What are we suppose to talk to our parents about?? And what are we not supposed to talk to our parents? Aren't they supposed to know about our fears, our secrets, our happinesses and our every little thing??
why such a gap...why do I feel afraid of talking to my parents about boys, especially my father, who I feel like, would slash my throat if he comes to know that I have been talking to this boy??? Or I have been watching these slutty videos?? Why do I have to write my personal things in a diary or tell my friends instead of my parents?? Why is that, my mom is going to have a surgery and I'm not supposed to know whats it about if thou I'm freakin' 19 years...
Till when will I be treated like a kid??? I laugh when I hear 15 years old in movies argueing with their parents that they are all grown up and should be treated so...But I never did that I waited for the appropriate age to di that but still I'm being pushed by the wall!
Not that I'm very worried or disturbed by this, I have my sources and enough knowledge of what she going to have, but the annoyance is whats perturbs me...I'm fed up of not being told anything...why did I have to learn about circumsicion and yuri/ yaoi from school?? Why did I have to learn about hentai after much research?? What was wrong with my mom telling me about this stuff??
You know this gap of communication is whats put teens on the wrong path of drink, porn and drugs...This gap should be sown up!!
I'm so totally free 
Its sooo unbelievable that my high school is at the brink of finishing...And I'm not even ready for the real deal...But what I do know is that the future is gonna be sweet And with all of you motivating me like you have always done it'll be even sweeter...I want to give an honourable mention to Shadeycharacter, thou shes a new friend still she gave me so much courage Love you shades 
yummy suika, Enigmatic Turk, luici, moonlit dream,
Neko Nana Mode, LGA775 you guys made my exam time awesomeee
Lol, it looks like I'm receiving some award :p But really, I have got this amount of love for the first time in my life...real genuine friends who didn't get tired of reading my boring posts, and posted the nicest comments ever!!!
Now I get an idea as to who i'll dedicate my future works to
lastly, need loads of prayers for XxArrancarFanxX (nichole) who is not feeling well, We all have to give her support and courage :)
I think I have lost my creativity and inspiration of editing scans and making wallpapers and stuff...for sometime time I have been searching images and backgrounds and downloading brushes and stuff trying to get something on my plate but nothings working so I'm feeling a teeny bit frustruated..and instead downloading random weido ebooks that will take almost 6 months to read, lol...
So about inspiration..I really need ideas..and loads of learning cause I couldn't even get a crappy scan croped today :( I feel sad....I don't know alot about photoshop and now I've lost whatever I do know...
So I'm feeling pretty hopeless in my brain's art department right now cause my brain's toggled up with Youngs double slit experiment and Lamarks theory, LOL...
If you guys have any suggestions as to how to spark up my creativtiy please do comment :) All comments are appreciated :)
It was zoology paper today and may I tell you that it went fantastical!!!! :D Finally the easiest English on Monday and the sweet smell of freedom :D
I have sooo much to do here, lol...drawings and wallies are on top of the list, lets see :D
Stolen form artistcilla:
~VAMPIRE~
[x] You rather be pale than tan.
[x] You like to eat or drink red things.
[ ] You're lustful/sexual.
[ ] When you're kissing someone, you tend to bite them.
[ ] You're dark, mysterious, and seductive.
[x] You've tasted your own blood before and liked it.
[x] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak.
[ ] You're graceful, light, AND can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[ ] You're more active at night.
Total: 4
~INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS~
[ ] You're incredibly lustful/sexual.
[ ] Sex is almost always on your mind.
[ ] You could make someone fall completely in love with you by merely kissing them
[ ] You burn through lovers quickly.
[ ] If your best friend had a lover that appealed to you, you'd gladly do anything you could to take them from your friend and not feel guilty about doing so.
[ ] You can make love with someone and drop them in the same breath.
[ ] If you don't "feed" your lust, you go insane.
[x] You have strong/long nails.
[ ] You could get nearly anyone you want.
[ ] You tend to be the dominate one in a relationship.
Total: 1
~WEREWOLF~
[x] You have a bad temper.
[x] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
[x] You love the moon.
[x] You're very loyal.
[x] If you love someone, you'll do whatever you possibly can to protect them.
[ ] You would go on a devastated rampage should your lover be harmed in any way.
