sacrafice

Sacrafice

What,
do you ask,
did I gain from my sacrafice?

Sealing the monster,
and giving power to my innocent son?

Death.

Sweet,
quiet,
undisturbed death.
That's what I got for my sacrafice.

Wonderfully sweet nothingness,
not having to worry about anything.

Nothing.

I will be nothing but a memory.
A memory people can't fully remember.

I only hope the villagers will see the hero in my son.
My son that lives with the burdon of a monster.

Not knowing if he is safe,
if he's loved,
that is my true sacrafice.

by: Kitsune Arya
idea from: naruto

one day

One Day

He was called a monster,
outcasted by all,
for reasons only some knew.

But he never gave up,
always kept trying,
doing the best he could.

No one realized that he was one of the strongest.
One day,
oneday he'd show them who he really was,
make them see past kyuubi.

But for now,
he'll just so his best,
knowing he'd catch someone's eye oneday.
Knowing he'd be loved oneday.

Oneday he'd be the best,
never letting go of the friends he'd worked so hard to get,
and that oneday,
is now.

That oneday is happening.
That oneday will end.
He knows that,
but for now he'll just sit back and enjoy is oneday,
today.

by: Kitsune Arya
idea from: naruto

nothing is as we think it seems

nothing is as we think it seems

see the tiny bird,
sitting outside your window.

you think it so sweet,
not a thought for it's survival,
the next day you find it eating worms,
and think nothing of it.

the bird lives like everything else,
it kills without thought,
and steals when it must.

it's just as currupt as we think ourselves,
not quite as cute as we imagine.
an evil monster in the dark for some,
creatures much different from us.

now look at the cat,
a well known pet,
widely accepted.

the cat kills the bird,
becoming the bird's worst nightmare,
the bird's victim's savior.

even what we consider the most innocent creature of all,
is not without blood on thier name.
most nothing is as we think it seems.

by: Kitsune Arya

save me from my pain

Save me from my pain

You saved me from my hell,
where I'm nothing but a slave,
forced to take pain daily
and protect what I must.

I was ordered to protect my family,
by my father,
my recently murdered master.

No matter what happens to me,
I must protect my mother and sister,
my only remaining family.

I've been forced to become a thief,
a villain,
to keep my family safe.

I've learned to handle the weight,
of everything on my shoulders,
while not showing it at all.

I've never been loved,
only a servant to those who know me.
So my family's hate does nothing to suppress me.

Only when I found,
a love i deemed impossible to be returned,
was the pain too much,
and I allowed you to see my tears.

You brought me back
from my world of pain,
and helped to tell my story.

I'm now no longer a slave,
but a man free to do as he pleases.

So I'll tell you myself,
you saved me from my pain,
by showing it to me
when it was hiding in plain sight.

by: Kitsune Arya
idea from: pain

sanity part 3: don't ignore me

Sanity part 3: don't ignore me

take away the pain,
it's too much to bear.

make it come harder,
it's all that i have to live for.

i hate it,
i love it,
get rid of it,
give me more.

love me,
hate me,
hold me,
abandon me.

make me feel,
make me numb,
help me,
kill me,
make me live more.

wipe away my tears,
make more fall.

lift my spirits,
bat them down again.

give me everything,
give me nothing.
use me,
abuse me,
just don't ignore me.

by: Kitsune Arya