If I really blogged like I do on my blog site my posts would be really long. But I don't feel like making anyone depressed or pity me or hear the repetitiveness out of my posts. This is my cheerful blog.(I lied)

You don't have to read.
She can't go tomorrow, I'm not surprised.
I really wish I hadn't heard that piece of gossip.
I don't like realizing that I'm growing up and all these things are a part of it.
I like being naive.
I don't like the thought of people thinking I'm older, I wish I was still a Kid.
I'm tired of throwing compliments out, I feel like I don't ever get any in return.
I feel like a fake sometimes, being so confident in school but feeling so vulnerable inside.
I hate walking down the hallways to see groups of people passing by me I don't know what to do, and I don't feel like saying HI but I do anyways.
I wish I had a counselor or psychiatrist because sometimes I feel like an emotional wreck, but I'm not depressed.
I wish I wasn't a rebound. I hate that people take advantage of my kindness and never speak to me again.
Loneliness is the worst type of fear there is.