work-o-holic. I hurt people... Does that sound "perfect" to you, Diary?

I just wish she would stop calling me that.. I exceed in every activity I take part in.. I'm sure I'm not the only one on this Earth who does. But it does not necessarily mean I am near to perfection. That.. I am very far from...

<3 Estelle

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