Yeah...I know exactly what you mean.

I've had...four beta fish, I think? I haven't tried to raise one for a few years now, 'cause I always did something that probably helped with their deaths :( But anyway, I kind of moourned them all...even though one old fish with tattered up fins only lasted one night. I'd felt sorry for it so I bought it, but...I guess it was at the end of it's rope anyway

They are one of the most awesome fish ever! And so pretty...

This is beautiful art work. Good job. :)

I'm so sorry about Rudolph. *hug* It's not silly at all. He was a part of your family and it isn't silly to be sad about a family member passing.
On a lighter note, the drawing is beautiful and looks a lot like a beta fish. :)