Apathetic Obessiveness

Name(s): Sophia Perry, Sagesse Poirier, Tofu(?), Soap, Wolfy, Chie-chan, Shadow Lurker, Phi(phi)-chan, Miss Batty(?), Lurker, Shadow Voice, Chibichimi-chan
Blood type: Unknown
Sign: Taurus
Year of the Rooster

I IS MAD HATTERESS

Torn, torn between love and duty.
Between hatred and friendship.
The choice, the choice is always the conflict.
And dreams come true the way you never want them to!

This is me. This is you, reading a box that is supposed to tell about me. But it doesn't. And that's okay. I like it better that way.

C'est moi. C'est vous, qui lit un boit qu'est suppos� � vous dire de moi. Mais il ne le fait pas. Et c'est bien. Je l'aime cet moyen.

Current Residence: Wonderland
Interests: manga, anime, wolves, metal, drawing, screwing around, being annoying
Favourite movie: Balto.
Favourite band or musician: Brian "Head" Welch and Trent Reznor
Favourite genre of music: industrial metal and nu grunge
Favourite artist: ummmm. i like flowy styles, that is like, magic, y'know?
Favourite poet or writer: Ted Dekker, Anne Rice, and Holly Black
Favourite style of art: drawing
Operating System: MACINTOSH!!!!!
Favourite game: Pokemon XD and any fantasy RP games, + mah fav animes
Favourite cartoon character: TR!!! and Nekozawa senpai
Personal Quote: ...And fairytales come true the way you never want them to!Tools of the Trade: pencil. pen.
Email: [email protected]

Created By wolfshadowlurker

Dark Nightmare

I don't know if these were just ordinary dreams, or rather nightmares, that happened just few months ago but all I know is that it's really terrifying.

The first dream was about me, entering the Physical Education class at Ateneo de Davao University held in the pavilion. It was morning, first class of the day and I seem to be late since the professor was already discussing about "not doing something" (Oh damn I forgot and I know it's an important message. I should have written this dream after it happened). While I was about to squat, the language of the professor altered. A language which I don't know, somehow like chanting a spell. Everything turned white with some sparkles and I felt the my real body couldn’t move no matter how I hard try. I was scared since the voice was like a devil's and I knew something weird is happening to my real body while my eyes are closed. I was already awake but I couldn't open my eyes or move my body. I could still hear the chanting but trying to break away from a kind of spell. Then I tried to calm myself down and asked for God's help since I still want to live, for Christ's sake!! Then little by little, the chanting faded out and I tried to open my eyes slowly but I still couldn't move my body. I felt that the one chanting was still in the room and I could still hear the echo but I tried to have more courage and so as to move my hand. When I did, my whole body could also move and somehow thanked God. It was really tiring so I went back to sleep.

The next which happened few months after the first and the experience was a bit shorter since I was already expecting that it would happen again so I built more courage this time. The dream's setting was in my sister's room. I was lying on her bed while we were watching a comedy show. We were laughing and all then suddenly the TV went crazy and a devil's face appeared, chanting some kind of spell like the dream before. I turned my head away from the TV then the voice paralyzed my whole body and at the same time, I opened my eyes. I couldn't move but was trying to. The devil was talking to me as if he was telling me that he'll take my soul out and laughed out loud. And at the same time, some kind of cat's pupil appeared on my right eye and a devil's laughing face on my left, both with blinking colors violet, green, blue and yellow (as I could remember). I wasn't that scared so I replied to the devil, "Bastard! Only God could scare me!" and I gave it a headbutt twice in a row. Then it disappeared and I could already move my body.

When I told my friend about this, we knew it wasn't ordinary. We thought it was something possessing me so we searched on the net and found out that some people also experienced it but the only difference is that they didn't experience the chanting, the blinking vision of the devil. Some said that it was an astral projection (spiritual) and most said it was sleep paralysis (scientific). Possession, astral projection or sleep paralysis - it didn't really matter to me which one is true since anything could be possible. All I know is that it happened and probably, it will again..

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