I'm glad you went, but not because i don't want to deal with your depression.

and yeah, you did worry me, i was crying a lot last night and just praying that God would keep you safe. i got it in my mind for a couple minutes that i was gonna drive over to your house no matter what my mom said, and i didn't give a shit that it was midnight and all, but then you said you would be safe, so i didn't.

thank you for posting so that i know you're still alive.

sorry about the strip search, that's uber awkward turtle right there.

but a week out of your life is good, right? just a week to settle down and not have to deal with people is good. i could use one 'a those...

but i love you so so so so much, so much and forever, and i'm never saying the word 'bye' to you again! got it?! call me when you get the chance. i'll be at a wedding Friday night, but i'm here during the days.

btw, out of curiosity, can you see visitors?

i love you and will never stop praying for you (and know that when i say that, i'm actually gonna do it, i'm not just saying it) and when we live together i'm gonna stuff your room full of rainbows and cotton candy and puppies and hire a comedian to tell you jokes around the clock to make sure you smile at least once everyday, k? k.

i'll seee you later 'panda.