Forget and Not Slow Down

Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
Never.
2) Got into a real fight?
Only with my brother.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
Nope.
4) Tried to commit suicide?
No.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
Yes.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
Yes. Many times.
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
Not really.
8) Accused someone of using you?
No.
9) Shoplifted?
No.
10) Gotten drunk/high?
Drunk, yes. High, no.
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
The Trans Siberian Orchestra counts, right?
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
Oh my god yes.

(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
No.
14) Bored?
Kind of.
15) Avoiding someone?
Nope.
16) Avoiding some task?
Homework.
17) Depressed?
Nope.
18) Crying?
LOLno.
19) Annoyed with a friend?
Nope.
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
Yes.

Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
Not at all.
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
Not at all.
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
It does.
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
Right now, yes.
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
I try.
26) Go out drinking?
Not a lot, but I do.
27) Smoke cigarettes?
Never.
28) Smoke weed?
Never.
29) Do any hard drugs?
Never.
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
Not applicable.
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
Yes.
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
No.
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
Not at all.
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
Yes.
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
No.
36) Think things will get better?
Always do.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
Not really.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
Everyone does to some extent. I prefer to push all those preconceived notions aside and to give everyone a chance.

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
Shaggy.
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
Smile.
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
N/A
42) Shy OR open?
Open.
43) Eyes OR body?
Eyes.
44) Religious OR non-religious?
Religious. But not a big deal either way.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
Caring.
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
Straight?
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
none.
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
None
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
A mix of the two.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
Both.

Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
I already have.
52) Smoke weed?
No
53) Smoke cigarettes?
No
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
No
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
I have.
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
I don't run away from my problems
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
I have so far.
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
If I could.
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
If they are doing it to themselves, I don't feel so bad.
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
I do.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
Nah.
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
In a heartbeat.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
Nah.
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
No.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?
No.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
No.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
I have done this.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
No.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
No.
70) Sleep naked?
I have.

You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
Black.
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
Post?
73) Cellphone or Computer?
Cellphone...
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
Chocolate milk.
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
Friends
76) Apple OR PC?
PC
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
Shows
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
Both
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
Alternative
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
Both
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
Pepsi- better.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
I'm always changing
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
Clean?
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
No idea who they are
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
....
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
Comedy
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
Europe
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
Shirts
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
What?
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
School and job.

Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest.
I actually have.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
Not really.
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
Yes.
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
I can follow my dreams and still be close with them.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?
Wasn't there some in the beginning?
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
Sometimes.
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
I have several picked out. Girl: Jocelyn Boy: Jace
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
No.
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
Justin Beiber.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
Don't know. I don't really think of myself as a bad person.

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