So trying to keep up with the current dark situation is kinda hard,not to whine or anything but i recently found out i have blood pressure which is weird considering i am not even that old,and i have grown dark halos under my eyes,also Sadly i have developed a case of schizophrenia? is that what it's called? well i just hear voices,i don't see anything out of the ordinary,as long as i can control my actions i am sane i say,them twitches get me a lot though,people get all like "do you want to use the bathroom?"

I wonder why this is happening,sure the situation is grim but i barely get depressed anymore that's good right? and i kinda see..visions,sick visions too grotesque to mention, and when ever something dangerous happens such as an explosion real close to us i get..excited can't really explain it,well i don't want to bore any of you guys out i guess i just wanted to get this off my chest,if you reached this far than thank you for reading this i really appreciate it.