It's always like that when you start something new, you have to make yourself go whether you like it or not. It's called self discipline, you have to commit yourself to do it. You already told the people you would go. I don't know why you don't want to be there. I thought you were happy about it.
I hate ramen...ugh I don't like it. Too fattening and artifical. I like homemade chicken soup a lot. It's tasty, but I guess Campbells is okay too. Limes are always cheap. No matter what country you go to lol, they will always be the same. WHY!? I don't even like limes that much. They don't taste as great as a lemon. But...I'm not a big fan of citrus XP I don't like it and it hurts my stomach.
I don't think anything is happening for Halloween. I don't even want to spend money on a costume. I don't like scary movies...I dunno. Nothing lol.
hahahaha, that's so sweet^-^ I would like to think that I do! I agree, i don't think I sound bad really since people tell me i'm not but I don't want to be judged sort of either.
Or it's like here. I THINK THAT SORT OF TOO! I think I'm kinda people than other people, not always but this year perhaps yes. And I want too sing to see what people think and then I don't...like i'll be worse than I thought ot something. I don't know. ^-^ I sometimes really feel like i can do it, but I just can't. Once I tried to sing again infront of my choir teacher like I did when I first tried out for colla voce(select choir) way back in 8th grade I had to to look a way and I was still nervous. Doing it for my choir, and then for a concert with all those people!! UGH! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLL no. I want to but I really can't. It's frustrating really. But hey, it's a curse.
Yes, I think I will be very awesome in my sexy queen of hearts costume and with the makeup I am gonna do as well! See i'm going to make a heart with red eyeshadow and eyeliner around my entire left eye! SHOULD BE AWESOME, then red lips and such too of course^-^ I also found this awesome necklace that is wire wraped around a heart shaped piece of metal, so it's like 3-D...you know? But yes, I hope I look awesome. Let's just hope my friend's ex-boyfriend, whom I hate with a passion, doesn't come or at least stays away from me. For his own good ;D Oh I hate that guy! But once I get some good pics I will definately show you! I also really need some new ones for my facebook, I keep revolving around ones from my vacation and I keep wearing the same freakin shirt. It's weird 0,o I have my own ideals of sexy as well. I am very particular really^-^ The guy I like of course, though he would be a bit of an exception. But emo type guys, thin sort of lean muscle look with darker hair that's "emo/punk styled"(though some red heads aren't bad^-^) and green or blue eyes. ^-^ However the guy I like has brown ones.
Yeah...fish and me aren't friends. I do think I told you that? Sigh, have fun in class though!!
i saw it up this time but I didnt know you put up one before. Sorry, right now i'm writing my third chapter, ha ha. I havent commented on any new updates so far.
Dont worry though I will be arriving at yours as soon as i finish this chapter, which is almost done...i hope! XD!!
It's too good of an offer to pass up! I think your mind just goes to crazy mode because it wants to savor the taste and is not used to getting so much at a time.
Always happens to my family when we get decent food in the fridge, XD!!
Aw! I want to hear you sing! I can imagine you sounding very beautiful. I dont really think that I sound bad since I have heard so much other people tell me that I sound great and have a ton of potential, so it's not so much that I'm going to sound bad when I sing but I'm just afraid of what everyone's going to think of me when I do sing. I dont like being judged...AT ALL! I'm like traumatized from my father about that.
I would love to do solos! If I had enough courage for them, I sometimes think that I sing better than the rest which is strange because I cant even sing infront of people and still think that I'm better, pfft! Now that just sounds super confusing, ha ha ha.
I would totally love to see lots of pictures of you! You are going to look so goolish and sexy at the same time, jk! My idea of sexy is...totally far off than what NORMAL people would call sexy. ha ha ha. like I think sexy and beautiful is a guy with a beak nose and strong facial features..and very white and skinny, mreow! My dream man, ha ha ha.
You dont like fish!? I love fish!! But I think you told me this before, eep! AAAGH! I'm gotta go, thought I could respond to everything before class started but sheesh time goes by fast, ha ha ha.
