Mood; Missing Him. ha, its a mood.
Time: 6:13 PM
Its easy to say I am Jealous of my best friend and my sister, Im jealous of my Best friend of Kindergarten,My kindergarten friend She and her boyfriend have seen eachother, And! They do things Im too afraid to ask CJ about. I told him that yesterday and yeah I dont know what we're going to do.
I want to be outgoing in this but I just can not do that, I wish to tell him all my secrets but I never have one to tell.
Well I miss him.. I have been.. And lately its torture in school just dealing with it because my friend starts imitating me saying "Hmmmmm... CJ..." In a moan and that sounds like something I did when I was asleep since I talk in my sleep. I moaned CJ's name in my sleep.. Guilty of it.. Its not my fault though.. I was alseep, I wanted CJ probably had a perverted dream.
I have been writting Romance stories about CJ and me through out the months. And each one I tell him without a single fear of judgement because they all speak our dreams and wants.
Its amazing how much CJ and I are alike yet so different..
And my cat has become someone elses. What the fuck..
The reason we got her was for me. GOD DAMN IT!
Well I'm hoping CJ calls soon.
I miss him alot..
