idk I got bored and decided to do this instead of sleeping. I make good life decisions. And now I'm considering changing my username. I think it's time for bed.
(I am really good at titles and don't let anyone tell you otherwise)
Hey guys! It's been a while since I've written any sort of journal-y post, so I thought I'd let you guys know how I've been!
My first semester as a college student is over. I am 1/8 done with college. AND IT'S A REALLY SAD REALIZATION BECAUSE HOLY CRAP WHERE DID THE TIME GO?! I made some friends, had some fun, and my grades weren't awful. Huzzah! I even managed to not flunk my Economics class. I GOT A B-. A B-. I COULD KISS SOMEONE. I GOT A B ON THE FINAL AND (idk i think i technically had a B- all semester but I was getting D's on all of my tests so it DID NOT COMPUTE??? My professor did some weird weighting, that's for sure...)
My other classes went pretty well, too! I don't think I quite qualify for the Dean's List, but oh well. MAYBE SOMEDAY. Or maybe not. I'm taking Organic Chemistry next semester. /cries
And then there was Christmas. Ahhh, Christmas. It really didn't feel like Christmas this year at my house, but it was fun nonetheless! Since my grandma passed away last year, we ended up having dinner at our house this year and it was just my family and my aunt's family. We played Doc McStuffins Uno for uhhh 3 hours. It was intense. And then I lost Kids Sequence to a 3 year old. MY LIFE. I didn't even let her win. She just kind of did. skdfjl
Gifts this year came more in the form of practical things, like clothing/makeup/toiletries. I did get Persona 4 (PS2 version maaaaan), though, and that's been sucking up time for the past couple of days
is it bad that it stresses me out? because I'm always like I HAVE TO SOCIAL LINK WITH THIS PERSON BUT I HAVE TO GO FIGHT/SAVE THIS PERSON AND WAIT MAYBE I SHOULD SOCIALIZE WITH THIS PERSON BUT THEN I ALSO HAVE TO RAISE MY SKILL STATS AND???? too many obligations, man. But yeah, I'm thankful for what I did get, so! c:
Being around my niece again is odd. She never wants to leave my side which is both really endearing and REALLY ANNOYING. Everyone in my family said she really missed me though and lksjflskj CHILDREN. On the plus side, though, I'm taking her to the movies next week to go see Frozen and I think I'm more excited than she is.
I want(ed??) to get a lot of stuff done this break. I wanted to start rewriting pieces of my novel, wanted to get a start on Reaper's Game, wanted to make some videos, do some art... BUT PRETTY MUCH ALL I'VE DONE SO FAR IS SLEEP AND PLAY ZELDA (guys I've finally almost beaten Ocarina of Time. IT'S BEEN 8+ YEARS) AND PERSONA. I mean I've still got 2 weeks but blagh. (idk i decided that the first week of break would be sleep catchup, second would be LET'S GET UP AT A DECENT TIME and third would be LET'S START PREPARING FOR THAT POTENTIAL 8 AM NEXT SEMESTER GO! so getting up earlier will probably help in the productivity department haha)
ALSO, on an unrelated note, I opened up a You Pick, I Vid on YouTube. For those of you who don't know what that means, it means... exactly what it says on the tin. I pick a song and split it up into different parts, and YOU pick what fandom/pairing/etc I use to fill that part in! You can find it here, and if you'd like to request something, you can leave it in the comments here or on YT. The list of fandoms I can edit with can be found in the information section But if nothing catches your eye, don't feel obligated to request a part because honestly this video is on death row because NONE OF MY SUBSCRIBERS ARE REQUESTING ANYTHING AND I'M LIKE LSKJFLKSJD one step away from deleting it.
Anywho, today I'm going to meet up with some old high school friends (HAHA I HAVEN'T LEFT THE HOUSE IN LIKE 5 DAYS I AM SO SOCIAL), so I should probably go get ready.
Happy New Year!
Dear Secret Santa,
Here is my list to you! I'd literally be okay with anything from it. I gave you a lot of things to choose from, and I'm not that hard to please. Really, if you have any other ideas, I'd even be okay with those!
1) One(+?) of the boys from my white/silver haired boys harem (Because let's face it. I may or may not have a problem. This list doesn't even cover half of it, as these are just my current fave characters)
Riku (Kingdom Hearts)
Komaeda Nagito (Dangan Ronpa 2)
Sion (No. 6)
Joshua (The World Ends With You) (okay his hair is kind of blonde, but-)
2) One(+?) of the boys from my black haired boys harem (ALSO A PROBLEM?)
Vanitas (Kingdom Hearts)
Zack (Final Fantasy VII)
Nezumi (No. 6) (his hair is black in everything but the anime)
Percy (Percy Jackson)
Nico (Percy Jackson)
Hiromi (Kyoukai no Kanata)
3) Female characters that I currently like lots: (has nothing to do with hair color, alas c:)
Nanami Chiaki (Dangan Ronpa 2)
Namine (Kingdom Hearts)
Aqua (Kingdom Hearts)
Mikasa (Attack on Titan)
Mirai (Kyoukai no Kanata)
Ryuko Matoi (Kill la Kill)
Yuna (Final Fantasy X)
Last Order (Index/Railgun) (BONUS POINTS IF YOU DRAW HER AND ACCELERATOR DOING CUTE FATHER/DAUGHTER-Y THINGS but keeping it in character ya dig?)