[ ] You like dogs.
[ ] You're fairly sturdy in stature.
[x] You're either a good leader or a solitary person.(solitary)
[ ] You have a hard time controlling yourself half of the time.
Total: 6
~NEKO(half-cat)/WERECAT~
[x] You love cats.
[ ] You're light and agile.
[ ] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[ ] You like gymnastics.
[x] You love to eat seafood.
[x] You're affectionate and cozy.
[x] If someone is able to sneak up on you and startle you, you nearly leap out of your skin or swat at them.
[ ] You like yarn.
[ ] You like chasing things.
[ ] You're an excellent hunter.
Total: 4
~ZOMBIE~
[ ] You're an outcast.
[ ] You feel as if you're not truly alive.
[ ] You'll moan when you're hurt rather than scream and cry.
[x] You tend to zone out.
[x] You don't feel very smart.
[ ] You like worms.
[x] You like taking things slowly.
[x] You like odd foods.
[x] You prefer to suffer in silence.
[x] You don't get much sleep.
Total: 6
~GHOST/PHANTOM~
[ ] You're invisible.
[ ] You have an oddly eerie presence.
[ ] You can send chills down a person's spine just by looking at them.
[ ] You have messy hair that is partially/completely in your face.
[x] You're incredibly gentle.
[x] You're very shy around someone you find attractive. (all the time)
[x] You tend to simply disappear when no one's looking.
[ ] You enjoy scaring people.
[ ] You like the indoors.
[x] You are deeply connected to the ones you love no matter what happens.
Total: 4
~GHOUL~
[x] You will eat just about anything.
[ ] You like to attack people verbally or physically.
[ ] You are thrilled if you can make someone bleed.
[ ] If you were with someone,you wouldn't care if you hurt them as long as you're getting what you want out of them.
[ ] You like stalking people.
[ ] You find it fun to crawl into tight, small, cramped, dirty spaces.
[x] You get hungry easily.
[ ] You like torture.
[ ] You live to hurt people.
[ ] You like the idea of being insane.
Total: 2
~WITCH~
[ ] You're into Wicca/paganism.
[ ] You like magical objects.
[ ] You believe in magic/can perform it.
[ ] You perform odd rituals on a daily basis.
[ ] People find you intolerably cruel.
[ ] You enjoy manipulating people.
[ ] You feel deeply in touch with nature and hate industrialization.
[ ] You love black cats.
[ ] You practice voodoo.
[x] You tend to laugh hysterically while picking on someone you find attractive.
Total: 1
~SHAPESHIFTER~
[x] You have different personalities.
[ ] Your style could change from Goth to preppy in the same second.
[ ] You're fickle.
[ ] You have more than one lover
[x] You're unpredictable.
[ ] You would change yourself entirely to fit in/get a date.
[x] You are fond of many different things.
[x] You can easily get out of trouble by changing your demeanor.
[ ] You often say one thing and mean another.
[ ] You like to leave your clothes on the floor after taking them off.
Total: 4
~DEMON~
[x] You have a very bad temper.
[ ] You're usually angry.
[ ] You have to make other people miserable with every breath that you take.
[ ] You worship Satan.
[ ] You like pentagrams.
[ ] You love to mess with people's heads.
[ ] You could do just about anything bad to someone and feel proud.
[ ] You laugh when other people are hurt.
[ ] Physically harming someone turns you on.
[ ] You respond to an insult by viciously attacking the other person.
Total: 1
~ANGEL~
[x] You're a good person.
[x] You take care with everything you do.
[x] You can be extremely serious.
[ ] You're gentle and kind to even your worst enemies.
[x] You cannot hold a grudge against anyone.
[x] You would gladly endure anything for the sake of the ones you love.
[ ] People see you as being very pure.
[x] You are obedient and follow rules without question.
[x] You love God.
Total: 7
~FAERIE/ELF~
[ ] You enchant people.
[ ] You like organic things.
[x] You're almost always smiling.
[x] You love the world around you.
[ ] You get attached to animals easily.
[ ] You're a walking-talking chick-flick/prince charming.
[x] You fall in love easily.
[x] You have a very bright/bubbly/friendly personality.
[ ] You don't HATE anyone.
[x] You like long hair.
Total: 6
Lol, I'm an angel :D
