No, I'm the one who should be sorry. I didn't even look at both sides of the story. I'm actually glad you told me that stuff. And it's good to rant, too. I'm glad you told me exactly how you feel
*stops glaring* Sorry... I went too far.. I've just had too many people trying to get us back together. I don't express everything here because it won't do any good for me or him. All it's going to do is make both of us suffer. I get you're coming from a good place, but, I can't take it anymore. The ex he spoke about had people try to convince me to do something too.... and It's deja vu with this and I freaked. I'm sorry for snapping like that on you, in reality I should have been more constructive.
Okay, then, that's totally understandable. I'll just get my nose out of your business. I won't even ask if we can still be friends because I know that isn't going to happen. Thank you for actually expressing your feelings to me. I am truly sorry for being so damn stupid and not even trying to think of your feelings. I really am sorry. Have a good day.
*glares* You know why I don't take him back? You wanna know why I'm scared coming home? He's throwing a fucking pity party for himself and trying to find a way to get me to be with him. It's pure infatuation. My every guy I date does this, they treat me like shit, remind me that I'm less of a human being, then I get the balls to leave or do something nice for myself, they get pissy, dump me and blame me for the break up. I wish you were living with me and saw how he blamed me for why he broke up with me, why he didn't want to be with me at that time. Oh and did he ever mention how before I even left that he kept saying "if you find someone it's ok, or if I find someone it's ok if they're better for us'??? Did he? NO! And for you to ask me in a comment to talk to him without reading anything I've written.... FUCK YOU!!!!!! You weren't there for shit! You weren't in that house with us while he'd play videogames and I would have a meltdown and fucking pull myself out of suicide attempts! You're not here now seeing me trying to avoid coming to my own home because the phone lines have to be unplugged in fear he might call. I'm pissed off because I've had other people try to look in even while trying to get me to acknowledge him, but they did their fucking research! Oh and if you don't like this fucking response, you can shove it up your ziggy with a wa wa brush! You don't know shit, only his side, oh and did he mention he's a fucking liar? Bet you didn't know that he likes to neglect people for days knowing that they're sobbing for him to just acknowledge him. Bet you also didn't know that I moved across the country for him and all he did was ignore me and tell me he didn't know why he was with me. He was an abusive dick wad with me. So, EXCUSE me for wanting to be in a relationship with myself to fucking heal. Why he's not doing the same,easy he's an only child and a spoiled brat that got everything he wanted out of me! And now that he doesn't have his fangirl he suddenly feels alone. he didn't feel alone, when I was waiting for a damn phone call, he didn't feel alone when he said he was done with me, and had no problem telling me that it was all my fault that he was in a bad mood with me. So, no I will stay in a relationship with myself, I moved on and I want to learn to love myself for once instead of wasting time on liars who want a live in fangirl. And yeah, I pretty fucking mad at you. this is a very bad first impression on your part, so, like they say, you get what you give. -_-
Hey, excuse me. I know this is very sudden and stuff, and if this annoys you, I am deeply sorry, but he actually does want you back. He's been going through what sounds like depression right now, and I think it's actually severe. You know how when you are really sad you get a sick feeling in your stomach, and you get headaches and stuff like that all the time? Well, based on his posts, that's what's been happening. And all of his last posts have been about you, how he misses and how he screwed up and wishes that he could take back all that he said. He talks about nothing but you and how he screwed up. He's not acting himself. I'm afraid he might do something stupid if things go on like this.
Again, I'm sorry if this annoys you and pisses you off, and I hope you forgive me. I just want to be friends, but I would also like for Shayde to feel better.
And is there anything that would change your mind? Just wondering.
That's the spirit! Never settle for less!
It sucks that I got dumped via text, but it's just annoying that guys o that, then they're like "wait no I love you come back!!!" I'm just like ".... nah... I'm gonna go over here now... bye Felicia"
Well sorry I didn't know....
Yeah I wish breakups were more healthy two. I have gone through two of them already personally and they weren't easy. I had to break up with the guys because they were so stupid. Sorry, not having it. I deserve better then them loosers...
erm... he dumped me... And is tring to change for me... But I don't want him to, he left me and it' going keep going t and I just deserve better and he needs a gamer. And get his life together for him. but yeah I just wish break ups would be more healthy for people.
I am sincerely sorry that you have had to go through that. That is just. terrible in every sense of the word. Nobody should have to mold themselves for somebody else and basically leave their original self behind. THAT IS NOT right nor fair to either party. You were right to break up with him and block him or what have you. Good for you. Take your time and go from there.
DarlingV
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/14/16 | Reply
@teapartyprincess:
No, I'm the one who should be sorry. I didn't even look at both sides of the story. I'm actually glad you told me that stuff. And it's good to rant, too. I'm glad you told me exactly how you feel
teapartyprincess
Lovely Lunatic (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/14/16 | Reply
@DarlingV:
*stops glaring* Sorry... I went too far.. I've just had too many people trying to get us back together. I don't express everything here because it won't do any good for me or him. All it's going to do is make both of us suffer. I get you're coming from a good place, but, I can't take it anymore. The ex he spoke about had people try to convince me to do something too.... and It's deja vu with this and I freaked. I'm sorry for snapping like that on you, in reality I should have been more constructive.