4) Something Dangan Ronpa related? I've been kind of obsessed with it lately! Favorite characters in the series are Komaeda, Nanami, Souda, Sakura, Togami, Hinata, Matsuda, Kirigiri (and Naegi for good measure because he's a cutie pie) (i also really like some others but they're spoiler-y, so :c)
5) If you've been keeping up with me, you know how into planning my TWEWY rp I've been lately. So drawing Cade, Macy, Eliza, and/or Di (I have no ref of him right now, but one should be coming eventually haha) would be pretty cool!
6) Other OCs of mine that'd be cool are Kasa, Takari, Amara, Ela, and/or Sam.
7) Something festive? Like people decorating a tree or something? idek
i'm roleplaying with myself hELP
edit: i'm going to bed so OLD STUFF HAS BEEN DELETED
But yeah. This definitely happened.
i feel like i'm gonna have to wait to truly test the chat thing when someone else is around to do it with me. especially if i wanna test a battle system and mission/wall system
The main problem i see with it at this point is time zone differences and the fact that a free room only holds 10 people and I HAVE FIVE ACTIVE CHARACTERS FOR THIS THING WTF. BUT, if anyone is interested in the RP being held this way, I'm willing to shell out a few bucks to make the room premium for a while. owo
Doing it this way is tooootally a ripoff of the tumblr one I was in, BUT IT'S A LOT OF FUN THIS WAY AND REALLY INTERACTIVE AND POTENTIALLY BEAUTIFUL AND SDFLKJSDF i just don't know
One part of me really wants to do it this way, but another part really wants to do it with the traditional writing group style AND I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHICH PART IS GOING TO BE THE WINNER.
Thoughts from you guys who were/are interested?
NOTE TO SELF THE ADMIN PASSWORD IS THE SAME AS THE PASSWORD TO THE COMPOSER ACCOUNT
Okay, so I've got some down time right now (meaning everyone in my hall is snoozin or doing homework or watching netflix hm actually yeah they are probably watching netflix) and I decided to give you guys a life update on MY FIRST WEEK AT COLLEGE WHAT
/hears distant whisper in the wind "no one caaaares"
But yeah. SO. The people in my hall are preeeeetty cool. Besides the whole Akioh-being-my-neighbor thing (WHICH IS STILL WEIRD AND I CANNOT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THIS???), I also kind of sort of know two other people in my hall (they went to high schools in my area and were on the academic teams and I spoke to one of them briefly at a match, plus the other was also in marching band and we probably crossed paths many times. Yep.) so yeah that's cool. Also another person and I are pretty sure that we marched in the Disney World parade on the same day. Yup.
IT'S A SMALL WOOOOORLD AFTER ALLLLL~
Orientation was weird. Fun, but weird. If I ever to have an awkward mixer with people ever again i might cry
BUT YO I GOT ME SOME DORM PRIDE NOW. ALL DEM OTHER DORMS AIN'T GOT NOTHIN ON US--
was that another roach WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE TOILET IS SPEWING WATER AGAIN no ac pshaw fans are where it's at etc etc these have been common themes/phrases 'round these parts so far
But yeah! My classes are pretty chill so far. Tomorrow marks a full week of having them. My smallest class has about 15 people, and my largest almost 300. Eep. 3/5 of my classes are big lectures. /sobs i want smaller classes CURSE YOU INTRO COURSES
I've got 14 credits and it's kind of making me feel like a slacker (like i only have one class on Mondays and Fridays and it only meets for 50 minutes in the morning whut) but my Tuesdays and Thursdays are pretty busy. Tuesdays, especially. Classes from 11-6:30 with only about 2 hours worth of breaks. Potentially longer because there might be film screenings Tues nights for my freshman seminar as well ahhhh
SPEAKING OF WHICH YEAH MY FRESHMAN SEMINAR IS ABOUT JAPANESE MONSTERS AND WE GET TO READ MANGA AND WATCH ANIME AND IT IS COMPLETELY OKAY/RELEVANT.
i am excited
although i think i failed my first ever college quiz in there today LESS EXCITEMENT YEAH
but yes i think i managed to make friends with my chem professor because he is letting me borrow a textbook for his class(i think for the semester? if not, just temporarily until i can order one haha BUT STILL)so this makes me happy even though i think i accidentally insulted him when i spoke to him today whoops
And i've also joined the pep band uwu We played at an away game on Saturday and lost but HOT DANG IT WAS ACTUALLY CLOSE FOR A WHILE I also got a sunburn but shhhh
but man we left at 3:30 am AND I HAD TO HIKE ACROSS CAMPUS BY MYSELF BECAUSE MY HALLMATE WHO IS ALSO IN IT LEFT WITHOUT ME that was fun/kind of scary
i also joined a few other clubs but we'll see how many i can actually attend /shakes fist at awkward schedule
But uh yeah I had some other story/stories i wanted to tell but now i've forgotten oops HOPE YOU GUYS ARE DOING WELL AND HAVING FUN WITH LIFE AND STUFF ;w; /waves and skips away to do college-y things
edit: This post was obviously not written by me due to the lack of keysmashes.
There we go. ♥