~*~ My Updates ~*~

Hey people, its mewmewlover55, well now MewMew, from myotaku.com :)

A little bit about myself :D

Name: Rachel

Birthday: 1/1/92
Age: 22
Likes: drawing, anime, boys ^_~, photoshop, copic markers, playing the flute and piano, spanish, biology, snow, ice cream
Dislikes: ART THEIVES (u ppl suck lol), obnoxious people, my chemistry class, my little brother, pizza, bad grades, dead copic markers lol

I hope that you guys check out my gallery, i try to draw and update as much as i can
For most of my art i use copic sketch markers, or prisma colored pencils, sometimes i use photoshop but i suck at it lmao.
If u guys like my art i hope you subscribe me, i love making new friends :)

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If you wana talk to me pm me or sumthin

Other accounts of mine:
sheezyart Heavenstar (innactive ^^')
deviantart Shunshuu-tsunami

Created By MewMew

ITS DONE O3O

What i've been working on for like three days.. idk how long it took maybe like 11 hours or something... i'm a bum

i made it for a home test for a school admission process. they required another drawing but i'll post that later i guess lol.

HOPE U GUYS LIKE EEET

~Rachel

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for some reason eating went really well today o- o i dont know why, but it was nice and scary and weird @_@;;

WELL lots of work to do with applications soon.. hopefully i can finish soon... i'm gonna post some artwork that i've had laying around for a little bit lol... here's a few things :D

hope u guys like em ^__^

i'll update sometime soon again, hope everyone is doing well :3

~Rachel

thanks guys ;w;

I really appreciate all your help and comments and stuff ;w; <3 .. it's a hard thing to get over.. it's so annoying but at the same time it's become my life style which isnt good ;. ;

i was on medication for a few years.. and i went off of it late november.. and i was doing well for the rest of november,december, and january.. and then in february things just got bad @_@ i'm debating if i should go back on it or not... i don't want to because of all of the side effects and how it may not be healthy.. but if it helps me eat and function.. then idk.. its such a hard choice... i want to see if i can do it without medication.. it's so confusing i dont know which to choose... if i go to a shrink they'll automatically tell me to go back on meds... so idk what to do.. my parents are pro meds, my boyfriend and his family are against meds... i'm torn between them being both good and bad so idk what to do at the moment @___@;;;

things were a little better with food today... so maybe today was a good day : 3

i'll post more tomorrow about what i did today... but i just wanted to thank everyone for the comments ;w;

help ;_;

Lately i have been having such bad anxiety... I posted a while ago about a problem i had with eating food. Im still very much afraid of eating food because I'll choke on it. I used to be on medication and I've been off of that for about 3.5 months now... I need advice.. I don't know what to do. Im so stressed, I can't eat. I'm scared and depressed ;_;

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SO MANY APPLICATIONS FOR TRANSFERRING A;SDKAFLJASKDF