You Don't Know Me or Who I am
dedicated to: Lidia and Katie
you think you know how I roll
you think you know what I think
you think you know how I feel
you think you know who I am
well I'm not what you think
and I know what I think not you
I know how I feel and I know who
I am at heart
you think I'm a toy
you think I'm a pawn
you think I'm a faker
you think I'm a liar
I am my own leader no matter
what you say I use myself for
my needs and I honestly only lie
when I need to
you think you know everything i am
but what you don't notice is yourself
you kiss up to people and you play
cruel games with them, you lie to people
just to get what you want and you abuse
the ones who trust you by spilling secrets
and telling lies
before you try to say who I am
you should think about who you are first
whats gone?what is left?
what is special in something
so broken? what is worth looking for?
am i worth it? is it worth asking out someone?
is it worth gettin heart broken? is it worth even
breaking?
will anything change?will those who hate me
leave me alone? will things get better? will
anyone every save me?
shall i live? shall i die?
shall i breath? shall i leave?
please tell me...whats missing?
You & Me
by:saekimidori
Unseperable, like a pigeon from its child; a bear to its cave in winter
Won't you leave me, I hope so not
In the winds of love, I smell the wondrous cologne of your frame
That natural scent, oh so great
If even one day,
Will you miss me, if I am gone
Will you cry, if I die
Will you run if I return
Will I see you with another
That smile of yours
How sweet and gentle
Do not stop, do not frown
The first step was frightening
The second step was supportive
The third step was warm
Haven't we forgotten something
You and me
What is that to you
I wonder what you are wondering
And I am afraid of what you might say
Unseperable, like peas to its pod; a disk from its slot . . .
Won't you leave me, I wish you had not
In the winds of love, have I lost that smell of your frame
That natural scent, oh now buried beneath soil . . .
Congrats to you!!!
Life is full of stress
and it's full of sweet's
Stress eats at us
until we become nothing and
until we're totally vaporized
Sweets put us on highs that
we don't want to leave and gives
us feelings that we don't want to vanish
So which of these is more greater?
Is one of them greater than the other?
But the real question is...
which can we live without?
tell me what you think, because i think that a lot of my good stuff comes from my depression and sadness.
I know who you are, you
don't know me, but your addicting
I can't quit and i can't give you up
You're sweet whether you know it
or not, you rot my brain, but its
a feeling i like
You're bad for me but i'm
to into it to leave, so think
im crazily obsessed theres no
way i'm goin to rehab now!!
And like drugs your addicting
and you make me high, and like candy
you're sweet and rot my mind