People know about the sexual assult and think Im the one who did it to the guy..
HE FORCED ME! NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND!
I want to sob myself a river and drown in it.
I hate my life.
Just when I was happy everything went to shit.
Fuck me sideways.
Fuck you Bryan. Fuck you to hell and back. I will forever haunt your soul when I die.
You will be the death of yourself.
This girl is harassing me...
So badly.
I want to go back to cutting.
I want to go back to being the shy emo girl who no-one knew.
I want it all to go away.
My grandma's death is coming up the day she died.
And this happens.. Why the hell do you hate me God?
Am I that much of a sinner you want my life to be a personal hell?
Thanks. I love you too.