Desprete? Or desperate? I don't really cosplay at all, so you can't say it's desperate... I don't even want to cosplay, but my friend asked me to, and I'm just debating. =}
Mmm ramen :D I used to practically live on instant noodles because they were cheap. I try to stock up when I go to Liverpool, they have loads of tasty varieties that sound like the ones you mentioned, like spicy seafood flavour, or miso soup flavour. My favourite comes with a little packet of seaweed to sprinkle on top ^^
My mum was never into Halloween, for reasons similar to what you said about your mum, so as a result we never celebrated when I was a kid. Halloween was just a time for other kids to knock at our door and eat MY sweets >.< I was rather irritated XD
AGH!! You are so lucky! I'd probably go so crazy ...normally when I used to go trick or treating I would eat all the candy in one week! I like...had no restraints or something, bak!
Why is it that old people always give out the most candy? Nothing better to spend it on this time of year I suppose, ha ha ha.
Where I go trick or treating, in my friends neighborhood, its just a bunch of old people and like zero kids so the people in the houses give like half their stock.
It's amazing.
Ahh yes yes, i'm like that a lot too sometimes...although I really hate to be pestered so it's sort of well yeah ^-^
Oh yeah, I love singing to myself, I have annoying performance anxiety...so even though I would like to go for solos and stuff I just can't! Plus i don't think i'm that great eventhough people tell me I am. I really need to try and record a good thing of my singing since I have a mic now! I know what you umean about recording yourself...I always hated it when I tried to on my webcam or a camera, but I think the mic makes me sound more like me I guess. It's just weird to hear yourself. 0,o
Oh! That makes more sense...though I still think ugh. I understand what you mean about japanese wannabes. Like I enjoy japanese culture and whatnot but i don't want ot be japanese, in fact I really don't like most japanese foods at all! Fish is just NOT someting I eat! But rice I heart because we get chinese and rice is goodness and WOO! I like foodies. Sorreh...I am hungry right now.
Yeah it all depends on the people or cult or particular demon or whatever. That is just what I know, mostly practiced now in Haiti I think...the day of the dead. Nod Nod. That sounds like an interesting thing to do, but I bet your mom had a hard time with it. WOO! I hope you have fun with your boyfriend!!
Oh I do! I need to get a good pic indeed^-^ I have a cool costume but I also am going to do funky makeup! This will be an interesting party to go too, since most of my friend's friends are her age or a little younger or a tad older and she's 15 going on 16. So it will be a time to remember ^-^ Usually I wouldn't do anything at all, or like one year when my mom was sick I put on a dress and darkened my eyes a lot and was a Lady in White while giving out candy.
See I´m not like that at all! I´m the one who always thinks that I´m going to finish and say I´ll finish something but never do! I´ve been that way all my life, maybe it´s because I just expect someone to back me up or force me to do something. It´s the way I was raised I suppose. Or I dont know.
Singing makes me really happy to, but only when I´m alone and not nervous. It´s not like I havent been in a choir before. I dont even remember how I even got into the last one! Ack, to be honest I have no idea what my own voice sounds like but everyone always says its good. I´m just too afraid to record it and hear it for myself.
Well you dont put the limes in there...you put the juice from the limes in. I like my ramen spicy and delecious with chili sauce and limes! Yummy, it´s kind of like a shrimp cocktail! ha ha ha. But very spicy and hot! I personally didnt start eating ramen because of the japanese fad about it, but more because it´s cheap and easy to make! I think people who just eat it because it´s japanese are kind of wannabes.
Yeah there isnt really a prooven date of when people worship the devil but most of the time it´s on halloween. Or something, I dont know my mom knows ALOT about satan worshipers, she used to work with them on trying to get out of cults and what not. But still, it´s not like I´m going to be doing any of that stuff. I´m just going to the theatres with my boyfriend! ha ha ha.
And oh! About your costume you totally have to show me a picture! I want to see you all dressed up and sexy like, that´ll be sooo cool! I´m probably not going to be dressed up as anything special, mainly because I cant afford it but you know...nothing really to dress up for.
