Lol, I wonder if some will go like "OmG! She's depressed..hope she doesn't kill herself now" edit: or "Great...another emo kid" after reading the title. Lulz.
So, lets get serious. Ever thought about it? Killing yourself because life is hard? Because you can't handle it?
Well, tbh I did. Not because of those reasons. I don't plan to die by my own hand either. I wondered how would people react if I do that.
Things I can think of:
- my family would be sad (I hope at least lol)
- I probably wouldn't have many people on my funeral.. and if they would be people barly know or talk to..so no thanks
- my friends would be sad (once again, I hope so lol)
- my cousin wouldnt have a big female cuz to help him get some girls (lulz..that just came on my mind)
- people here (theO) wouldn't probably know (unless I make a big drama about it..lulz and I'm not that type)
- people would say all good stuff about me (it's not nice to talk bad about dead people)
- I would make many important people to me sad (even if you make 1 person sad it's not worth it)
So.. back to the many people at funeral and talking good. I don't need that after I die. Lulz. That doesnt bring me anything. So better act the same way when I live and die instead of pretending. Like..Be good to me when I live and not when I'm dead. Lulz.
And yeah, those who commint suicide and make other sad are selfish people. Just thinking about themselves and how hard they have it. Come on... some people have it worse but no.. no one sees further then their butt. Not to mention people who'd do everything to live and they can't.
Lol, when I started writing this i thought it was a good idea... now I feel a little uneasy. Oh well, since I wrote it it would be bad not to post it so.. *posts it*. Lulz.
Lol, somehow this post reminded me on this:
~Sasusaku~
