Welcome,
to my little blogging world.
I'm still having troubles with what to write in the intro so yeah.
This one is mostly based on my life I suppose but there are other thingys I write about. Anyway, hope you'll be amused, entertained or touched by my posts.
Enjoy your stay :)
~Sasusaku
I should be asleep. *sighs*
Well, it started to rain and a mosquito was zzz'in around my head plus i was having weird dreams.
Now I put the mosquito repellent on but the mosquito isn't dead yet. It's flying around me. I also got warm milk and cake that mom made. The one I made was eaten. :D yay (means it wasn't bad) :D
What else... it's 1:40 am and I should be asleep.. I'm waking up at 6 tomorrow... :s
Seem's like it will start to thunder again so I better finish this post and go sleep again.
~Sasusaku~
OmG! Lol, that vid made me laugh. Oh dear. Never stand between a kid and his bacon. Haha xD
So, I came home today and we had no bread. Since I didn't have money and was too lazy to go to the store I decided to make 2 mini breads. Lol.
It was not bad actually.
Too bad that I didn't take a pic. Lol. I was too hungry I guess...and I forgot.
Well, that's all.
~Sasusaku~
Hmm, summer is coming to an end. It's getting colder. It was quite a pathetic summer... if you consider the weather.
Today, I was on the beach. The water was nice n clear since there arn't so many tourists anymore.
On Friday I'm going to a friend. Her B-Day is then. I'll probably be back on Sunday..maybe Monday..who knows lol
September is coming. Which means school is coming. My last high school year. I'm growing up. *sigh*. This year will be the most stresful. *sighs again*
My studyfobia is coming back. Lol. *Wonders if that really exists* Who knows..
I watched 2-3 animes during the summer. One of them is Katekyo hitman Reborn. Not a bad anime. It's pretty good actually.
I'm rewatching OHSHC. It's funny. Makes me laugh.
I started Code Geass.. I'm on ep 15 I think. Not bad either.
And that's all for now.
~Sasusaku~
Lol, I wonder if some will go like "OmG! She's depressed..hope she doesn't kill herself now" edit: or "Great...another emo kid" after reading the title. Lulz.
So, lets get serious. Ever thought about it? Killing yourself because life is hard? Because you can't handle it?
Well, tbh I did. Not because of those reasons. I don't plan to die by my own hand either. I wondered how would people react if I do that.
Things I can think of:
- my family would be sad (I hope at least lol)
- I probably wouldn't have many people on my funeral.. and if they would be people barly know or talk to..so no thanks
- my friends would be sad (once again, I hope so lol)
- my cousin wouldnt have a big female cuz to help him get some girls (lulz..that just came on my mind)
- people here (theO) wouldn't probably know (unless I make a big drama about it..lulz and I'm not that type)
- people would say all good stuff about me (it's not nice to talk bad about dead people)
- I would make many important people to me sad (even if you make 1 person sad it's not worth it)
So.. back to the many people at funeral and talking good. I don't need that after I die. Lulz. That doesnt bring me anything. So better act the same way when I live and die instead of pretending. Like..Be good to me when I live and not when I'm dead. Lulz.
And yeah, those who commint suicide and make other sad are selfish people. Just thinking about themselves and how hard they have it. Come on... some people have it worse but no.. no one sees further then their butt. Not to mention people who'd do everything to live and they can't.
Lol, when I started writing this i thought it was a good idea... now I feel a little uneasy. Oh well, since I wrote it it would be bad not to post it so.. *posts it*. Lulz.
Lol, somehow this post reminded me on this:
~Sasusaku~