Yeah, I would imagine there would be a lot of cosplayers coming out, but most of the time there isnt! It´ll be kind of interesting to see your friend dressed, well...are you expecting the costume to be a good one? Or just...a desprete attempt? ha ha ha ha, the desprete ones are hilarious!
Yes limes are fruit, I have my ramen with like 2 limes and chili sauce...ack! You probably wouldnt like it. I was drinking the juice and I even chocked, ha ha ha. Spicy!
ha ha ha, how often do you hear someone say that so commonly!? ¨Oh, i´m just going to be a murder victim this year¨ ha ha ha. That´s hilarious!
I kind of figured you´d do something so adorably cute like trick or treating. It´s so like you! Trick or treating isnt that popular over here. ha ha ha, it´s only for little kids and it´s done like at five o clock pm! ha ha ha.
I hope you have fun! You should like go around terrozing people for there candy.
The Itsufer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/05/09 | Reply
I think choir just seems very out of your comfort zone, it's probably something you will have to get used to^-^ But I'm sure you'll enjoy it! I love choir! Singing is something that makes me happy. I sort of understand what you mean though. I am like that A LOT! Like I do want to do something but then I sort of don't, but usually once I get to it I don't stop until I finish it or whatever :D
Sorreh about being napped ans such, I HATE to be nagged about things :P At least you got some sleep and had a little time with your boyfriend. I like sleep...sleep is nice......sssllleeeeeeeeepppppp.... 0,o
Ramen...I know so much about it and love anime/manga and japanese culture and yet I have NEVER had ramen before. GASP, I know. I really should have some at some point. Limes are a fruit I think? Ayways, I personally don't see the goodness of putting the limes with your ramen but hey everyone has their tastes^-^ WOO! FOR TASTE BUDS!! (which really have very little to do with taste at all anyways ;D) Mine are evil and have love for very little....I think I have a defective brain or something 0.o
Ahh halloween. Generally I would probably do nothing...just be at home with my mother and watch awesome ghost hunting shows ^-^ while answering the door to give candy to strangers. But this year my friend Mero is having her birthday party halloween themed, so I have a costume and everything! I am a Queen of Hearts chick from Alice in Wonderland. Although my costume is little sexier than the original ;D The movie thing sounds like fun, you should try to go! Ahh the evil is false. There is really nothing different about the day at all...it just so happens that around that time some cultures would celebrate their dead. And then people started taking up the idea. There is not really any relation to the devil or whatever, though I guess that might depend on which culture you look at? But yes yes^-^
Maybe you'll get used to the choir... Like you do when you hate a class. XD
Has lime always been that cheap? O_O
Ohh, you eat ramen, too! ^o^ But I don't know how the way you eat it would tasate... I think lime is a fruit... I think...
For Halloween, you should enter my fan art challenge. XP Lol. Nah, you should go out and have fun, but be safe.
As for me, I hope to go out... My friend wants me to cosplay as C.C. from Code Gaeass, but I don't know... We'll see. ^^
Hey. Everyone's tired, lazy and busy these days. I guess it's the latest trend among us art-inclined fellows. My plans are pretty simple for Halloween. TRICKER TREAT WITH MY BUDDAYS. I plan to go as a murder victim this year. Should be interesting.
Teapot Domescam
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/07/09 | Reply
It's always like that when you start something new, you have to make yourself go whether you like it or not. It's called self discipline, you have to commit yourself to do it. You already told the people you would go. I don't know why you don't want to be there. I thought you were happy about it.
I hate ramen...ugh I don't like it. Too fattening and artifical. I like homemade chicken soup a lot. It's tasty, but I guess Campbells is okay too. Limes are always cheap. No matter what country you go to lol, they will always be the same. WHY!? I don't even like limes that much. They don't taste as great as a lemon. But...I'm not a big fan of citrus XP I don't like it and it hurts my stomach.
I don't think anything is happening for Halloween. I don't even want to spend money on a costume. I don't like scary movies...I dunno. Nothing lol.
