Notice You

I notice you,
When I'm not supposed to.
I see you,
When you don't know.

I feel you,
When I'm not aware.
When you're hurt,
I show how much I care.

I'm sorry if I'm bad,
If I go against,
All that you think is wrong.
I'm sorry if you,
Don't think we belong.
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This is about a realization I've had. If you want to know what it's about, just PM me

Yesterday...

Part 2:Re-living the Past

Yesterday, I fell...
into your trap,
forever.

Yesterday, you said...
I love you now;
whatever.

Yesterday, I said...
I love you too;
now, never.

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Yesterday, She told me...
Why do you play,
into his game?

Yesterday, I told her...
I don't know why;
it causes me pain.

***

Before, I was blind.
Now, I am not.
Now, I can fight,
And see what I've sought.
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This poem was trying to get the basics of what happened down in rhyming form, along with my thoughts on the matters. When he told me he loved me, I think back and say to myself, "whatever". I told him I loved him, now I think, not now, not ever. My friend asked me ( irritated ), why do you play into his games? Why do you fall into his traps? and the only answer I had for her was...I don't know >.< We both agreed it caused me pain. I was blind before, not seeing what he was doing, or what he's done. but now, i can fight back. see my goal again (to forget and move on)

Please let me know if these stink. This one, I'm not so sure of it's quality. I would appreciate it if you let me know what you think, and what you think could have been better. Thank you

Can't Get Over You...why??

I can't seem to get over you,
No matter what you've done,
No matter what you do,
I just can't get over you.

I still see that look,
That look in your eyes,
That look gets me hooked,
I can't help but see that look.

People tell me to stop,
"Stop caring!"
"Stop thinking he's hot!"
They tell me, but I just can't stop.

Why can't I hate you?
Why can't I ignore you?
Why is it that you're still here?
Why is your face the only one I see?
Why can't I just be?
Why is it that it's your eyes I fear?

They capture me,
make me see,
those times in your room,
when it was just...
Us.