*twitches from 'bullshit comment' complaint* sorry if I leave you bullshit comments, i really don't mean too... and when i finally get internet on my laptop then i'll be able to comment here a hell of a lot more, and with more detail.

i'm really sorry you're feeling so bad, i wish i had noticed today. i suck sometimes. and i'm sorry for that. we haven't had a good long hug in a while come to think of it. how about tomorrow, yes? big long hug that will make people stare at us, how does that sound?

and life sucks flying monkey butts sometimes. well actually, rather often. things always can get worse, and i don't really have any advice or encouragement there. that's just the nature of life. but you gotta hold on, my koishii, be strong, because people here love you, believe it or not.

and you can deny it all you want, but you know i don't lie. you ARE loved, and if you need a shoulder to cry on or an arm to hit or a boob to poke, you know i will ALWAYS be here for you. i will never judge you or ask you to change because i love you the way you are. you can tell me anything and trust me with everything.

from now on i will try my very hardest to pay more attention to how you are feeling when i see you in the hallway. and when school is over, you're gonna be camping out at my house at least once a week. and we'll be emailing everyday. got it?

hold on apanda, be strong, you WILL make it through this, alright? i love you way more than life itself.

~Your Forever Friend