XOXO
itsumademo
The Itsufer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/09 | Reply
@AvariceTears:
hahahaha, that's so sweet^-^ I would like to think that I do! I agree, i don't think I sound bad really since people tell me i'm not but I don't want to be judged sort of either.
Or it's like here. I THINK THAT SORT OF TOO! I think I'm kinda people than other people, not always but this year perhaps yes. And I want too sing to see what people think and then I don't...like i'll be worse than I thought ot something. I don't know. ^-^ I sometimes really feel like i can do it, but I just can't. Once I tried to sing again infront of my choir teacher like I did when I first tried out for colla voce(select choir) way back in 8th grade I had to to look a way and I was still nervous. Doing it for my choir, and then for a concert with all those people!! UGH! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLL no. I want to but I really can't. It's frustrating really. But hey, it's a curse.
Yes, I think I will be very awesome in my sexy queen of hearts costume and with the makeup I am gonna do as well! See i'm going to make a heart with red eyeshadow and eyeliner around my entire left eye! SHOULD BE AWESOME, then red lips and such too of course^-^ I also found this awesome necklace that is wire wraped around a heart shaped piece of metal, so it's like 3-D...you know? But yes, I hope I look awesome. Let's just hope my friend's ex-boyfriend, whom I hate with a passion, doesn't come or at least stays away from me. For his own good ;D Oh I hate that guy! But once I get some good pics I will definately show you! I also really need some new ones for my facebook, I keep revolving around ones from my vacation and I keep wearing the same freakin shirt. It's weird 0,o I have my own ideals of sexy as well. I am very particular really^-^ The guy I like of course, though he would be a bit of an exception. But emo type guys, thin sort of lean muscle look with darker hair that's "emo/punk styled"(though some red heads aren't bad^-^) and green or blue eyes. ^-^ However the guy I like has brown ones.
Yeah...fish and me aren't friends. I do think I told you that? Sigh, have fun in class though!!
AvariceTears
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/07/09 | Reply
@Sensei Ryuu:
i saw it up this time but I didnt know you put up one before. Sorry, right now i'm writing my third chapter, ha ha. I havent commented on any new updates so far.
Dont worry though I will be arriving at yours as soon as i finish this chapter, which is almost done...i hope! XD!!
-Avarice-
Sensei Ryuu
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/07/09 | Reply
@AvariceTears:
Lol, yeah. How come no one has commented on my art the lasst two times.
AvariceTears
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/07/09 | Reply
@Sensei Ryuu:
It's too good of an offer to pass up! I think your mind just goes to crazy mode because it wants to savor the taste and is not used to getting so much at a time.
Always happens to my family when we get decent food in the fridge, XD!!
-Avarice-
AvariceTears
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/07/09 | Reply
@itsumademo:
Aw! I want to hear you sing! I can imagine you sounding very beautiful. I dont really think that I sound bad since I have heard so much other people tell me that I sound great and have a ton of potential, so it's not so much that I'm going to sound bad when I sing but I'm just afraid of what everyone's going to think of me when I do sing. I dont like being judged...AT ALL! I'm like traumatized from my father about that.
I would love to do solos! If I had enough courage for them, I sometimes think that I sing better than the rest which is strange because I cant even sing infront of people and still think that I'm better, pfft! Now that just sounds super confusing, ha ha ha.
I would totally love to see lots of pictures of you! You are going to look so goolish and sexy at the same time, jk! My idea of sexy is...totally far off than what NORMAL people would call sexy. ha ha ha. like I think sexy and beautiful is a guy with a beak nose and strong facial features..and very white and skinny, mreow! My dream man, ha ha ha.
You dont like fish!? I love fish!! But I think you told me this before, eep! AAAGH! I'm gotta go, thought I could respond to everything before class started but sheesh time goes by fast, ha ha ha.