DarlingV
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/14/16 | Reply
@teapartyprincess:
Okay, then, that's totally understandable. I'll just get my nose out of your business. I won't even ask if we can still be friends because I know that isn't going to happen. Thank you for actually expressing your feelings to me. I am truly sorry for being so damn stupid and not even trying to think of your feelings. I really am sorry. Have a good day.
teapartyprincess
Lovely Lunatic (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/13/16 | Reply
@DarlingV:
*glares* You know why I don't take him back? You wanna know why I'm scared coming home? He's throwing a fucking pity party for himself and trying to find a way to get me to be with him. It's pure infatuation. My every guy I date does this, they treat me like shit, remind me that I'm less of a human being, then I get the balls to leave or do something nice for myself, they get pissy, dump me and blame me for the break up. I wish you were living with me and saw how he blamed me for why he broke up with me, why he didn't want to be with me at that time. Oh and did he ever mention how before I even left that he kept saying "if you find someone it's ok, or if I find someone it's ok if they're better for us'??? Did he? NO! And for you to ask me in a comment to talk to him without reading anything I've written.... FUCK YOU!!!!!! You weren't there for shit! You weren't in that house with us while he'd play videogames and I would have a meltdown and fucking pull myself out of suicide attempts! You're not here now seeing me trying to avoid coming to my own home because the phone lines have to be unplugged in fear he might call. I'm pissed off because I've had other people try to look in even while trying to get me to acknowledge him, but they did their fucking research! Oh and if you don't like this fucking response, you can shove it up your ziggy with a wa wa brush! You don't know shit, only his side, oh and did he mention he's a fucking liar? Bet you didn't know that he likes to neglect people for days knowing that they're sobbing for him to just acknowledge him. Bet you also didn't know that I moved across the country for him and all he did was ignore me and tell me he didn't know why he was with me. He was an abusive dick wad with me. So, EXCUSE me for wanting to be in a relationship with myself to fucking heal. Why he's not doing the same,easy he's an only child and a spoiled brat that got everything he wanted out of me! And now that he doesn't have his fangirl he suddenly feels alone. he didn't feel alone, when I was waiting for a damn phone call, he didn't feel alone when he said he was done with me, and had no problem telling me that it was all my fault that he was in a bad mood with me. So, no I will stay in a relationship with myself, I moved on and I want to learn to love myself for once instead of wasting time on liars who want a live in fangirl. And yeah, I pretty fucking mad at you. this is a very bad first impression on your part, so, like they say, you get what you give. -_-
DarlingV
Otakuite++ | Posted 10/13/16 | Reply
Hey, excuse me. I know this is very sudden and stuff, and if this annoys you, I am deeply sorry, but he actually does want you back. He's been going through what sounds like depression right now, and I think it's actually severe. You know how when you are really sad you get a sick feeling in your stomach, and you get headaches and stuff like that all the time? Well, based on his posts, that's what's been happening. And all of his last posts have been about you, how he misses and how he screwed up and wishes that he could take back all that he said. He talks about nothing but you and how he screwed up. He's not acting himself. I'm afraid he might do something stupid if things go on like this.
Again, I'm sorry if this annoys you and pisses you off, and I hope you forgive me. I just want to be friends, but I would also like for Shayde to feel better.
And is there anything that would change your mind? Just wondering.
teapartyprincess
Lovely Lunatic (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/16 | Reply
@Rainbow Dragon:
That's the spirit! Never settle for less!
It sucks that I got dumped via text, but it's just annoying that guys o that, then they're like "wait no I love you come back!!!" I'm just like ".... nah... I'm gonna go over here now... bye Felicia"
Rainbow Dragon
☠Eastsider✰Pirate☠ (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/16 | Reply
@teapartyprincess:
Well sorry I didn't know....
Yeah I wish breakups were more healthy two. I have gone through two of them already personally and they weren't easy. I had to break up with the guys because they were so stupid. Sorry, not having it. I deserve better then them loosers...
teapartyprincess
Lovely Lunatic (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/16 | Reply
@Rainbow Dragon:
erm... he dumped me... And is tring to change for me... But I don't want him to, he left me and it' going keep going t and I just deserve better and he needs a gamer. And get his life together for him. but yeah I just wish break ups would be more healthy for people.
Rainbow Dragon
☠Eastsider✰Pirate☠ (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/16 | Reply
I am sincerely sorry that you have had to go through that. That is just. terrible in every sense of the word. Nobody should have to mold themselves for somebody else and basically leave their original self behind. THAT IS NOT right nor fair to either party. You were right to break up with him and block him or what have you. Good for you. Take your time and go from there.