-Avarice-
Sensei Ryuu
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@AvariceTears:
Same here! Parents are always tellin us to not eat that much candy but as soon as they're gone half of the pack is gone, lol.
saekimidori
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@AvariceTears:
Desprete? Or desperate? I don't really cosplay at all, so you can't say it's desperate... I don't even want to cosplay, but my friend asked me to, and I'm just debating. =}
Kaerlyn
Tea pixie (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
Mmm ramen :D I used to practically live on instant noodles because they were cheap. I try to stock up when I go to Liverpool, they have loads of tasty varieties that sound like the ones you mentioned, like spicy seafood flavour, or miso soup flavour. My favourite comes with a little packet of seaweed to sprinkle on top ^^
My mum was never into Halloween, for reasons similar to what you said about your mum, so as a result we never celebrated when I was a kid. Halloween was just a time for other kids to knock at our door and eat MY sweets >.< I was rather irritated XD
AvariceTears
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@Sensei Ryuu:
AGH!! You are so lucky! I'd probably go so crazy ...normally when I used to go trick or treating I would eat all the candy in one week! I like...had no restraints or something, bak!
Why is it that old people always give out the most candy? Nothing better to spend it on this time of year I suppose, ha ha ha.
-Avarice-
Sensei Ryuu
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@AvariceTears:
Where I go trick or treating, in my friends neighborhood, its just a bunch of old people and like zero kids so the people in the houses give like half their stock.
It's amazing.
itsumademo
The Itsufer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@AvariceTears:
Ahh yes yes, i'm like that a lot too sometimes...although I really hate to be pestered so it's sort of well yeah ^-^
Oh yeah, I love singing to myself, I have annoying performance anxiety...so even though I would like to go for solos and stuff I just can't! Plus i don't think i'm that great eventhough people tell me I am. I really need to try and record a good thing of my singing since I have a mic now! I know what you umean about recording yourself...I always hated it when I tried to on my webcam or a camera, but I think the mic makes me sound more like me I guess. It's just weird to hear yourself. 0,o
Oh! That makes more sense...though I still think ugh. I understand what you mean about japanese wannabes. Like I enjoy japanese culture and whatnot but i don't want ot be japanese, in fact I really don't like most japanese foods at all! Fish is just NOT someting I eat! But rice I heart because we get chinese and rice is goodness and WOO! I like foodies. Sorreh...I am hungry right now.
Yeah it all depends on the people or cult or particular demon or whatever. That is just what I know, mostly practiced now in Haiti I think...the day of the dead. Nod Nod. That sounds like an interesting thing to do, but I bet your mom had a hard time with it. WOO! I hope you have fun with your boyfriend!!
Oh I do! I need to get a good pic indeed^-^ I have a cool costume but I also am going to do funky makeup! This will be an interesting party to go too, since most of my friend's friends are her age or a little younger or a tad older and she's 15 going on 16. So it will be a time to remember ^-^ Usually I wouldn't do anything at all, or like one year when my mom was sick I put on a dress and darkened my eyes a lot and was a Lady in White while giving out candy.
AvariceTears
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@itsumademo:
See I´m not like that at all! I´m the one who always thinks that I´m going to finish and say I´ll finish something but never do! I´ve been that way all my life, maybe it´s because I just expect someone to back me up or force me to do something. It´s the way I was raised I suppose. Or I dont know.
Singing makes me really happy to, but only when I´m alone and not nervous. It´s not like I havent been in a choir before. I dont even remember how I even got into the last one! Ack, to be honest I have no idea what my own voice sounds like but everyone always says its good. I´m just too afraid to record it and hear it for myself.
Well you dont put the limes in there...you put the juice from the limes in. I like my ramen spicy and delecious with chili sauce and limes! Yummy, it´s kind of like a shrimp cocktail! ha ha ha. But very spicy and hot! I personally didnt start eating ramen because of the japanese fad about it, but more because it´s cheap and easy to make! I think people who just eat it because it´s japanese are kind of wannabes.
Yeah there isnt really a prooven date of when people worship the devil but most of the time it´s on halloween. Or something, I dont know my mom knows ALOT about satan worshipers, she used to work with them on trying to get out of cults and what not. But still, it´s not like I´m going to be doing any of that stuff. I´m just going to the theatres with my boyfriend! ha ha ha.
And oh! About your costume you totally have to show me a picture! I want to see you all dressed up and sexy like, that´ll be sooo cool! I´m probably not going to be dressed up as anything special, mainly because I cant afford it but you know...nothing really to dress up for.
-Avarice-
AvariceTears
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@saekimidori:
Yeah, I would imagine there would be a lot of cosplayers coming out, but most of the time there isnt! It´ll be kind of interesting to see your friend dressed, well...are you expecting the costume to be a good one? Or just...a desprete attempt? ha ha ha ha, the desprete ones are hilarious!
Yes limes are fruit, I have my ramen with like 2 limes and chili sauce...ack! You probably wouldnt like it. I was drinking the juice and I even chocked, ha ha ha. Spicy!
-Avarice-
AvariceTears
Senior Otaku | Posted 10/06/09 | Reply
@Sensei Ryuu:
ha ha ha, how often do you hear someone say that so commonly!? ¨Oh, i´m just going to be a murder victim this year¨ ha ha ha. That´s hilarious!
I kind of figured you´d do something so adorably cute like trick or treating. It´s so like you! Trick or treating isnt that popular over here. ha ha ha, it´s only for little kids and it´s done like at five o clock pm! ha ha ha.
I hope you have fun! You should like go around terrozing people for there candy.
-Avarice-
itsumademo
The Itsufer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/05/09 | Reply
I think choir just seems very out of your comfort zone, it's probably something you will have to get used to^-^ But I'm sure you'll enjoy it! I love choir! Singing is something that makes me happy. I sort of understand what you mean though. I am like that A LOT! Like I do want to do something but then I sort of don't, but usually once I get to it I don't stop until I finish it or whatever :D
Sorreh about being napped ans such, I HATE to be nagged about things :P At least you got some sleep and had a little time with your boyfriend. I like sleep...sleep is nice......sssllleeeeeeeeepppppp.... 0,o
Ramen...I know so much about it and love anime/manga and japanese culture and yet I have NEVER had ramen before. GASP, I know. I really should have some at some point. Limes are a fruit I think? Ayways, I personally don't see the goodness of putting the limes with your ramen but hey everyone has their tastes^-^ WOO! FOR TASTE BUDS!! (which really have very little to do with taste at all anyways ;D) Mine are evil and have love for very little....I think I have a defective brain or something 0.o
Ahh halloween. Generally I would probably do nothing...just be at home with my mother and watch awesome ghost hunting shows ^-^ while answering the door to give candy to strangers. But this year my friend Mero is having her birthday party halloween themed, so I have a costume and everything! I am a Queen of Hearts chick from Alice in Wonderland. Although my costume is little sexier than the original ;D The movie thing sounds like fun, you should try to go! Ahh the evil is false. There is really nothing different about the day at all...it just so happens that around that time some cultures would celebrate their dead. And then people started taking up the idea. There is not really any relation to the devil or whatever, though I guess that might depend on which culture you look at? But yes yes^-^
hehe, rambling ^-^
saekimidori
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/05/09 | Reply
Maybe you'll get used to the choir... Like you do when you hate a class. XD
Has lime always been that cheap? O_O
Ohh, you eat ramen, too! ^o^ But I don't know how the way you eat it would tasate... I think lime is a fruit... I think...
For Halloween, you should enter my fan art challenge. XP Lol. Nah, you should go out and have fun, but be safe.
As for me, I hope to go out... My friend wants me to cosplay as C.C. from Code Gaeass, but I don't know... We'll see. ^^
zero guardian
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/05/09 | Reply
gah, I know how that feels
I have been so busy lately that I cant wait to be at home and be lazy on Wensday lol
I love oriental flavor ramen, NOM
I am going as a 50's poodle skirt girl, except instead of a poodle, Im gonna have a panda on the skirt*squee*
and I am gonna have a bowling jacket
Sensei Ryuu
Otaku Eternal | Posted 10/05/09 | Reply
Hey. Everyone's tired, lazy and busy these days. I guess it's the latest trend among us art-inclined fellows. My plans are pretty simple for Halloween. TRICKER TREAT WITH MY BUDDAYS. I plan to go as a murder victim this year. Should be interesting.
Hum ho.
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